List of movies
What would you do if everytime you wanted someone, he/she would never be there?
What would you do if your lover died tomorrow and you never got to tell her/him how you felt?
What would you do if you love someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
Sometimes the person in the world you wanted more than anything, is the one person you are better off without.
So fake a smile for another photo,
So when the flash goes off
No one know's your pain.
Lying; saying everything is ok,
Because your friend's will just
Say the same thing. .
"Everything's going to be ok.
Don't worry about it."
That line's been recycled
Way too much.
But everyday,
You'll still continue to hide.
"The longer i hold it in;
The better i should get."
Well if that's what you think,
Then keep telling yourself that sweetheart.
Eliza's having her CCA camp now for 3 days!!! ARGH! No one to talk on phone. Maybe Kim la, but she's probably too tired from her trip. Anyway, i need shopping soon. I have already a list of things to get. I want that Esprit blouse, guess bag so many other more. Oh man, i am going broke soon after my shopping. Shopping soon anyone? Oh yeah, MOVIE SOON. I've lots of movie in mind. :D
If you see me on the streets with her/him, its not that i enjoy his/her accompaniment, it is just that you aren't brave to walk beside me.
Princess is sick now. She is running a fever. Hmm.. might be going to airport later to send keith off. His flight is 3am. That depends if I am still awake. Then followed by supper at ECP. I miss stingray.
Everythings just crumbling down.
MM auditions tomorrow. Can we make it? As in can i make it? I'll probably sound like some chicken that can't hit the notes and carry the tune. Eeyer!
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And life is a road I wanna to keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
Wonderful Journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Everyone is addicted to writing stories. It started with Eliza, followed by Kim, Amanda then Eunice. Everyone is writing about their 'life' and all. All i can write is what i do daily? HAHA. Thats not meant to be funny but anyway. All their stories are well-written. They would be our future writers. :D I told Kim that in future they can all combine into a book and can sell it for silent reading.
Music Marathon
Only SOME of the group members are committed all the rest like heck care. They don't come for practices, don't know the arrangement and all. And I am very pissed with this particular someone whom i am going to name Z.
This is something i can do in future:
SHUT UP AND TURN UP FOR PRACTICE OR YOU'LL SEE THE CHAIR FLY!
NOT ONLY THE CHAIR FLY, I WILL MAKE YOU FLY TOO,
AND I WOULD SEE BIG BIRD FLYING IN FOLLOWED BY DM.
THEN YOU WOULD SEE MY BOOKS AND FILE FLYING OUT OF THE SCHOOL.
Haha, the above is just nonsense.
MM practice tomorrow and on thursday. Freak, i am very scared. Hmmmmm......
Sim ai just called me and we two are so going to die during assembly tomorrow. We are supposed to play for assembly tomorrow and reach school at 6.45am tomorrow and i doubt i can make it. I hate playing in the morning because my throat would feel weird. Bless me people! Eeyer!
Kimsai and i are going to make a very sweet video [hope that we are able to make it]. We are going to put alot of kohkohpops photos or maybe the whole thing. Haha. She might be coming to my house and do it after school tomorrow. Yaye! We hope it would turn out well. :D
sweet beginnings and bitter endings
Fangs, Kim, Eliza and Amanda came over after school today. We went gym. Well, ran 2.4 and did lots of others. Not bad I must say. Amanda and Eliza sat aside and look at us. After that, the smelly us sat in the club house to chat. Went opposite for dinner. The food court is not bad la. This is my 2nd time eating the food there since I moved here last year. Haha. How amazing. Fangs ate tutu for dinner? That is weird because everyone ate rice and she ate tutu. Haha. OH! KIM SAI TRIED HER 1ST TUTU TODAY! That funny, probably because she doesn’t have Pasar Malam around her area that’s why she didn’t get to eat it. Its damn funny. Played pool and the security guard is a bit weird. He talked to us and all. LOL. Kim sai kept on saying ‘kam sa hamita and aniohasayo’and it is so shit funny. She was trying to irritate everyone. They left at 7 and Eunice called. Haha. She wanted to join us after her CCA but all are going home. Hmm.. that’s all that happened today.
HONGKONG DISNEYLAND!
We would be practicing our music thing on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday so please try to keep yourself free on those days. Thanks :D
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby,
now that I found you,
stayAnd let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
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This song stucked in my head for like the whole day?
