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Secret`Love

Jasmine Koh
2nd August
PLMGSS
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jkjm_91@hotmail.com

History

October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007




Thursday, December 29

Met Demelza and Doralynn at bus stop. Took 159 to AMK. Went to eat and went to the library to wait for Eliza and Serene. Was supposed to do our homework but we ended up slackking there. Only the two Ds did their work. Went to town later because serene and eliza need to pass their present to Tiffany. Walked around. Went to Macs. The manager there was nice, he helped dmelza to take chilli sauce? Haha. Met up with Mummy and Jes. They went PS to buy phone. Mummy bought V3 HOT PINK! Jes took J300I (pink too ). all so pinky! LOL. Iwanted mummy's phone so badly but i jus changed my phone and cannot bring camera phone to school so too bad. Mummy's going to give it to me on holidays?! Haha. Head is freaking pain. Going to die soon.

11:05 PM

Wednesday, December 28

Monday
Went Suntec, got 2 tops and 2 bottoms. We wanted to go and eat Kenny Rogers around 9.30 but some didnt want because we ate curry chicken this afternoon and they were scared. Took very long to decide what to eat and they were like eat Burger King? They settled in there. I went to KFC wanted to get 2 pc chicken meal but all was sold out except breast meat which is so yucky. Didnt get anything and went to Macdonalds. Wanted to get Nuggets but must wait so decided not to eat. Went Esplanade. Walked from Clifford Pier. All the cafes and pubs were closed because it was a public holiday. On the way back, went to buy Punggol Nasi Lemak. Yummy.

Tuesday
Woke up at 2pm. Nobody was home to wake me up, all went out. Waited for mummy to end her work and she came back to fetch me. Went to Jes' school to get her exercise books. Went Heartland to buy waffles to eat. Went to fetch aunt, Jes and Jaslyn. Headed down to PS. Got 3 tops and school bag (pacific plaza). Wanted to get Pencil case but didnt see any nice one. Saw lots of people there. My mummy scolded me when we reached PS because i was talking on the phone. She was asking me if i was here to shop or talk on the phone?! I was very irritated at that time too. Lots of things happened. i wasnt online, everyone was clearing up things but iwas there shopping. But i wasnt happy at all bcos things turn out the way it shouldnt be.

Wednesday
Went for band prac. Bought my exercise books, mummy came to fetch to Aunt's house fer lunch. Ate and slacked there. Mummy went to fetch dad and went home. Cabbed home. Ate steamboat. By the way, its daddy's birthday today! Haha.

6:35 PM

Monday, December 26

So many post in a day? HAha. i am pissed thats why i like to post so many times :)

Eliza's going to bowling later and guess what? She came out with a new way to strike. THis will be her secret way of striking: She will be naming her pins and i am not going to tell u who is that.
5 pins _______ , 5 pins _________ .
The ball be __________.

Sure strike one I tell you!


LOL.

5:56 PM

I am not going to tell you anything. WHy are you two faced? I am super dissapointed. Just fuck it. Damn it.

5:23 PM

Was talking to Eliza Teo and guess what she said:
Eliza : I am eating the walking stick demelza gave us.
Jasmine:HUH? what walking stick? THat is not a walking stick but a candy cane!
You tell me which dumb ass eats a walking stick. Only eliza eats it.
After telling her, she still thinks that it is a walking stick.
Eliza, continue eating your walking stick. :)

4:11 PM

Saturday
Met eliza at the bus stop, as usual she was late. Took a bus to Hougang Station and took the train down to Boon Keng to meet Demelza and Livia. We were like half and hour early and we have to wait a bit longer for the because they were late. When we walked up to the bus stop, the bus was just there and we just run for it. When we board the bus then i remembered that Livia forgotton to buy her log cake, but luckily we will be going to Tampines Mall later to get it. Reached Demelza's house (know what? this is my first time). Settled down and we went to Serene's blog immediately. Eliza and i were laughing out loud. After that, went to Tampines Mall. Ate at Century Square. I met my whole family there. I was like laughing. I ate curry chicken and rice, it was nice. ;) Went back to her house, watch movie, surf net and read magazines. ( the last two things are only done by me bcos i didnt dare to watch the movie) LOL.It was freaky la. They watched the skleton key. After that, Doralynn came. Not long, Serene came. Everybody went to the bus stop just to fetch Serene (honoured huh?) Watch Scary Movie and i am freaking scared. Doralynn and Demelza said that it was a horny show. Everybody lied on Demelza bed. Eliza and i were sitting up. Demelza, Doralynn, Serene and Livia kept thinking of plans of how to scare me. I am freaking scared. Somemore it was so dark. After a while we lost interest and we went out for dinner. Demelza's mummy and her grandmother prepared alot of food. THanks :) We were watching the show on channel 5. After that, we played UNO stacko(livia's fav game) HAha. Exchanged presents. Not bad eh. Thanks people. :) Initially we wanted to head to town but demelza cannot go so serene, livia and i decided not to go. Took bus back with Serene, Livia and Eliza. Had Levi's handbag and disney's keypouch from two aunties. :) haha.. Happy day though.


