Singers: ok, but have no idea what we are going to do, minus 1? with pianist?
Guitarist: ok but have no idea if they are going to play.
Pianist: Whose going to play? i need to find pianist replace at the last minute? Who the hell wants to play?
Nobody wants to pick up their phone, have no idea what to do when we go on stage. IF YOU HAPPEN TO READ MY POST AND YOU ARE IN MY GROUP, PLEASE MEET AT MILLENIA WALK AT 4.30PM TO PRACTISE! NO TIME LEFT. WE NEED TO EDIT AND CHANGE THE WHOLE THING BEFORE HANDING IT TO MRS TNG! THANKS. THOSE WHO KNOWS MY GROUP MEMBERS PLEASE PASS THE MESSAGE AROUND.
I've been calling everyone and no body wants to pick up their phone except for some. WTH?!
Slept at 6am today and got woke up by some phone calls.Luckily i woke up or else the whole tonight's plan is going to be so damn shit. Anw, thanks for those who i called at the last minute to save things, meet up and all. THANKS!
Leave me alone, alrights.
I miss having a reason to go sleep at night but that reason don’t seem to be there anymore cause I cant sleep for the past 2 nights.
You knew what to do but I don’t.
Life is not that sweet after all.
The last d ance to the last s ong.
I am walking out.
It started not so bad la. Everyone was like quite dressed up. The thing was not bad. Met Hannah there. And so I talked to her and told her some things and she agree with me too. Har, Great minds think alike, you can’t fool us. Ah, that’s so nonsense la. I didn’t feel well tonight. Maybe due to insomnia for the past 2 nights but I don’t see me sleeping and dozing off in class. In fact, I felt better. School is a B O R I N G place to be in. I am very stressed up for music marathon for tomorrow like I am about to take my O level papers. I called everyone thinking to tell them stuff and ask them if they could make it for practice tomorrow and guess what? Everyone off their PHONES! I am quite disappointed cause no one could turn up and we are still in a big mess. We have not even practice the whole thing before so we are just going up to S C R E W and E M B A R R A S S E D myself tomorrow. At first, KS and I wanted to go and practice with Joyce just the two of us to try to coordinate and know when to start singing and all but Joyce wouldn’t be able to practice with us so we are going Millenia walk unprepared, not ready! YES! How great? I don’t know how the group is going to fare tomorrow but I can be sure that there is definitely mistakes. I really would want to do anything just to make my group perform well tomorrow but I don’t think I can do anything. So this is just empty talk. Pianist and singers haven even started practicing. We are like kept on re trying the same song and we never even finished it. I have a very big feeling that my group is going to be consider cross dress tomorrow. Har. The shirt is quite big and demelza intend to wear baggy jeans. I really do not wish to think about it tomorrow cause it is just scaring me out. Anybody dinner before meeting in Millenia walk? Sms or call me! Har.
I don’t know and can’t feel what I am thinking of and feeling now. I don’t know if the others are feeling what I am feeling now. It is the last prac, so why can’t you all just give your best? Why is it so hard for you all to at least sacrifice ½ hour out of your whole day to at least practice? Talk about you all practicing so hard in the holidays but when it comes to the last time why no one wants to practice?
Have to meet Kensiew for the CD and have to head down to Millenia walk before the others to hand in to Mrs Tng.
Its so true, just by continuing repeating yourself is tiring so why dont you just do it? This is so random! I am supposed to be in my dreams now but here i am blogging. Mood got worse just now. I cannot take it. I dont know why but i just can't seem to understand life, people's feelings, mood, thinkings. Sometimes i just wonder, whats the xfactor that leads life on? During holidays, my mood is like happy everyday sort but after school started its just blues, everyday sort. What led me to this state? I have no idea. Just don't feel right. What you called friends, har. What can we say about that? I have no idea too. I have no idea about everything thats why i said i dont understand life. Friends are people whom i see everyday in school. Just that. Close friends? How many? Can they be there for long? Anytime? Will they be there forever? Seriously, people come and go. None will stay. Life is seriously complicating. School, worse. School has no freaking thing that will make your life any better maybe only friends. and thats all. Boring kind. They said that life is beautiful with hopes, dreams and your loved ones. Hopes? Do i have any? Dreams, i always dream but it is just dreams, none would come true. Trust me. No matter what happens in life, everything will still get back to the same old track. Wrong path, wrong direction. Everything will be just so wrong. Maybe all that happened around many aren’t what we wanted or expected. All you had hoped or wished are like so perfect and all but it ain’t happening to you right now. Yeah, that’s right. Maybe too much of hoping and wishing doesn’t help at all. Talking about the wrong path, who doesn’t take a wrong path? Well, it is the path that you thought it would be your oh so perfect plan. Wrong path, wrong direction. Living in our own world thinking that everything is perfect, feeling like a princess and all. After realizing, it would be too late. You crashed down from like some 100 storey building. Some day you would just wished that you were never there, you just hoped so badly that you could just go missing or not being on Earth at all. You can close your eyes to something you don’t want to see but you can’t close your heart to something you don’t want to feel.