Kim and Eliza are coming over tomorrow! We are going to GYM [lose weight], pool and watch movie.Oh man, we took height and weight this morning and OMG, i gain weight! I grew taller too. 163cm//40.2kg. Need to lose weight ! :D
I really would like to know what had happened to you. You really left me here guessing. You have changed drastically. I used to think that you are the person who I can easily talk to. Nothing is going to let me think this way anymore. You are getting from good to worst. I have never and would never imagine what you had talked behind my back. Are you jealous or what? Those words that I heard from others of you talking about me really just make me shocked! I mean like what the hell? You go around saying me sucking up to another person I mean come on, what about you? Have you thought of yourself? You are no better. I think I should just go some garage sales or some charity drive to buy you a pet so that you could keep yourself occupied. I mean like now, after ‘thrashing out’, we are not talking to each other. What does it got to say? You are still at the back gossiping about me. I don’t care if you are gossiping a not but I don’t think you should go to an extend where people thinks that you are propaganding or brainwashing them. You don’t care how others feel. Do you realize that you are living in your own world? You didn’t realize that do you? Who is the one twisting the facts? Who would be so free to twist facts about what you said? You call others two face, well, what about you? Have you even spent time reflecting about yourself instead of creating nonsense to keep us busy with? You just make us laugh and think a lot. It has became my another source of ‘entertainment’. You are just going around ruining your own reputation not knowing that your reputation is already ruined by now. Saying us immature? Hello! We like teletubies you not happy? You are no mature too. Always gossiping about others [not implying that I don’t gossip] but hello?! You all started all these nonsense to let others gossip about you. Please la, just wake up now. If you ever wake up when September ends, you are going to suffer and lose a lot of your friends. Those that are close to you are talking behind your backs too. Do you know that? Have you realized that those you have trusted for that past week aren’t your true friends? They seems to be so close to you and they look like they are taking sides on you but seriously I doubt they even understand the situation. They are making things worse for you in front of us. If you really think that they are your true friends, so be it. That person who’ll suffer is not me. It is YOU! You guys give us the impression that you are just sucking up to each other. No difference from a dog. Please also look up the dictionary what is two face. You come and tell us about how you don’t like the other party but the next moment you go and tell the other person that you don’t like us? Come on, how childish is that? Grow up, you are already so mature for your thinking. And I believed that you twisted all those words your ‘company’ tell you. Whose the bad guy here? I really hope that I can stay as far away from you as possible. Its best if we don’t even be friends because what you said is ridiculous. Who would be so dumb to have trust you again? Answer me, seriously. (shakes head) I am just glad that I know it or I would be kept in the dark. You are such a joker.
You have the right to make a choice.
The choice is yours.
And I can tell that you have given yourself a ‘BLACK RIBBON’.
I know that it is silly for me to post such things but i just stating how i feel. I no need you to leave comments or what. Its my blog so i can put whatever i want. If you are unhappy about anything in my blog, just SHOO OFF! :D
results were bad
msuic marathon practice tomorrow [ no place to practice ]
nothing in life seems to be going on the right track
That's When I Love You
When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u No matter what
So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love uA little more each time
And when u cant quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
Friday:
Initially was supposed to go tanning with Eliza, Eunice, Amanda and Kimberley. Sadly, Kimberley didn’t go. Amanda joined us later. Met Eliza and we took a bus to Hougang Mall. We went to buy some snacks and we were supposed to meet Eunice in the station at 11am but she mistook it as 10.30am. So she waited for us and we didn’t even know. Took MRT to HarbourFront and took the bus in. Went Palawan beach. Tanned and play water. Wah, thought that I was the hardest to be tanned but sadly NO! I came home like a black chicken. We went Kim’s house. We had fun. :D
Saturday:
Hung around Daddy’s office and went Suntec to shop for mother’s day present and ended buying father’s day and mother’s day present. How kanchiong? Haha. Spent $90 on both man. This year very budget. Haha.
Sunday:
Happy Mother’s Day
Went tree top trail and seriously we walked through the whole thing. Ended 2 hours later. We were fast not like keith’s family. The other time they took 3 hours and landed in Bukit Timah. Haha. Ate dinner at 7 storey hotel. Steamboat chicken rice. $130++
Daddy say that he expected more? But hello?! This is just chicken rice and steamboat? Haha. Down to Suntec agn! For the Malaysia trip thing. :D Have been conferencing and I was damn sleepy.
Monday:
Wah best! I was feeling damn sleepy during lessons. Can almost doze off. Controlled myself abit. Haha. There’s CCA tomorrow!!!
