HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY
- Raining cats and dogs in the early morning.
- ACES day workout was not that bad.
- Mdm Zalena's husband damn cool.
- Celebration was alrights. (delayed for about an hour)
- Out with Eliza, Eunice and Manda.
- Bumped into Melinda in the bus stop.
- Bus-ed to Far East.
- Ate KFC for lunch which made me feel so damn bloody fat now!
- Walked around and couldnt find a top for myself!
- I bet Eunice and Manda wouldn't want to go shopping with me anymore cos they feel that girly girls are choosy?
- Caught Love Wrecked at Lido at 6pm.
- Bad theatre.
- Irritated with the damn phone call i received.
- Feeling very shag, hungry, irritated,pissed.
It pretty sums up my day. DEMELZA is off already. I bet she is having hell lots of fun in Canada! I am starting to miss her!
Why can't you just use your brains to think?
Our table with the bride and groom. My family <3 Mummy and I <3>
The two precious ones.
From Amanda, Fangs and Kim ;)
would you remember? i dont think you even bothered. There's nothing i can do.
My present:) From the 4 ladies.
Three little birds, sat on my window.
And they told me I don't need to worry.
Summer came like cinnamon
So sweet,
Little girls double-dutch on the concrete.
Maybe sometimes, we got it wrong, but it's alright
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same
Oh, don't you hesitate.
Go, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Blue as the sky, sombre and lonely,
Sipping tea in the bar by the road side
(just relax, just relax)
Don't you let those other boys fool you,
Gotta love that afro hairdo.
Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?
Go, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.
Just more than I could take, pity for pity's sake
Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger
When you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer.
Do what you want to.
Go, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
Go, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams,
Just go ahead, let your hair down.
Oh, You're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow
Have been having diarrhoea since Friday night and i ran to the toilet for like a million times so far. The feeling kills! It is like i am going to die soon and i kept on screaming.
Spent afternoon/night over at Demelza's. We watched Final destination 3 and drumline. Final destination is hell scary! 70% of the time i am hiding behind Eliza. But i am not the only one who is scared hor. Even when the show haben start Eliza and Eunice also covered their faces. And I think I was the only freak that screamed throughout. Drumline was super cool man! Manda's dad fetched us home after that. THANKS! :)
Its not even half of the week yet I am shag! I am very tired all of a sudden. My mind is filled with sleeping! Alrights, swam and gymed today! Not bad right? Singapore idol was not bad. I want Jasmine to get out. She can’t sing. Was talking to Hannah online about Jasmine’s singing and she was like : Is she even singing? More like talking nonsense. HAHA! I don’t mind Joakim, Paul, Jonathan, Nurul,Hady to sing for me. HAHA! They sang not bad la. The last three were the best.
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
They had this crazy plan for seetoh’s birthday surprise. They blind-folded seetoh from our class with TOILET PAPER and wallk her all the way to 4C1. Heard that Seetoh was very scared that cockroaches around her and she screamed for nothing. They made her walk into the class and step on one of the presents. It’s the SKATEBOARD! HAHA! The surprise was not bad hor. They Demelza, Fangs and Amanda headed for their dance lesson. Eliza and I stayed back to walk around. We tried to help Eunice with the CIP board but I think we were fooling around till we pissed that Ann off big time. Sorry hor, I am hopeless in everything so no point asking help from people like me. Waited for them to finish their dance and we headed to prata shop for dinner. Bus-ed home with Eliza and when I reach home, mummy wants to eat chomp chomp so I went back there again. Stingray and satay was GREAT!
Studies: Cannot make it.
Music: Hopeless, cant’ even play a song.
Art and sports: SIBEI HOPELESS! (fyi: I cant even draw a monster and I can’t even hit a volleyball over the court!) So that’s how bad I am.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
Yes, that’s right. I am a freaking failure. Woah, both also starts with F. Alrights, I am not going to have any what so called BRIGHT FUTURE! Mine is going to be some sad and depressing ones. HAHA! I wont be in any cleaner’s company cause I have problem even to sweep and mop and I cant even get into Macs or any fast food restaurant cause I will have lots of trouble doing stuff. That’s a COMPLETE FAILURE! No future! But you can see me in Mental Hospital if I really end up doing such stuffs.