Lies,deceit everything filled with. Falsehood.
I hate it when people break their promises,
and whats more breaking promises without explanation.
It just irritates. alrights.
Can't find my way if salvation seems miles away.
School was bad today. First day of school and it is like the worst kind of first day. Assembly was in the hall and we were sweating like some shit woman la. Our class' marathon would be on Friday night before the place closes. Yeah, and all kind of announcements. All those new teachers and all. There were no lessons, had to do target setting and rehearse for MM but the whole day was sitting there talking talking talking. Demelza and i plan to fly to Bangkok and go for massage and shopping and KL for SHOPPING!! Har. it would only be in our dreams unless some kind soul would want to take us there. Oh, cut my hair and some of my fringe and it looks kind of funny. :D
Yeah, did my Chinese homework. Asked D to check and please la, I’ve got so much mistakes. I used much cause its uncountable. HAHAHA! Went to Hougang mall and buy all my stuff. Dictionary, book wrapper or whatever you called it, repaired my specs, bought hair tie. Met Eliza, Eunice and their friend. Went to KFC to buy dinner for Jes and Eliza and I went to coffeshop to buy dinner for d and me. And I forgotton to buy bread for mummy so I have to go back to Hougang Mall and on the way I saw Eunice and by the time I tell Eliza, she walked off already. HAHAHA. Eliza came over cause she forgotton to bring her keys out and her family is not at home. We did some of our work. And off she went.
Don’t try to salvage your past,
Instead try to create your present
To make it your beautiful memories.
Studied with Eliza and Eunice in Compass’ KFC. I think if you just drop Eliza anywhere even in Singapore, she would get lost. Cause when I asked her where is she, she doesn’t know where she is. It is just only in Hougang, if she is lost in Jurong, DIE! Sure have police report. Eunice, champion, doesn’t even know where we studying and don’t know what time to meet. I was doing my Lit characteristic but in the end didn’t even finish. Went to buy the MM shirt. Damn fuuny, Eliza was complaining how ugly ir is. I wont wear it out, I would probably just leave it at home. HAHAHA. I told Demelza that I am just going to bring the shirt there and wear before going onstage and take off once I finish! I went back to party and I feel like I am a stranger cause I don’t go around talking to people! I just sat there and eat. Then I asked Eliza and Eunice over then they took their own sweet time. The kids made me play catching with them. Damn crazy, of course I didn’t join in the craziness. Fetched them from outside and they wanted to go Manda’s house but Manda didn’t want to let them in. Took some food and went up to the house and I am damn scared tigger would run out and I heard that tigger ran out after we went off. Went home with them. It was damn fuuny, was telling them if we have a 70 year reunion and imagine me going to the reunion on the hospital bed and some on wheelchair. Damn funny. And we were trying to imagine some people, its damn crazy. Came home and I was damn scared cause the whole house was very quiet then I kept on asking Eliza to talk to me on the phone. HA. I tried cooking the Maggie mee and it tasted damn weird and I threw it away. We were talking about my birthday party. Ok, its very far away but I still have to decide and tell my mummy cos if theres no party, I can get anything I want. :D But eliza wants me to open party so she can stay over. Har.
AUGUST BABY
Outgoing personality. (Me? imagine me friendly and sociable!)
Takes risks. (Sometimes, maybe)
feeds on attention. (Pls, i rather people dont notice me!)
no self control. (yeah!)
kind hearted. (NO!)
self confident. (nah)
loud and boisterous. (yes, very true!)
VERY revengeful. (OMG! are you sure, thats scary!)
easy to get along with and talk to. (i dont have a outgoing personality so you tell me how to get along easily)
Has an "every thing'speachy" attitude.(whats that? if it is about attitude problem, yes, i have)
Likes talking and singing.(yeah, i cant stop and i only sing to myself!)
Loves music.(yeah)
Daydreamer.(OBVIOUSLY! i daydream almost everything even when i am studying)
easily distracted.(yes!)
Hates not being trusted.(really? i dont know but i think yeah)
BIG imagination.(YES! VERY BIG!!!!)
Loves to be loved. (hmm?)
hates studying. (who loves studying?)
in need of "that someone". ( hmmmm... )
Longs for freedom. (yeah, who doesn't"?)
