Monday, October 31

Yesterday

Didnt go for band because i am not feeling well. Went opposite for breakfast, saw Mrs Jacob and family. LOL. Came home and sleep until evening. Went to Aunt's house. Ate downstairs at some coffee shop. Fetched grandparents to some place which i dont know the name at all to take their bus to IPOH. They will be coming back tomorrow. After that, headed down to Suntec. Walked around and i am feeling super irritated. I am not in the mood to do anything even when mummy offer to buy me clothes or whatsoever except heading home to sleep on my bed! Went to Carrefour and it is so bloody crowded that i wanted to scream at everybody who pass by me! After that headed down to Nokia shop. Dad wanted to get a new phone. Went in and look around, i saw this Nokia 6030 and i like it. So i told my mummy, and she was like i consider first. Daddy bought it for me in the end. Both of us got the same phone. Mummy wanted him to get a better phone but my daddy didnt one because he doesnt like to use others. I was super happy only at that time. Mummy wants me to trade in my samsung E600C ...

Today

Went for lunch at Toa Payoh. Went to Central to see if any shops want to take in my phone and the price is super bloody low. I bought the phone at 4++ and they wants to take in at 130? bloody hell. i went to this shop which offers 170 and my mum says that she would consider selling him if there is no higher price. Today is just a waste of time. Went to junction 8 later on. It was so boring. I am having a serious headache. Came home and started to think of our clique's outing. I realised it is hard to plan because everybody's busy everyday. Hmm.. i am going to die soon. Somebody there help me! Mummy and daddy going out for dinner and my 'LIGHTBULB' sister wants to follow. I will be staying at home to wait for them to come back.. Daddy will be flying off tonight..

11:22 AM

Saturday, October 29

Bloody Shit! Serene and Livia wont be going to be in the same class with us next year. What is wrong with this world? Why must they break the clique up? Took back results, i will be taking POA. I am quite satisfied for my own combination. Cleaned up the class and had recess. This will be the last time clique sitting together for recess this year. We took lots of photos. We took photos of the food we ate. Played lots of lame games in class. Went to Hall for the Last Assembly. Not that nice as last year. Not in the mood to update now. Will update more tonight.

7:45 AM

Friday, October 28

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!

Had school, it was fun. Ms Tini taught some of us volleyball. It was damn painful man. Salute the Sec 3s. Played with Demelza and Eliza. After PE, their hands have all the blacks spots like algae or some shit. Very disgusting! Had music lesson in class, Ms Ting did not teach, we played our own games. Clique played bluff. Had Maths lesson and Ms Wong taught Statistics. She gave us 5 sets of work! Clique didnt pay attention. We talked and talked. PURPOSELY made noise so to allow Ms wong to chase us out of class. We were laughing when we walked out. Eliza, Dmelza and Livia walked to the toilet. We are like nobody business like this la.. I was doing my Science homework. After that recess, after so many days we finally sat down to eat as a group. =) Had DNT and Mrs Lim returned all our work. Had 3 periods and she doesnt allow us to go back to calss so played in DNT room. Played In Between and we played with money. We are intending to continue it tmr. Played Truth or Dare and all the questions were truth. All the questions are weird. THere was once when Demelza had to go and lick the whiteboard.LOl. She is the only one who did dare. Had sectionals, lunched with Hannah. Home sweet home.. :)

To the special one: Cheer up ok? We will be here for you. :)
<333s

1:01 PM

Thursday, October 27

Fixing a broken heart

There was nothing to say the day she left
Just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned you around and found you there

* You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart you really know what to do
Your emotional tools can cure any fool
Whose dreams have broken apart
Fixing a broken heart

Now I don't understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Because the hurt just disappears
In every moment that you are neat, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You must the londliness easy to bear

* repeat

Soon the rain will stop falling babyAnd I'll forget the past'cause here we are at leat

* repeat

1:30 PM

Behind these Hazel Eyes:

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

1:25 PM

Regretted going to school today. Overall, it wasnt the least bit nice. Had assembly in the class and Mrs Teo came in. Did the Safari at PL survey, and we checked our report book, had some changes and I am very satisfied with the changes because my results are better. She talked to us abit, and she wanted to teach us to play Heart Attack. Went for NYAA talk, was super late i think. Had Chinese lesson and i think it was nicer. Listen to music. Su Lao Shi brought up had laptor and played music for us. after that was recess, for the past 2 times, only 3 went recess together. Me, Livia and Serene. Quite a big group right?! Talked and heard things which i nv hear before. I was quite dissapointed, sad and unhappy. Talked to Serene at the staircase and headed to hall for Christmas Service after that. What the hell la? Have Christmas service when November haven come?! Somemore talk about the New Year. My school very kanchiong leh. I wasnt in the mood for that stupid 'Christmas Mood' la. My mood was so fucked up until can die arh. Came home with Eliza and mum cooked steamed salmon for me.. =)

I am very confused at this point of the time. What should i do? I think we need to sort things out as soon as possible or it will lead to many misunderstanding and all the shit. The whole world doesnt seem to understand what everyone is feeling right now. Why is this so? Will this come to an end? I am afraid that the end isnt what i hope to be. Will anyone sacrifice an afternoon for this? I dont think so. Nobody out there seems to realise and understand, only us who are in it concerned about the current situation. I have no idea what to do to make all the things back as one. Can someone please guide me along? Can someone counsel me? I seriously NEED COUNSELLLING.

Hope this isnt going to end it in a way that will hurt everybody. Let us continue it and add in better memories which we will be satisfied with. Clear it up soon ?!

7:04 AM

Wednesday, October 26

Ji De

shui hai ji de
shi shui xian shuo yong yuan de ai wo
yi qian de yi ju hua
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou
guo le tai jiu
mei ren ji de dang chu na xie wen rou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shou yao yi qi zou dao zui hou
wo men do wang le
zhe tiao lu zuo le duo jiu
xin zhong shi qing chu de
you yi tian you yi tian dou hui ting de
rang shi jian shuo zhen hua
sui rang wo ye hai pa
zai tian hei le yi hou
wo men dou bu zhi dao hui bu hui you yi han
shui hai ji de
shi shui xian shou yong yuan de ai wo
yi qian de yi ju
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou
guo le tai jiu
mei ren ji de dang chu na xie wen rou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shou yao zou dao zui hou
wo men dou lei le
que mei ban fa wang hui zuo
liang ke xin dou mi huo
zhen me shou shen me dou mei you jiu
qin ai de wei shen me
ye xu ni ye bu dong
liang ge xiang ai de ren
deng dui fang xian shuo zhao fen kai de li you
shui hai ji de ai qing kai shi bian hua de shi hou
wo he ni de yan zhong
kan jian le bu tong de tian kong
zou de tai yuan
zhong yu zou dao fen lu de lu kou
shi bu shi ni he wo
yao you liang ge xiang fang de meng
shui hai ji de
shi shui xian shou yong yuan de ai wo
yi qian de yi gu hua
shi wo men yi hou de shang kou
guo le tai jiu
mei ren ji de dang chu na xie wen rou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shuo yao yi qi zuo dao zui hou
wo he ni shou qian shou
shuo yao yi qi zuo dao zui hou

12:19 PM

Met Serene, her sister and Eliza this morning. Eliza is supposed to meet me at 10am and as usual, she woke up late. She woke up at 9.58am to be exact. LOL. We met at opposite [hougang point] Wang Jiao to eat breakfast. Came back to the billard room to play.. I booked for 2 hours from 11 -1pm. We came up to eat MAGGIE MEE for lunch. It was nice. We slacked around and watch all the recorded show. Was quite boring. Decided to go for a swim. Went with Eliza. Serene and her sis didnt want to swim and they went home. When we reached downstaris, serene was like seeing someone looking like Azureen. Then she was walking nearer and me and eliza screamed! So maluating la. She saw us when we were swimming?! Then i was trying to hide my face and eliza talked to her. She said that she stayed here . I didnt see her before. LOL. We swam around and it started to drizzle and we went back home and swim and we called dmelza. She took a bus down from __________________. She came over and the NICE ME cooked her MAGGIE MEE. She didnt eat the whole day and i was nice to cook for her. She should be HONOURED to taste my cooking. Haha.. Anw, she went to eliza house after that. Then here i am blogging. Talked to Samantha and family [ they are in Australia and will be back on 4th Dec] YIPEE!!! it was nice.