Seetoh, the typical kampong woman rode her bike from her house all the way to mine but it punctured halfway through.
Seetoh! (_FC) [Winner]
Eliza and Demelza (_FC and_FC)
Seetoh hit the ball too hard and it flew off the court and onto the grass patch below.
Seetoh hit the ball to hard again! which flew out down onto the place which i supposed is the rubbish chute's top! HAHA!
School was just pretty normal. Nothing much for me to talk about or maybe you can say that there is nothing to talk about. Ok, maybe there is one thing. THE POA TEACHER SUCKS LA! She is like one old lady who is so fussy over silly things who has messy handwritting and thinking of herself being such a sacrificial one to travel all the way down to our school/class to collect our work? She is like talking to herself when she teaches. WTH! She is one insane teacher who discrimates her students. Yeah, since you feel that our class is not what Mrs Eng talks about then please leave. I seriously dont like you. Yor expectations are too high that we can't reach. :)
Pheww, common test is OVER! Thats great! But result slips are coming back three weeks later and you can see Jasmine's result slip all U and then the comments : RETAINED! (If you think this is nonsense, i think you dont know me well.)
Jasmine make an effort to use her house facilities by going down to the pool today with Chloe. Swam 6 laps :D I feel like swimming on Friday night. Anybody wants to join?
Eliza and I planned to have a ladies night during Dec holidays after we get our pay provided we work. HAHA! We are going to set our hair, do medi-pedi, facial, buy black dresses, buy formal stuff and eat in a restaurant. NOT IN A SHOPPING CENTRE HOR. Its going to be in a grand Hotel (how I wish) Har. We are going to have so much fun. :) Time faster pass please! YAYE!
Livia says:
I GO THERE BE PHOTOGRAPHER WANT?
Fangs says:
I GO AND STEAL FOOD ONLY WANT?
It was a last minute thing that i decided to go. Went to set the hair with mummy and she even booked for mani and pedi but we were late and there was no time to travel into town so didn't do. We were never early for weddings and we are always late for cocktails. So reached there just in time. Its at Furama. I was freezing cold la. There is a instant camera on the table and you can snap as many shots as you like of the wedding so we brought it to the toilet and take crazy photos. Kelly is seriously damn pretty. Her tan is so nice! Patrick is from Florida and he is damn freaking tall!
Part of Grandma's big family.
Haben been in a great mood for the past whole week. Something is not right. Carrying a fake smile wherever you go. Putting up with people who have severe moodswings pmsing at you not knowing that you aren't that great too. Its too much for one to take. If i ever explode at you, it meant that i can't control it anymore. Who knows whats better for yourselves? Seriously, i dont know. I dont even feel like leaving the house. Avoiding? Don't want to face reality? Yes, i am doing it now or else you would see me enjoying my weekend already. Cause i know that what is going to happen so i do know want another disappointment in life. Its too much to bear. Maybe it would be a great joy to some but have you wonder about the others? Maybe they are at the side suffering. This feeling sucks cause there is no other person who is suffering and having the same feeling as you? as usual how can i not be affected,maybe just puttin a front act. Just bare with my attitude.=)
How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've qot to take
Take a look at me now
Not a very good national day this year. I missed the parade. Esplanade was like squeezy like shit and would not be surprised if there is a stampede(?) HAHA!
Met Eliza on the bus to school. The whole parade was not bad la. Rather short. Colours awards is the best. Community singing is like WOAH! Everyone sang! The two rows of ours were like screaming out lungs out. Damn fun. After school, Homed to change. Met Eliza and down to town to meet Demelza. Intended to watch movie but in the end, all shows were sold out so we went to Far East. My day is filled with eating. Didn’t really shop much. Manda and Eunice joined and we continued eating again.Ok, I think I have a bunch of crazy friends. Manda and Eunice are like bombs la, they can be Pakistan’s friend. :) Enjoy being her friend eh. Homed with Eliza and we met Fangs in PS’ station. Went dinner with her in Hougang Mall, if we had known earlier, we would have gone to catch the night movie and not me telling my mummy I am on the way home. So we had dinner and homed. Today is not bad la. I miss community singing! HAHA!
Anybody fireworks on Friday?