Rebellious when withheld or restricted.(quite)
lives by "no pain no gain" (i dont know)
caring. (eeyer! )
Always a suspect.(for?)
Playful. (quite)
Mysterious.(for?)
"charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. (yeah, youre right! my foot!)
stubborn.(very)
curious. (quite)
Independent.(ok)
strong willed. (not that true)
a fighter. ( for? if for sch, sorry, dont come to me!)
I miss having a reason, to go to sleep at night.
Probably, i miss having to reason to live.
Wondering what went wrong
Why love had gone
And left me lonely
I, I was so confused
Feeling like I'd just been used
Then you came to me
And my loneliness left me
I used to think I was tied to a heartache
That was the heartbreak
But now that I've found you
CHORUS
Even the nights are better
Now that we're here together
Even the nights are better
Since I found you
You, you knew just what to do
'Cause you had been lonely too
And you showed me how
To ease the pain
And you did more
Than mend a broken heart
'Cause now you've made a fire start
And I, I can see that you feel
The same way
I never thought there'd be someone to hold me
But then you told me
And now that I've found you
CHORUS
Even the days are brighter
When someone you love's beside ya
Even the nights are better
Since I found you
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Darling I, I can't explain,
Where did we lose our way,
'Girl it's driving me insane.
And I know I just need one more chance,
To prove my love to you.
And if you come back to me,
I'll guarantee,That I'll never let you go.
CHORUS:
Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong.
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be.
Oh God, give me the reason,
I'm down on bended knee.
B-SECTION:
I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knee.
So many nights I dream of you.
Holding my pillow tight I know,
That I don't need to be alone.
When I open up my eyes,
To face reality,
Every moment without you,
It seems like eternity.
I'm begging you,
begging you come back to me.
REPEAT CHORUS.
Baby, I'm sorry,
Please forgive me for all the wrong I've done.
Please come back home girl.
I know you put all your trust in me,
I'm sorry I let you down.
Please forgive me.
I'm gonna swallow my pride,
Say I'm sorry,
Stop pointing fingers,
The blame is on me.
I want a new life,
And I want it with you.
If you feel the same,
Don't ever let it go.
You gotta believe in the spirit of love,
It will heal all things,
Won't hurt any more.
No I don't believe our love's terminal.
I'm down on my knees,
Begging you please,
Come home.
REPEAT CHORUS TWICE.
REPEAT BRIDGE.
Wanna build a new life,
Just you and me.
Gonna make you my wife,
Raise a family.
REPEAT BRIDGE.
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I get lost, in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance?
And that's what I know
Cause when I'm lost I can't let go
(Chorus)
I don't mind
Not knowing what I'm headed for
You can take me to the skies
It's like being lost in heaven
When (and) I'm lost in your eyes
I just felt
Don't know why
Something is there
We can't deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I
Can't find my way If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I'll be found
When I'm lost in your eyes
(Repeat Chorus)
I get weak in a glance
Isn't this what's called romance
Oh, I'll be found When I am lost In your eyes.
Keith's and Marcus' party this Friday. Presents = 0 i better go and buy or Marcus' mummy is going to nag at me saying i am bias cause i never fail to buy for tammy and chloe. I didn't buy for rachel la. What the hell am i supposed to buy for that two? Any suggestions? I am going real broke soon.
Heard that there is wedding bomb in August. Har, whole family invited cause its my mummy's cousin. What am i going to freaking wear? DOnt expect me to wear jeans cause mummy said it must be formal. AIYAH, i want to escape/hide and all. Cause everyone's going to talk to you and you dont know who are they. And they are probably talking to me in Cantonese. I need to dig a whole before school starts so i can escape from all the upcoming shit.
When you think you are fat, you're not!
When you feel you are fat, YES YOU ARE!
And i am feeling fat due to all those food i ate in Malaysia. All those Macs, KFC,Kenny Rogers, etc. All the fats are accumulating in my body and i need to go to GYM SOON! Someone make me go cause i am lazy to go alone!
