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Secret`Love

Jasmine Koh
2nd August
PLMGSS
PLCB Saxophone section <3
jkjm_91@hotmail.com

History

October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007




Friday, June 29

Breakfast at ECP Macs before heading down for Jog-A-Thon (?) .
We were supposed to jog but the whole group of us just refuse and we took our own sweet time to walk.
It was not that bad.
Parkway Swensens for lunch with the USUALS <3>
It was fun though we didn't really talk much cause it was quite a big group.
Homed, napped.
Tampines Mall & Century Square.
Mango sales & Metro sales.
I swear the bras are damn fucking cheap siah. :D
FUN TIME SHOPPPPIIINNNGGG tonight =)

11:08 PM

Thursday, June 28

I must have lost it somehow
During Biology lesson today, Miss Koh asked,
MissKoh: Girls, do you want to go down to the eco pond?
Me: HUH ! (loudly)
Lyt: I don't want to go eco pond, I want to go pig farm.
I swear I laughed till I almost died. ( Its inside joke! )

Tomorrow's PL Walk-A-Jog at ECP -.-
Followed by Sentosa on Saturday (mt. faber again?) :D
Town/Bugis & Chalet on Sunday.

I don't know who am I missing.
But there's just someone that I miss.

3:55 PM

Wednesday, June 27

I am VOICELESSSSSS..
Please let me get recovered by this Friday cause I really want to enjoy this long weekend! :D
I didn't even have a chance to sleep during lessons today cause I was busy trying to talk.
Cause I'm afraid that if I fell asleep & when I wake up I will lose my voice. -.-
Lunch-ed with Xue Er, Kimberley, Lauren & Jng at Serangoon Central after school.
All those dare that we dared Xue Er and the countless times we laugh at other people.
Hougang point with Lauren after that.
She wanted to get something for someone & she took hell such a long time please.
I was telling her : eh don't test my patience, i am going to explode soon.
Imagine such a hot day and you feel so dirty and smelly walking around some stupid place with the bloody heavy bags.
Thereafter, home sweeeettt home to sleeeeeepppp! :D
Let's talk tonight again! =)
I cannot wait for the weekends to come faster so we can have daily 5am talk! =)

Whoever told you that I am going to let this whole thing go ?

9:28 PM

Tuesday, June 26

Its only the second day of school & I am dreading it.
This is really serious cause all I do in school is sleep.
I sleep during assembly, lessons, breaks.
I am so tired every single day.
My throat is recovering but my voice sounded disgusting.
I hope my voice recover before the 'long' weekend.
Considering Friday, Saturday, Sunday & Monday no school. :D
That way, I can really rest & maybe start studying.
Received a really shocked call from C last night.
HAHAHA!
I haven't been eating well and I can survive on 1 meal a day.
There was no supper nights for the past few days.
How bad can it be?


Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

8:45 PM

Monday, June 25

Been down with serious painful sore throat.
Its so pain till I am so irritated to reply people & I get so irritated easily.
I forgotten what had happened for the past week.
School started today & it ended at 4pm. ;(
I just can't get to sleep in the night & I will just stay up to like 4.30am doing nothing (staring at the wall)
Okay maybe talking on the phone.
Anyone tonight? :D
3am Chinese Drama Show tonight.

There's no school on Friday which is a good thing but we still have to go ECP for PL's Jog-A-Thon?
Tsk, waste my time please.

10:25 PM

Friday, June 22

Talked to Kim last night and the both of us cannot stop whinning and complaining.
I was complaining of whole body ache & she was whinning of some other stuffs.
Lol, and thereafter talked to Dervin till 5.30am
My gosh, the conversation was damn funny.
I couldn't stop laughing throughout.
Now I don't owe anyone any midnight calls.
I am going to be so dead when school reopens cause I cannot sleep every night till like maybe 6 plus then I will start to get sleepy.
My gosh, that is really bad.
Anyway, I am going to meet the girls' tonight <333

1:59 PM

Thursday, June 21








Sentosa with family & primary school usuals. HAHAHA! :D Dawn & Fiona & the girls. Cam-whored a lot & had lots of fun with them.
Usual gossip & bitching session.
Dinner at Pasir Panjang(?) Hawker.
Stingray, oyster egg, lala, chicken wings, satay...
So much food that we couldn't finish it.
Then up to Mt. Faber =)

11:57 PM

Wednesday, June 20

Online conference with Kim, Xuebs & Lauren last night.
It was damn funny cause I saw Kim's personal message : Love is suicide
And I told them :
Okay every one take pen knife and cut wrist.
Slit your wrists and then stained it on your wall and write down love is suicide with your blood.
Then write a letter and then leave the stain on the letter.
Then send it with your stain as stamp and then slit it with your ex lover's name on the envelope itself.