Out in the afternoon with mummy and Jessica. Went Heeren to look for my jacket and bag and pencil case. Didn't see any nice ones. Walked around. Saw Kim kan and then to Swensens for dinner. After which down to CityLink. Seriously, when you are rushing for time you will get very impatient and irritated. I was rushing like mad. I went to find flower shop and took so long to find it. After that, went to Adidas shop to look around. Found a nice jacket, not the red one though, mummy bought it for me and it is freaking $129. Went to CityLink to buy the high school musical disc and then saw one nice bag in ripcurl. Ordered that, need to go back to Heeren to collect it tomorrow. Mummy bought the same pattern but different design. Nice i must say. Then to Conference Hall. Waited for Felyn, Dawn and Wayne. Talked to Janice Ng and Lauren. Went to the toilet and the three of us stood inside the toilet so long to wait for people coming out and then suddenly lauren went to push the door then it was like empty? LOL. The concert was INTERESTING! So freaking boring can. Guzheng was the best followed by guitar. But band not bad la huh. Went backstage to find Simai, Fiona and Serene. Aunt Jenny fetched me home. Thanks for the ride! :)
WHAT IF>
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY>
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Thanks for all the presents yeah though my birthday had passed. Really appreciate it. :) I’ve got 1 extra SOP ticket tomorrow night. Anybody wants? The seat is beside me. HAHA! If you know me and you want it, call me or text me alrights? I don’t want to sit alone leh. So be nice and go with me. I need to buy lots of stuffs man. Dance lesson was crazy. I can’t dance for nuts la. I missed two practice. So I was standing behind Eunice then when she turns around to roll of something like that, I still there standing. Fangs the best, after a few steps she kept on rolling on the floor as in just rolling here and there. Very funny.
Cheer up, HANNAH! <3
Chloe baby <3
Princess tammy <3
From Hannah and Eunice :D
So many work left undone and I am going crazy cause I am very scared for my literature. I hope I can do well. Better than a pass. Yeah. Har, that’s so impossible la. Anyway, I have to complete my Chinese board for oral this weekend cause next week is going to be very busy for my Science and Geography. :( I am real bad in Chinese and I even need to ask Amanda what is extreme in Chinese and when she sent me the words I have no idea how to read it and she have to translate in han yu pin yin for me. That’s real bad. Anybody wants to help me in Geog and Chem? Your effort of helping be would be greatly appreciated! Haha.
Talked to Sim Ai in the canteen in the morning. Told her something that made her quite happy. :))) Passed her one whole bag of band full u, boots and all cause she needs it. See, I am nice. Day went passed. Had National Day service in the hall during Chapel. Went back to class to wait for livia to finish her prayer cell. Then slacked around. Many things happen la. I was finding Livia around the whole school like a mad woman cause I accompanined her to find Ms Ting and waited for her outside the staff room and then she ran away. Then I went back to class, they locked the door so I went down again but still cannot find so went up again so Eliza came out and told me to go and find again then I was rather irritated so I told her I would bring my back down then afterwhich I would go home. Then later she faked Livia’s call. Damn funny. All along she was talking to herself on the phone trying to make me believe. After that I out of a sudden just open 3D1’s door and guess what are they doing? They are putting the candles on the nuggets box for me! :) Damn funny and I took a long time to realize Livia was in the class. HAHAHA! Thanks to Demelza, Eliza, Livia, Serene, Amanda, Fangs, Sijia and Kim for helping. Thanks to the ex-clique for today. Really appreciated. They made me go and find my own present and I bet those who are at the NDP and who knows me think that I am a crazy woman finding stuff. Ended up it is inside the dentist. At first, Demelza started to lie to me saying she bought me a dog then they make up so many stories. It was funny. Watched the NDP for awhile. Saw Weilin. Oh yeah, Eunice and Seetoh looks so serious when they are doing drills. Like so fierce. Can’t even smile. HAHA. Then Home sweet Home. Went out for dinner and home with the birthday cake. :)
I would like to thank Demelza, Eliza, Serene, Livia, Bell, Weilin, Samantha, Kim, Fangs, Amanda, Seetoh, Eunice, Serena, Joyce, Gurleen, Hannah!, Simai, Dawn, Fiona, Ms oh, Ms Ferng, the whole 3D2 for wishing me and all. Thank you very much! <3