Woke up at 5am on Friday. Received a message from Eliza Teo! She is sweet la. HAHAHA. The message is funny. :D Ate breakfast in Macs at Potong Pasir and there was no one there except the group of us trying to decide what to eat. I felt like a pig ordering so many things. Sat in Uncle’s car and listen to my mp3 luckily Keith didn’t annoy me like what he used to do cause he was sleeping like a pig. Uncle just love to speed and got fined twice and gosh its undertable money. The police was like:’Good morning sir! You’ve been speeding. Do you want me to give you summon or what? Then uncle asked him what is the what and he says its 50RM so uncle just gave him 50RM and he said that there is another check after Malacca. Yeah, and got stopped too. Then my aunt was like going to quarrel with the police cos she said that we got fined alr, then fined so many times but still this time gave the police 20RM. Damn cheap. HAHAHA. Drove up to Bukit Tinggi.The place was like so nice but it looks like another dead town like A’Famosa the one we been to the other time. It is damn quiet but cold. Not much activities. We were like damn hungry when we reach there and there’s like no restaurant around. Ate at the pizza house and I ate Maggie mee cause 1 chicken wing cause 8RM and its like who the hell pays so much for a damn chicken wing. The bill for some food that doesn’t even full their stomach is like $100++. Damn expansive. Went up to hotel and bathe. Was watching the Chinese channel and they have the old show the man at 40 by Edmund Chen and Zoe Tay. It was the last episode. Drove down to the rabbit park, is damn funny. It is a place which contains around 30++ rabbits and JASMINE GOT CHASED BY RABBITS!! I didn’t dare to go in and the rabbit escaped from the place and no one bother. Mummy, Jessica , Aunt and me were standing on the chairs la. Damn embarrassing and when the rabbit was under Jessica’s chair and she cried. Went off and headed back to hotel. There is like no life there. We went down to the art shop and we did painting. I painted a pair of bears. Very nice. My art is improving! :) Ate dinner at the restaurant. It was buffet and the food is so damn cold, with little choices, no standards. Very expansive. 50RM per person but the food is like not even able to fight with hawker centre. It was very cold and the place was very dim I cant even see the food I am eating so I anyhow anyhow. HAHA. There was a group performing and they sang damn well. There was 2 guitarist and 1 cello and 1 singer. They sang lots of songs like: careless whisper, save the last dance for me etc. Nice ambience but lousy food. Went up and bathe and my best friend visited me. My whole mood changed la. I have no pad and there is no place to buy cos its on the mountain top. Brought Keith and Jessica down to the arcade to play, Spent 30RM. Watched the dance performance and it is very nice. The dancers can dance damn WELL! Brought them up and they stayed with Aunt Veron and I went down to the pub to find mummy they all. Sat that and eat and drink till 2 plus. Went up and sleep. Slept with mummy and daddy on the bed. Damn squeezy! The next day, woke up, I had very bad cramps and I was the last to wake up. Ate panadol with no choice and it was much better. Took photos and left the place. Headed to Genting. Stopped over Macs for breakfast. It is damn cheap la. Ate nuggets, porridge, fries and burger. The porridge is nice, not like Singapore they don’t sell. I even buy extra then when we reach Genting, I was like very cold so I ate the hot porridge. It feels like HEAVEN! The place was very misty and cooling. Oh, Bukit tinggi and Genting was very cold but I didn’t bring sweater or what just a long sleeve and everyone was wearing jackets and all. I played around in the indoor park My stomach started cramming and I stopped playing. Shopped around, didn’t buy any clothes cause I was very tired and uncomfortable so I just squat anywhere I go like a beggar. I was very hungry but I cant even stretch out to take the food so mummy fed me like a small child. Luckily there was nobody I knew there or else I throw my face away. Then down to KL. Everyone slept like a pig. Stayed at Times Square. By the time we all got settled and all it was 7 plus. Went down to eat Kenny Rogers and everyone was hungry. Ordered and it took so damn long to come. Was checking out the shows in the cinema but I don’t understand what the counter woman was talking about. She was talking in Malay. Do I look like a Malaysian to her? Didn’t watch in the end cause I have no idea what she was trying to say. I ate my dinner like a hungry wolf. I didn’t even hear what they were discussing about just eat like some mad woman. I ate so many la. After that, walked around. Bought Keith a helicopter for his birthday. It was 190RM and the other shops are like 90RM and we got cheated. HAHA. Oh, saw a fake LV wallet very identical to the real one which my uncle have. It is only 30RM. Wanted to get it but Mummy asked me if I dare to take a fake one then I decided not to. So weird to take a fake LV. Walked around and bought two bottoms. Head back to hotel and bathe and changed went down to the lounge downstairs to hear the band. Very nice. They sang Don’t cha, beep, can’t take my eyes off you and all. Went back to hotel room at 2 plus. Next morning, wake up and washed up and have our meal at the noodles house at Sungei Wang. The standard drop. Argh. Then all split. I shopped with my mummy. Bought shoes and tops. Went back and daddy make our own family to go and visit Aunt Julia and Uncle Kenny. Aunt Julia just opened a boutique and was reluctant to go. Please la, I didn’t regret going in the end cause the clothes are all damn nice! All from Korea and States. The boutique is damn class. Took lots of clothes and tried on like nobody’s business. Bought 3 bottoms. Very nice. Mummy bought some too and spent around $400+. The evening dresses are damn nice! Met the rest up for dinner at Oversea restaurant. And back to shopping in Sungei Wang with mummy alone. Bought many stuff and back to hotel. Met daddy, uncle Kenny, aunt Julia and uncle at the lounge. Mummy and I sat there till 3 plus and went up to sleep. Next day breakfast at some shops in times square. Ate a lot and brought the two to the theme park. Played and all. I was like being squashed by Keith on the spinning thing. It was damn squeezy and I felt like flying out. After that, bought macs for the whole group and the person talked to me in malay once again. I don’t understand for goodness sake so I agar agar answer. HAHA. And came back . Reached home at 8 plus. The trip was fun. I spent the most and all. There is like so many to write but I cannot be bothered arh. I am having a very bad neck ache and my neck looks as if it is going to drop out. I think it is cause due to the bumper cars.