Well, things have definitely changed for the past week. I am supposed to be able to adapt to it but part of me doesn’t want to have any changes. All these changes are making many life’s miserable and hard to live. We have talked to you and all. If you can’t accept what we say about you. I think that there is nothing we can’t do to help you anymore. Our limits are there. We can’t force you to accept. We tried hard to accept you for who you are. But sadly we cannot make it. Well , you live not to accommodate others but isn’t it sad to lose this friendship? All have been around you for quite a period of time and we have build the friendship up though there were some conflicts and arguments here and there. You are like now living in your own fairytale world thinking that all is perfect around you including yourself. Well, having a girlfriend doesn’t means that you have to give up your friends. You just cannot survive on just your girlfriend to make you happy. You should know that it won’t last lon.g. There is definitely a good bye. You have to face the reality. You still need your friends to be around to support you. Even if we can’t clique with your girlfriend or whatsoever. You still have to continue the friendship with us. What you treat us as when your girlfriend is around? I know that everyone definitely wants to give the best to your loved ones but is it worth it ? Losing a golden friendship gaining a relationship that would end sooner or later. SO what if you cannot clique with that group? I used to not clique with them too. But as time past, the time you spent with your friends, the friendship would be built up somehow. But you didn’t even tried. You are like 24/7 with your girlfriend? She seems t o much more important than your friends? What did you asked us when you were just attached? Do you even remember? Was it just a passing remark or was it from the bottom of your heart? Did you even once treated us as your close friend whom you trusted and tell everything to? Or did u treat us as normal friends whom you can just gossip or just vent your angers you are not happy about your girlfriend? I am not trying to ask you to break up with your girlfriend or what (you would not be so sacrificial to do that la huh?) But can’t we still be like last time? Talking, gossiping, joking and all. Don’t you feel lost or lonely without the accompinent with your friends? Let me tell you, if one doesn’t have friends they wont live happily even if they have their girlfriends. The memories that you would keep are just some random shots or things about us. It is not because we are what. It is just that you wouldn’t want to co operate. As Kim had said that time. It takes 2 hands to clap, one hand doesn’t want to clap, I cant do anything to make it clap. I don’t want to force that hand to clap knowing that it is not willing to do so. The decision is up to you.
Waiting for that hand to clap. It sounds like some childish post or whatsoever you would want to name it. But I just wanted to voice out my opinions. If you are not happy with what I said, just leave. This is not totally what I felt. I have many to voice out but I think you wouldn’t be bothered to read and find out how we feel. I wouldn’t want to waste my time to post so much knowing that you wouldn’t give a shit about it.
If you really wouldn’t want to solve things out, its ok. Just a pity. Take care, we wouldn’t be there when you have problems so you have to take real care for yourself. Stay happy. :D I would just keep this friendship as a passing fragment.
School was pretty fun today. We totally played in Geography lesson. We started nonsense-ing during the second period. They were like imitating the BOOYA. Then i cannot stop laughing. Music presentation was not that bad. It was quite well done except some unforseen circumstances. :D
Might be going tanning with Eliza, Eunice, Amanda and Kim tomorrow. Depends. I am very tired now!!! ;D
Initially, thought the music marathon was a compulsory thing but well, think it isn't. There would be auditions by Mdm Zalena tomorrow i think? But my group is not going to do anything. We are waiting for them to disqualify us! My groups members consist most of them are from Chiochioarmani group. They are damn funny. Make Demelza and me laugh like some insane woman. They come up with funny and crazy ideas. Even though we are not going to perform but i think we had fun just coming up with stupid ideas. Haha. And if it is COMPULSORY to audition tomorrow, we will just sing the following :
1) Twinkle Twinkle
2) Baa Baa black sheep
3) Weng Weng Weng???
4) Humpty dumpty
5) jack and jill
6) I love you by barney
7) Teletubies
8) 1234 HI 5
Encore: M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E, D-O-N-A-L-D D-U-C-K!
Its pretty hilarious! So to prevent any embarrassement, i hope that Mdm Zalena would not ask us to sing. I really hope that Eliza's group would be in the finals!! OMG! They are damn well organised, well-equipped and all. FYI: They go for jamming la. Look at how committed and how much effort they put in? Look at Amanda and Eunice. Amanda printed out all the lyrics for their whole group then Eunice provided some of the instruments. Salute to them man. I can't wait to see their performance. :D
Yay!!! No more papers! Waiting for my holidays to come so i can do all my things! Say bye to books and hello to my wallet. Going to spent alot this holiday!
Heading to my maths' text book. :D
Everybody and everything's changing. :)
Yesterday's a history
Tomorrow's a mystery
Now is a gift
Have been studying every single night. Dead and tired. It is damn stressed if i am going to leave the same way as how i lived for the past week for the rest of my life. I am not going to have any rest at all and suffocating. All the notes and revisions are stressing me up, piling up day by day. When you see me studying, be surprised and shocked of how i look. I seriously look like total freak studying. Tomorrow's going to Bio paper and it would be like a Primary 1 kid given a Secondary 4 test papers! Guess why i said that because i didnt pay attention when Mrs Han was teaching. Well, pratically the whole class is not listening. I will look like an alien tonight trying to study. ARGH! Kill me people.
1 more paper and its fun! Anyway, i am going to celebrate tomorrow alr.