If the postman never send and return back to me i stain his face with my blood.
(It was damn funny, we laugh cause we were so suicidal for no reason.)

Talked on the phone with Kim till 5am, we talked about every single thing & I cannot stop laughing under my blanket covers. Lol & we ended the conversation with her saying wah lao, all my neighbours' maids all wake up already the 2 of us haven't even gone to bed yet. It sounded damn fuuuuuuuunnnnnnyy! :D

12:51 PM

Tuesday, June 19

Poke balls with JNG, Lyt & Lauren yesterday. =)
Usual talks and all.

Today the miss act clever went to gym herself.
Wah, thought very clever & think that running is really cool cause it makes you realize and think back kind of thing?
Run run run.
After that , walk home.
Go toilet black out.
Never mind after that, want to replace Singapore's Merlion.
Wah, I think more effective than Singapore's merlion siah.

Okay I am really talking lots of nonsense tonight.
I got so happy when I heard that Vodka is selling at 2 for $26 in Duty Free. ( i heard it before somemore, but i forgotton -.-)

Lyt is helping me to do Book Review and I have to pay her $1 for her services. ( she's helping me to promote, i helping people do maths homework.)
You cheer up lah! I am worse then you but I still laugh with you all. Lets budget party after N's lah.
HAHAHA!
Any takers to help me to do POA ? I pay you $1.01 ( Be glad, i pay you higher! )

Lauren, cheer up! You'll sure get a reply. COME LET'S SMILE! Lets be happy kids. Smiling won't hurt right & I am in a worse situation then you and I can actually smile & laugh :D
Love love, <3

Kimberley, professional liar. We are really the best in the whole universe.
I think both of us offended that two person in our previous life.
Sibei cham siah.
I can now really go and kill myself :(
Late night conference later okay!
I have a lot to say for tonight ! :D
Love love, <3

Its the last week of holidays & I have nothing done.
I haven't really catch up with many except for a few.
HELLO FRIENDS, let's catch up in my dreams!
I have yet to do my work & my week is packed with stuff.
Okay, I am going to stay home tomorrow for I don't know what.
And party all the way to sunday! :DDD
How 'bout that?
When am I going to start studying & back to usual self?
No idea.

EUNICE: I hope you brought your phone along and read my message. =)

This is getting really long & I have no idea why.
Maybe to kill boredom.
I'm talking to everyone.
HAHAHA!
Makes no sense but never mind.
There's far too much inside jokes tonight.
I cannot stop laughing. Lol, =)

GOODNIGHT EVERYONE, its time for supper & late night conferences! <33>

11:57 PM

Monday, June 18

Late night conference with the usual 3 girls again.
Crazy karaoke cheena singing at 3am on the phone.
Was supposed to wake up this MORNING for Gym.
But I couldn't, I am really hopeless please.
Even the continuous alarm could not wake me up.
I dreamt of me and you bear. Lol, =)

12:14 PM

Saturday, June 16

As usual late night conferencing with the 3 girls.
They were busy friendstering and I was busy eating.
And I am still so tired though I just woke up.

3:03 PM

Friday, June 15

Eunice & LYT came over in the night.
We cam whored A LOT.
Be it crazy, ugly, unglamorous we do it!
HAHAHA!
Talked and all.
Its pretty fun hanging around the poolside downstairs monkeying around.





















11:33 PM

This is KARMA
But not for me.
Its for you.
Don't you think that the almost similar incident happened on you?
Don't think that I am actually happy for it.
For your information, no matter how we are now, I am not actually being happy over it.
And I am feeling no better then you.
I mean being a passerby / stranger will feel the same way as I do.
Wait a minute, you might not have any idea what the hell am I talking right here.
Cause you have no idea what is happening.
Let that person tell you.
I am not going to start being a bitch and come and tell you such stuff.
You go and find it out yourself cause thats what I did that time.

1:16 PM

Thursday, June 14

Something isn't right
I can feel it again feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
It's so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
It's so predictable

So take your empty words your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause I am done with this
I can give it away give it away
I'm doing everything I should've
And now I'm making a change
I'm living the day
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all wanna know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life
Everyone that I love
Everyone I care about
They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me
And I know what it is
I'm ending this right now..