-creepy crawlies
-ghost
-ghost stories
-dogs
-cats
Five things that you like most:
-my DIRTY pillow [har, cant sleep without that]
-wallet
-handphone
-camera
-computer
Five random facts about you:
-sleeping queen [think I am worse than Eliza]
-attitude one
-moodswing easily
-fcuk tub
-out of point
Five favourite colour
-brown
-grey
-black
-blue
-silver
Five favourite food:
-steak
-fish and chip
-maggie mee
-chicken soup
-tom yam soup
Five favourite drinks:
-strawberry milk
-soya milk
-milo
-ribena
-rootbeer
Five favourite presents:
-hand made stuff
-wallets/bags
-fragrances
-clothes
-flowers
Five things you wish to have:
-money
-driving license
-house by the beach
-sports car
-more clothes/bags
Five phrase/word you say the most:
-freak
-Eeyer
-shit
-damn funny
-fcuk
Five special occasion:
-birthday
-new year
-christmas
-concerts
-outings
Five songs you like:
-That’s when I love you
-Day and night
-The gift
-Kiss me
-Unfaithful
Five places that you like to visit at night:
-Esplanade
-Mt.Faber
-Kallang river
-Clarke Quay
-town
Five things you want to happen when you are tired:
-someone to help you massage
-bed and DIRTY
-air-con
-bathe
-someone to talk to
When the stage is bare, there’s no one, where is used to be so magical.
Bring us back to when the love is strong.
That question hit me and i don't know how to answer it back cause I myself can't decide if that was a wise choice. Hmm.. I think it still aint as perfect as it used to be? Har.
Eliza's been quite emo these few days. As in really emo and sad cause of some reasons. And she cried on the phone last night. She was laughing then later she cried. I thought she was playing around. But it was serious. Anw, hope she can play well tonight! :D
Need to go to school tomorrow to hand in MM's presentation. Argh, i can't seem to wake up on time. I can't get to sleep every night and just stare at the damn computer without doing anything. Sleepless nights are the worst. And dont try to cry yourself to sleep cause it aint going to help either. You will probably just get a swollen eyes the next day. How am i going to spend my days in Malaysia for this weekend. When everyone's asleep, i would probably be able to stare out of the window. Oh, there is room service! Yaye, can order anytime but on the other hand, the food won't be fantastic. =(
I dreamt of MM yesterday. And it turned out very bad! As in seriously bad then i fainted and when i wake up i was in baby's childcare. HAHA. Damn funny.
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Play it slow, lay it low. You lead and then I'll follow
Ooh heaven i don't know. Where art thou my Romeo
Sing it slow. Sing it so we can be infactual.
Doesn't matter where we go. It's unconditional
*Will you still be here tomorrow
Catching morning rays in Tahoe
Will I see you there tomorrow
Baby can't you see the love in me
In 2004, will you be loving me more
Through all that stormy weather
Say forver For you I'll do for sure
Will you open your door
Will you come catch me when i fall
At the end i hope together
We can soar in year 2004*
Ooh Baby, i'm gonna give you all my love i have. Ooh baby, baby, baby
I love you, I love you and i know you do too. Oh baby
REPEAT*
I'm gonna love you. Oh yes, i will. I'm gonna tease you. I'm gonna save it for you.
And then i will give it to you. oh baby yes i will.
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Eliza and I are damn crazy over that's when i love you and she always sing on the phone to me. HAHAHA. I bet she likes me! Haha. She even changed the lyrics!
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number? 299
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? You still shouldn't have run. See lah. Aiyooo.. let us know by tonight.