(u) Sunday (/u)
Its CHRISTMAS DAY! Initially, family wanted to go ice skating but ended up going to Sentosa. What a weird place to celebrate christmas. The sentosa Luge was super mega fun. I enjoyed playing that man. You guys should go and try it. ;) Nothing much happened. yeah.

(u) Monday (/u)
There is a party downstairs. There are: Magic show, face and hand sculpting, dressing contest, wine tasting, balloons and crap la. It was not bad though. Family cooked lots of things down to eat at the poolside. I am here blogging and talking to Demelza. Haha. LOL. Anyway, going to get my school bag and pencil case at PS later then will head down to suntec and marina then to Esplanade. Yeah.


12:44 PM

Friday, December 23

My life is in a big mess. Everybody around me is going crazy. I cant understand why is this so. I do not know how am i going to clear this mess. Nobody knows either. I am freaking pissed off from the start of the day to the end of the day. Some knows it. Everybody is irritated too!

YOU ARE BEING HYPOCRITICAL.

10:22 PM

Wednesday, December 21

Went to Boon Keng Mrt Station to meet Demelza. She was late. haha. Met her and went to the hawker to eat. Both of us ate nasi lemak. Took a bus down to Bugis Junction and we pratically walked up and down. Went to Bugis streets to shop. Initially i always thought it was hot and crowded but there was air con. All the things are like so nice to buy. Bought things and went to meet doralynn . Walked around and headed to PS. Bought all the presents. Doralynn went to foodcourt and eat and demelza told us alot of disgusting stuff about this woman who always blow her own trumpet. Doralynn went home after some shopping and we were like so bored. Nothing to do! We went to kovan, initially to meet up with eliza and serene but in the end. NO. Demelza came over. Crapped alot. Talked alot of nonsense. Saw alot of 'things' . Polluted day eh. Demelza went home and eliza came over?! haha. This is a very brief post, not detailed at all. Alot of details but i was lazy. Fun day walking to and fro from kovan to the opposite bus stop by the underground countless times.

I hope everything can be cleared up soon. I want to have a nice Christmas and not all the shit. Thanks. =)

11:04 PM

Tuesday, December 20

Today just sucks for goodness sake! whatever la. went to toa payoh's popular to get remaining books and stationary and as you know my mummy likes to do things slowly and we spent 2 hours in that damn popular. Can die! Went fer dinner at Chomp Chomp and my uncle called it as Pom Pom. LOL. I am going to be pig once school reopens. I am going to be thrown into TAF club! These are what i ate: Stingray, Laalaa, Rice, chicken wings, soya milk, o laut, chwee quek, prawn mee. I look as if i haben been eating fer days. Going out with dmelza to get the remaining presents tomorrow. I am so broke now. Might be meeting serene and eliza fer dinner if i am right.


Demelza: Cheer up man, you sounded dead. LOL. Take care of yourself man. Dun care about other things already la. :)

10:23 PM

Monday, December 19

Heard that there was a fight in the billard room yesterday night after i came up. So freaky. The security guards called the teenagers' parents and all. I heard from my auntie that there was one of the father wanted to beat his son up. LOL. Woke up at 12 today. Haix. Sis went Jurong swimming complex with kaima's family. Mummy went for medical appointment. Daddy will be leaving for bangkok tmr. Ms Eliza forgotton to bring her keys out and she was being locked out of her house. Her family was not at home so she had to wait for her aunt to go home, she came over. Used computer. Re-do my blogskin. Sent her to side gate. Went fer tution. The tution's admin sucks la. And both of them zao geng. Damn funny and it is like so big hole and she nv even cover . Shake head. THere is this slut i saw after tution ended. She was applying tution fer her daughter and she sucks la. she can just go and die man.