4:50 PM

If I ever understand you
Yesterday, lunched with Jng & LYT at PS.

Walked around & cabbed home to poke balls :D
Conferenced with Kim, Ner, Lyt, Jng & xue er last night.
Amazingly Kim & I ended the night's call till 4.30am
That was to kill time for talking nonsense.
Now, I have to rush to meet Jng at Junction 8 =)

Last night's dream was pretty WEIRD.

12:49 PM

Wednesday, June 13

Holidays Are Boring.
I'm going to stay home for this whole week and finish up whatever that needs to be done.
PARTY & PLAY next week!
I've yet to even stay home the whole day.
I found out quite a lot of things during the holidays! :D
Lyt thinks that I should be some PI or something.
Sure, if i fail my n's.
I'm just feeling really lazy.
I'm sibei hungry until can die but I have no idea what to eat.
Please take a gun and shoot me. )=

12:30 PM

Thursday, June 7

I've got this from friendster bulletin cause I am bored :(

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY ?
I’ve never been to me

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Boston

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
better than me

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
over you

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
fuck you right back

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
will you wait for me

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Far away

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
obsession

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
give it to me

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
until I get over you

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Forever in love

WhAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Chasing cars

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Just so you know

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
It ends tonight

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU??
A thousand miles

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
all good things come to an end

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Open arms

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
different

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Over it

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
right where you want me

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Notice me

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
nothing in this world

Okay miss, your 15 minutes break is up.
Time to continue on your work. =)

2:44 PM

Wednesday, June 6

Chalet was alrights.
Escape was free. =)
I will never pay for escape cause it isn't worth it at all.
We went in for around 1 hour & we came out.
It was super boring.
Sat around in the chalet.
The chalet was like in a disastrous state please.
And I guess chalet is a super happening place :D

So tell me how's last night =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JUNE!

6:21 PM

Monday, June 4

I think the holidays are making me worse.
HAHAHA!
This holiday I lied, pon school, walk out of school, skip lessons, got drunk..
Today's no exception.
I reached school at 7.35am when lessons start at 8am.
Sat at Assembly area with Kim, Xue Er, Jng, Lauren, Eunice till 9.30am then we started to go in for lesson.
Bio's break was at 10am so we had only 1/2 hour of lessons and when the 2nd half of lesson starts at 10.30am, we walked out of school and headed down to Hougang Mall for breakfast.
How cool eh.
Okay, I make 2 bet with 2 different people.
I won't want to lose out the two bets cause the consequence is real bad.
Especially the 2nd bet with Amanda & Kimberley.
My gosh, that one if I ever lose that bet I can really go and kill myself siah. =)

the next time it wouldn't be for the same reason again, I promise. =)

10:00 PM

Sunday, June 3

Black Red Print

There's still 2 more days of lessons (BIOLOGY)
When school is officially closed for us.


I have no reply. (:

9:42 PM

Friday, June 1

I'm ruining myself with alcohol and the bitter taste of cigarette smoke.
Okay, I swear I am going to turn damn fat when school reopens.
First week of holiday is going to be gone soon & I have yet to done anything.
This holiday's going to be a good one! =)
JOJO, KOKO, XOXO, LOLO, LOLO, SOSO, EOEO, SOSO lets have a party again during end of holiday without drinks at my place.
Let's get high again!


So I heard that I've changed huh?
Who is the one first?
Who is the one for the sake of love gave up this friendship?
You listened to her part of the story but not mine.
So you had assumed all along that she's right & I am wrong? Corrupted?
HA-HA. I want to laugh so badly.
If you think I have nothing to say about this whole damn situation, sorry you're wrong.
Its just that I can't be bothered since you are not even by a bit.

10:25 PM

I know I am corrupted
School was never productive.
Kim, Lauren, Jng, Xue Er, Eunice, LYT, Gurleen, Shazana, Seetoh & I gave Literature Lessons a miss.
Sat downstairs and talked non-stop.
We cannot stop laughing about Wednesday night.
I didn't know I did so much things & I said out quite much stuff.
Never mind, I don't regret a single bit to get wasted that night.
Let's all be HAPPY PEOPLE! =)
Gave accounts a miss too.
Serangoon Central macs with Fangs, Xue Er, Manda & Kim.
There was this aunty who came and talk about god for so long.
I cannot stop laughing, sorry I know I am very mean.
It was damn funny & Xue Er is damn annoying.
She kept on imitating the aunty.

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN NER =)

2:58 PM