04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? Marcus
05) Who's the last person you rang? Eliza
06) Who was your last missed call from? Kim
07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? Dawn
08) What does the last message in your inbox say? Thx papsie f today k. You're skinny lah so dont worry so much. Im way fatter. But thx dear. Loves.
09)Who comes up under J? Jas Teo, Jaslyn, Jay Liew, Jazreel Tan, Jenny aunt, Jessica, Joelle, Jolene, Joyce, June
10) Go to your Sent Items - I deleted :D
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S? Shazana
12) Who's your network provider? Starhun
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox? 94
14) What do you have as your background? the main background or mini one? Chloe baby :D
15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R? rachel (e's cousin)
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3? i dont use it.
17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have? i dont use that too.
18) Who's the first person who comes up under C? calista.
19) How many bars of signal do you currently have? 6
20) What do you have as your main ringtone? some nokia one.
I was bored so that explains all. :)
Conference with Kim and manda till 4.30am. Slept at 5.40am. Was still very awake but forced myself to sleep.Slept till 2pm :D
Saturday
Had dinner at NUSS guild house. The place is very nice. But the dresscode is very strict. Kim is considering having her party there soon. Woah man, then must be damn formal. I cant play pool after my uncles taught me. Damn funny. They laughed at how i played. I tried drinks. :D And the steak with liqour. So much nicer. Nice environment too.
Sunday
Something bad happened. Mummy fell and hit her head on to the small fountain pot and bled. She had 2 stitches. Cause the damn dog chased me and when mummy tried to save me then she fell in my uncle's house and i used the pillow to hit the dog and he ran back to his room. My aunt's banning him out for a week. HAHAHA! That shows how scared am i. Had Father's Day dinner at some restaurant and the place is so damn freaky cold. I still wanted to wear fbts then got scolded cause mummy said that i looked like a beggar. She is forever saying the same thing.
'Life is beautiful with hopes, dreams and your loved ones
Go and watch! I felt so sad after watching. I miss concert, going for band prac, playing my instrument, music, reading scores very much! I want to play again! :D
-That’s when I love you <3>
2. One reason for living?
-For some sweet stuffs? :D
3. Do you think you're ok?
-Not really at this moment or probably this period of time.
4. Ever donated blood?
-Nah, I myself also don’t have enough blood. Ha. But I have blood test before and I teared.
5. Favorite color(s)?
-No preference? Depends on my mood.
6. Accessories you usually wear?
-Watch, earrings?
7. One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
-Don’t know, can’t think of any right now.
8. Last place you went to?
-Junction 8
9. Last person you went out with?
-Family
10. The most exciting sport?
-Roller blading
11. Ever had a baby?
-Nah
12. Movie you want to watch?
-She’s the man, the break-up. Garfield 2.
13. Any piercings?
-Ears?
14.The most romantic gift?
-nah, want to give me?
15. Act / Perform on stage before?
-Yeah, kindergarten and past band concerts :D
16. Struck by lightning before?
-No?
17. Danced with your loved one before?
-Do I look like I can dance? I’d be too embarrassed to do so.
18. Ever wished you could turn back time?
-Yes, but can i?
19. What would you do if you woke up one day to find yourself to be with someone from the opposite sex?
-I don’t know? Don’t want to try it.
20. One song that's meaningful to you?
-Not one at the moment cause theres too many choice.
21. Last person you met for the first time?
-I can’t remember
22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
-probably shopping
23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
-Yes, but I would never cos I am too scared
24. One thing you totally regret doing/done?
-taking the wrong step, choosing the wrong path
25. Do people like you?
-I don’t know?
26. What was the last game you played on the computer?
-I cant play computer games for goodness sake cos I will always lag like shit.
27. Someone who means a lot to you at the moment?
-*Guess yourself. Not saying.
28. The color of your mobile phone?
-black
29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
-Yes, probably I am the only one who can’t let go.
30. What do you wish to happen now?
-For miracles to happen. :)
31. Last time you ate pizza?
-Nah
32. Ever been given a ring?
-nope?
33. Do people think you're weird?
-Maybe?
34. Movies now showing that you hate?
-x men
35. Most important thing in your room?
-find out yourself
36. Last movie watched?
-over the hedge
37. Last television show watched?
-women of times
38. Who is the person you want to see right now?
-*
39. Ever called a person useless?
-YES. Me myself is one too
40. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
-Not really but its only towards my moodswings but otherwise no one knows anything ;D
41. what did you do last night before you sleep?-thought of some things
42. what did u do this morning when you wake up?
-bathed
43. what song do you recently hear in your room?
-no
44. did you sleep in your room last night?
-Yes.
45. what's your room like yesterday?
-weird arrangement
46. do you enjoy being alone?