Will tomorrow be a better day for me? Will i be as happy as today? If the answer is no, i would like the time to stop and let me enjoy this moment. =)

iLuall* :)

11:58 AM

Tuesday, October 25

Clique and fangs might be coming tomorrow to play pool!!! Yippee.. That person who started all the rumours about my darling Serene, YOU BETTER STOP IT ! IT IS NOT A JOKE AT ALL. YOU BETTER TRY NOT TO BE FUNNY. YOUBETTER STOP ALL THESE BEFORE WE TRACK YOU DOWN!

8:52 AM

School today was horrible. Had some CCA talk about the CCA points and the best thing is that I had only 2 points? LOL. Anw, we were supposed to go to the Library for some art thing but when we went back to class to put down our things, Mrs Teo asked us to stay in class to do some survey. Then we headed for library and we were damn late. By the time we were there, for around 10 mins or so, we were asked to go back to our class?!?! LOL. We didnt know what to do and almost the whole class set in their own groups and slacked. We were talking halfway, Livia heard something and she is super pissed. After that, they were talking about me not being straight and i like someone??? LOL man. they are CRAZY and i mean CRAZY! It is so rubbish? After that, the clique like split into dont know how many parts la.. Everybody pissed off. Best!!! Everybody's mood became very irritated. No one was happy. No comments about what happened. We want to talk to you to settle this but you dont want. It is not our fault. You want to avoid us? I dont know about you but you should know it yourself. Dont blame us being like this. If you dont cause all this trouble, nothing would have happened. All you do is to go around and snatch other people's ________. We left 3 more days, if you dont treasure the times we left, sorry, we might not have a second chance. I hope you consider this properly and we can settle it as soon as possible. You have one big group of people to help you?! You think we care? I hope you understand what we are trying to tell you. Had some magic workshop after that, quite fun but i was not in the mood to do all those things.. Will update more later.. =]

6:40 AM

Monday, October 24

Today is a very miserable SUNDAY?! Dad woke us up at 10am and after all the washing up and bathing, went to Uncle Ian's new condo in town called Belmond Green. He intends to rent it out because he still have a condo in Joo Chiat and it is nicer there. Heard that the condo cost 1.2million??? [crazy man] It has only 3 bedrooms but it is maybe because of the location thats why. He bought that house is to let his son who will be going to primary school only 3 years later to enter ACS? LOL. Was damn bloody boring. The place was nice though. Had lunch at this hotel beside his condo. Ate western food, quite reasonalbe price[ that is what my parents said] . Anw, it was not a nice day after all.. Deciding on whether to go school tmr anot. hmm..

9:44 AM

Sunday, October 23

Today was BORING!! Had Band prac in the morning and came home after that. Did nothing for the whole damn day. Talked to Demelza in the afternoon and we played some MSN games.. I won her in BEJEWLED and she won me in HEXIC. LOL. Now talking to MS ELIZA and i know that she is SUPER MEGA PISSED! Take it easy man.. She feel like punching someone now!!! LOL. Nothing much..

1:30 PM

[First ] thing you said when you woke up?
5 minutes please!!!
[ First ] thing u did when you woke up this morning?
change and off for band prac
[ First ] person you called today ?
Mummie..
[ First ] person/s you talked to today?
my mummie.
[ First ] person you were thinking about today ?
hmm.. shant tell u that..
[ First ] song you listened to today ?
zhi shao hai you ni [sandy lam]
[ First ] movie you watched today ?
no?!
[ First ] TV show you watched today ?
nah.. haben on the tv yet.
[ First ] person you met today?
people in band?
[ First ] person you hugged today ?
nobody.
[ First ] person you kissed today ?
nobody.
[First ] drink you drank today ?
milo
[ First ] thing you ate today ?
hashbrown
[ First ] homework you did today?
my exams just ended so no homework given.
[ First ] website/online game you visited today ?
my blog. =)
[ First ] picture you took today ?
no. didnt take any picture.
[ First ] thing you touched today?
pillow
[ Current ] clothes you are wearing ?
shirt and FBT
[ Current ] song you are listening to ?
indecent obsession
[ Current ] hair ?
tied up
[ Current ] smell ?
chicken soupee.
[ Current ] online users on your msn list ?
so many. how i list all???
[ Current ] mood ?
a little irritated
[ Current ] desktop wallpaper ?
strawberry muffin
[ Last ] person you talked to ?SUNSHINE
sister
[ Last ] thing you said ?
is my lunch ready?
[ Last ] thing you did ?
typing
[ Last ] person who you called ?
mummy
[ Last ] person that msged you in msn ?
dmelza =DDD