Livia is trying to help me do the haloscan, Yipee. :)

8:21 PM

Sunday, December 18

Woke up at 11.55am?! When I am supposed to meet serene and eliza?! They came over to do holiday homework. Met them after i bathe and went opposite. Eliza took a long tie to decide to buy the earrings anot?! Went to eat macs, went to collect photos and met my grandmother there. Came home and started on work, finished 90% of it. loeft a compo and a chi story book to read. Went town with both of them, shopped around, got presents for dmelza and livia. Demelza wanted to come with us la,. but we were trying to not let her come. How can she be around when we are buying her presents?! What a joke?! Went PS fer dinner. Took a long time to decide what to eat. On the train and bus, we crapped alot. Alot of nonsense. Eliza Teo went down the train when we are at Kovan station?! Crazy girl arh. I was telling serene that there is a new way to propose. Buy a Lao po paing and propose.. it is a lame joke anw. Some wouldnt understand. Haha Fun day though..

9:57 PM

Friday, December 16

Went for cash sales at IRAS (income tax centre), sales wasnt that good. Only earned $719.10 (excluding float). Working at warehouse and maybe chocolate room tomorrow with eliza. :) Tomorrow's tammy's birthday. Going her grandparents' house to celebrate.

8:19 PM

Wednesday, December 14

Went to office with my mum today. Met Wati there and she took the float and we took a bus down to Ang Mo Kio's Mrt station and took a cab to st 64? It was the Maybank. Waited for the van to come and load the goods to the conference room. We were super busy. People start coming in and we haven do all the things. I dun even have time to tag the chocolates. I dun even know the price. I took 1 hour to memorise everything?! Slow arh?! Eliza wokred at Powell, the security there was strict. Heard alot about Aunt Josephine, she wasnt there bad after all. Sales was $12++ not bad. Packed the stock and everything, Wati taught me alot of paperwork and what to do with the total sales and float. Filled up everything and waited for the driver to pick the chocolates up. I tagged along in the van with wati and they fetched me home.. :) Reached home around 5.15pm. i was super tired from the standing and talking! Aunt Josephine wants me to go down to office to help my mum out tmr. So not going out for sales but working in the chocolate room becuase she said that it will be busy! :) It was a fun day though. Working with Wati at Income Tax on Friday. :)

10:04 PM

Tuesday, December 13

Yesterday
I think i was crazy or something. I went for a 4 and a half hour tution! Went for Chemistry tution. I did well. After that came home and do all my maths work?! I was mad yesterday!

Today
Went to fetch Daddy :) Wanted to eat Swensens at Terminal 2 but didnt know that it closed down. WTH?! Came home, went Marina Sq shopping. Went to this Billabong shop to buy bag and saw this senior. ;) LOL. Btw, i am going to work tmr! Aunt Josephine ask me to work for cash sales. Fun man. Working at Maybank in ang Mo Kio. :)

10:22 PM

Friday, December 9

Yesterday
Met Eeyore and went to Hougang Mall's bus stop to meet Dmelza then Serene. Livia couldnt make it because she was sick. Went to K-box. We sang like nobody's business. Zhao xiang oso dun care. LOL. It was fun lah. Sang Cantonese song with Serene :) Managed to survive . haha. Ate fried chicken wings with rice. Not bad. We sang lots of song. Sang till 2pm. Serene didnt want to go out therefore she went home. Oh btw, Serene gave me earrings from Hong Kong and Demelza gave me necklace from canada?! LOL. Nice man. Thanks guys. :) Went to Town. Eliza and demelza wore shorts. LOL. We went Taka. Shopped arnd for Christmas presents. But we didnt buy any bcos we were broke. Decided to buy it another day. Had in mind what christmas presents to get for them. We went Urban warehouse. We went Lucky Plaza's Macdonalds for dinner. We were supposed to go to Scott's food court to eat but was super tired so just stop and went to eat. We sat there for 2 hours. We talked a lot. We talked about the past and all. All the crap. Then eliza and i went home. Overall, not a bad day.

Today
Went out with my family to town. Walked around and ate stuff. Bought a roxy wallet and a mini toon's purse. Not bad. Ate Nasi Lemak for dinner and this is my 3rd time eating nasi lemak this week. Eeewww.. i am scared of it already!

Heard from Hannah that our band got a GOLD for competition! Yippee.. That big bird cannot look down on band anymore. ;)))) LOL.

9:36 PM

Thursday, December 1

Heavenly Wish
I want to control myself
I won't let anyone see me cry
Pretend that I don't care about you; I don't want to think of you
I blame myself for not having courage

My heart hurts until I can't breathe
I can't find the traces you've left behind
(I can't find the traces left behind yesterday)
Eyes wide open, watching you, though I've no strength
As you disappear at the end of the world

I can't find a resolute reasoning
I will never feel your gentleness again
Tell me, where is space?
There, does it have a limit or not?
So towards the meteors, I'll make a wish To let you know I love you

2:01 PM