-sometimes, mostly at night when I think a lot but I still like company
47. are you a daydreamer?
-Yes, thinking I am a princess that everything goes well in life
48. where's your favorite place to daydream?
-room
49. what kind of music do you enjoy the most?
-any kind except techno
50. if you were a shirt, what would you look like?
-some happy one
51. describe your favorite moment?
-someone to be there on the very special night :)
52. what do you like most about being alone?
-dream.
53. can you hangout with anyone?
-not really.
54. what's your hair like today?
-bad hair day.
55. have you taken a bath today?
-sure.
56. who do u wish to spend the rest of ur life with?
-no idea?
57. who do you adore?
-my princess.
58. if you were alone in a cafe what will you be doing?
-daydreaming still
59. do you believe in wishing star?
-maybe?
60. which do you believe the most, fairy or wishing star?-
wishing star
61. do you like chocolate?
-yeah. Droste roll orange?
62. do you read books?
-yeah, enjoy.
Am I that hopeless? Ok, that was nonsense. Yesterday was at Cine’s KFC with Eliza, Manda and sis and due to the fact that the food is not ready then gave me a symbol to indicate that I haven’t got my food so the girl just gave me a black ribbon and I laughed. Its damn funny. Manda was taking photo of the black ribbon when the food arrived and the girl was like shocked. Maybe she thinks we are mad.
Went Kim’s house in the afternoon. It was a last minute thing, didn’t wanted to go but due to the fact that Eliza kept on asking me, that’s why I went. :D We took our time to go her house. Hahaha. We DID our Volcano model but we have yet to complete our presentation and the volcano looks kind of small cause there wasn’t anymore plasticine. Wanted to catch Garfield 2 with Jessica but it have yet to be shown and wanted to catch she’s the man, cars and all but we were late so headed down to PS to meet mummy. Eliza and manda watched their x-men.
I dreamt of something stupid last night about some people going to Brisbane with me and it’s a 12 day thing and I didn’t know all of the details. And the trip is with all the people I know and close ones. Its damn sweet. Awww...
How fcuk tub can your attitude get?
After appointment, went Suntec to return the charger for daddy and headed down to Jurong Point. I was about to vomit out in the car, I felt damn uncomfortable. Oh well, I think I am going to have stomach cancer soon. My stomach is damn painful like going to burst and my throat is damn uneasy and I feel like vomiting. Feel as if I am dying. It is damn horrible, I can’t sleep the whole night. I kept getting nightmares of somebody. It is very scary. Woke up at 7.20am thought it was like 11am already then when I stand up, I felt so giddy. Then I slept back again. I didn’t even have the energy to call my mummy la. I missed practice today. Due to the fact that I am unable to go school and I feeling very sick. Demelza is also not in school cause of her throat. Even Eliza who is not in my group is going to school to see my group cause shes going to cut her hair? Don’t know what la. Heard that group got locked outside cause there is no key into the classroom. How sad? It is raining now.
No water
Please la, i didn't know that there is no water until i wanted to go and bathe! Eeyer, they closed all the pipes at 10am. What the hell? Because they wants to wash the don't know what water tank and i am going to be like a freak bringing all my shampoo, condition, soap, facial foam, scrub and all down to the club house's toilet to bathe looking like a freak and bringing all my clothes and mind you, i dont know what to wear out so bringing a few down to see. Hahahaha. And after eating my lunch i can't wash my dirty hands. All i can do is use wet tissues. Bye, going to pack things for my bathing trip. (it feels like camp once agn).
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Well, i took an hour to bathe. There was nobody so Jessica helped to pass me all the soaps and all. Wah, its damn cold! Obviously i screamed while bathing because i tabuleh tahan. There is no hot water. I can't breathe while bathing. It feels really like camping but just not as noisy as camp. Oh, when i was bathing, i kept scaring myself what if the light is turn off by someone, i would scream and cry because that time when i was in the toilet someone dont know eliza or who went to off the light and i s c r e a m e d like a freak. Hahaha.
Done by vian 2 years ago? I was looking through my own profile in friendster and i found these. Lazy to upload the others. I lost all those pictures when the computer was being reformat.
I've got my phone back!!! :D
It was like decided so last minute. Haha. Met Eunice at HLM’s station. Walked around, she went to get things for her Geography project and we walked to Hannah’s house. She doesn’t know that we were going to visit her. The sun is like so hot and Eunice complained that she is cold cause she is sick. We managed to get through all the private estates and reached Maple Wood Park. Sat at the park waiting for time to pass because she still have yet to be dismissed from school. Waited and decided to give her a call using Eunice’s phone. This is the conversation between her and me.