5:55 AM

Saturday, October 22

Totally screwed up. When reached school, heard all the barkings. Walked in, saw so much dog shit. How sick can it be?! School was SUPER boring. Did nothing, rot in class. Went town, totally ROCKS?! [ask hannah] So do you think my day was nice? Use ur clever brains!
MAYBE HANNAH AND I WERE DUMB?! LOL.

10:23 AM

Friday, October 21

Today had a cancer skit in the hall during assembly. It was quite nice, Angeline went up on stage to answer the quiz and she got a book. After assembly, went to Emmanuel Hall for next year's Literature talk. We will be doing on Shakesphere. Then there is this tour guide or somebody came to talk to us about next year's Literature fieldtrip to England. It was damn nice but my class is not entitled to go. WTH? like they ask us to go for the talk for? waste time. After that was the Chinese Singing Competition. There were 13 participating groups. I have always thought our class is the MOST UNITED ONE! but sadly NOT AT ALL. When our class singing, no one bother to do anything! DAmn saddening la. Only Calista, Eunice, Fangs and I cheered for them! WTF?! The whole thing was enjoying, saddening and blahblahblah. Our class didnt win but they did well. I think 2B2 did well. Their dance was nice. Had Sectionals after school. Went lunch with Hannah then to Sectionals. Going out with Hannah, Eunice and maybe Angeline tomorrow!! Yipee!! Tomorrow's Safari day too.. :)

12:33 PM

Thursday, October 20

Results was not that great after all. Anw, it is over so no point feeling sad but i must say that this is the first time in my life that i didnt have time to complete for most of my papers! Urgh.. Anw, took papers and Hannah came over to my class after school. Then went home. Went hougang mall to borrow books. Yep. Oh yeah! tmr Demelza, Eliza, Serene, Livia, Angeline and Carina will be singing for some chinese singing competition. They will be singing An Jing. JIA YOU!!! All the best.. :)

1:17 PM

Wednesday, October 19

Demelza :DD
Dont be upset or sorry about anything. Cheer up! Everything has happened already, no point feeling sorry and we cannot turn back time. I dont really object it already. So yup. Be happy! Continue and end it with a happy ending. <33s color="#33ff33">
Serene =))
eh.. today's their last day but we will be happy without them yeah even though it is quite saddening. Nice to hang out with you and you are truly a nice friend. Dont be upset for what had happened and be happy. =) <33s color="#ff6666">
Livia xp
Dearrie!!! Dont be upset anymore. try to live without her. i know it is hard but i know that my dearrie can do it right?! you are so cute at times yeah! enjoyed every moment with you. Last but not least your singing rocks! <33s color="#cc33cc">
Eliza :))
My cross the road neighbour !! You are damn nice! you are eliza the great right the macho one? So be strong and face it. Once you face all these, all your problems will be solved! Dont worry! <33s color="#3366ff">
Angeline ",
Be strong! i know you are able to handle all these. YOu will solved all the problems yeah> Be happy la. I want the old you back. <33s color="#ff6600">
Eunice (:
Cheer up la. You still have to move on and leave the past behind. I know it is hard but i believe you can do it la. Any problems you should talk it out, dont keep all to yourself because it is not healthy yeah? <33s color="#999999">
Fangs :))
You seemed stressed arh?! Relax.. be happy!! Find one day come over and we will go and play pool together. <33s

I am nice!! I tried to cheer them up but i am not sure if i managed to do it?! But i hope i succeed! I will be here for you all 24/7. =)
<3333333333s

12:19 PM