Jasmine: Hello, where are you?
Hannah: Outside HOD room in the dentist.
Jasmine: HUH? Will you be going home?
Hannah: Yeah, of course la.
Jasmine: What time going home? Faster go home la.
Hannah: Where are you?
Jasmine: Errr,, Jungle? [that’s the worst thing to say because I didn’t know what to say]
Hannah: HUH? What nonsense? Are you in my house?
Jasmine: No? Go your house for what? You know who am I ?
Hannah: You sound like Jasmine, why u sound like her?
Jasmine: Wahahaha. Anw, faster go home la. How you going home?
Hannah: Don’t know? [Eunice says that she everything also don’t know one]
Jasmine: Haiya, don’t take bus, faster go and take cab! FASTER! BYE.
And she sent a message asking why I use Eunice phone and why I kept on asking her to go home and I think Eunice told her that we exchanged phone or something like that. I think Hannah is damn funny. Haha. Went up her house sat in her room and please la, I almost slept. And Eunice kept on asking what happen if she die in Hannah’s house or anywhere outside? I told her I would help her call the ambulance and take her handphone and run away due to the fact that I need a handphone now cause I feel lost without one. Well, I was quite sleepy after all the waiting. Haha. Hannah’s most important date is with ME. Hahaha. :D I think i am bad at visiting because whenever i go visiting i would end up sleeping even though its not my relative's house. Thats really bad. =(
Cabbed home and expected mummy not to be in cause she went to make her hair. Bathed and took out my home clothes to change so I can sleep after that and guess what? Daddy called asking me to change and get ready, he is coming home to fetch me for dinner? Wah best, I was like going to fall asleep already. I changed and I felt so grouchy. Eeyer.
Had dinner at Sembawang, some thai restaurant. Wanted to catch late night movie with Jessica but that silly girl didn’t bring her ez-link card out! Spoil my night argh. Catching it next week then.
Oh, I just did research on Afghanistan for my Literature homework and we are supposed to find out about the current state of Afghanistan (ruling and country state) and the historical background. It was stated brief but when I researched I’ve got a 50 over pages research. I still printed it out. [The font size is 9] It just about the background. Intending to find the others tomorrow. It is like so think till I have to use a freaking ring file! HAHAHA. But after skimming through, I found it interesting therefore I am going to read it like a story book. Luckily my printer is laser one or else I would waste lots of ink. Haha.
Oh yeah, Daddy told me that if I am naughty in future, he would sent me to Great grandmother’s house to stay for a week to accompany her for punishment and I told him no problem man. He can send me for all he likes because her house have computer with broadband and MSN MESSENGER, house phone and SCV! Like my own house! Can use for the whole day and great grandmother wouldn’t ask me to stop or what. Can no need to sleep for 3 days 3 nights. No one would nag at my for using the phone for so long. Wah, that’s luxuary man. Please send me there whenever you feel like. Oh, did I mention that there is aircon in the house too? Even though its just a 4 room flat.
I am currently very bored thats why my post is so long. i can't sleep. I need entertainment please! :D
Woke up late this morning. Supposed to meet in class by 11 but i woke up at 10.50? I dreamt of many weird stuff last night. I dreamt of kkpops during world war 3 and the whole group lived with my family? Madness. Rushed down, and i was late for prac. I went in and they were tuning their guitars. We prac till around 12 then went down for break and i saw ELIZA and she hugged me when her whole body is SOAKING WET. Made me scream and make a fool of myself. So dirty la. Haha. We prac until Eliza came to class and talk to me and she was telling me all the scary stuff make me so eeyer! I told my group and we got distracted and we started to talk about ghost story and i was so scared. I sat in between Vanessa Tay and Ang HuiLeng and Huileng makes it worse! Wah, she is damn scary. Then we sidetrack and talked about dreams? Somebody said that she have lesbian dreams? HAHAHA. It was damn funny. Huileng was trying to do dreams analysis. And we talked about religion and all.Then Vanessa returned a missed call and she told the person she wasnt in school and the next moment the school bell rang. HAHAHA. We wasted our time and we walked in the rain to the bus stop. Was telling them that i look like a beggar with no umbrellas. Haha. Next prac must really prac and all or else we are going to waste our time. Oh yeah, they came up with new rules of having a solo test every prac and i can gurantee you all that i would be the one and only one who goes out of tune and cannot hit the high notes. Good luck to me!
Simai and i were talking about hannah the day before of her wanting to kill us if we didnt turn up for band prac and in the night, she tagged to ask me to go? Thats scary! AND Simai lags! She is still talking about the past. Hahaha.
Hmm.. Should i change or just remain?