My PRETTTYYY Monday
I am going and self declare off for a week soon. Oops. :)
-Attitude one
-S L E E P I N G queen
-Quite emotional
-Cry very often (twice in a week)
-Hate my school uniform
-Love my dirty
-Crazy
7 Things That Scares Me
-Creepy crawlies
-Dog, cat, animals la.
-Dark
-Ghost stories
-Get in trouble
-friend's moodswings
-receive scary sites
7 Random Music
-No promises
-the last goodbye
-everytime
-tears in heaven
-on bended knees
-whats left of me
-thats when i love you
7 Things I Like Most
-Shopping
-Alto saxphone
-Selected ice cream
-storybooks
-dirty pillow!!
-on the phone
-bags
7 Things I Say Most
-Eeyer!
-Huh?
-What?
-Very hot arh!!!
-I want to sleep alr.
-OMG! i very pissed now!
-HmMmm..
7 People To Do This
-Sim ai
-Hannah Tan Qi Hui
-Dawn Teo
-Fiona Tan
-Melinda Koh
-Livia Tan
-Serene Goh
Promising myself that everything would be better after dropping the last tear. Telling myself that a lady’s drop of tear is as precious as diamond. All those lies to myself are just something that I am trying to avoid reality and hiding. I spend each day here waiting for a miracle but did the miracle ever appeared? Asking myself, what is the x factor that leads my own life on and seriously, I have no clue. I feel myself tearing apart from all those upcoming stuff like EXAMS? TESTS? Even when I am in my own dreamland, I am still having the problems, stress and nightmares.
I’m tired// give me a break
If I could re-live those days.
I know the one thing that would never change.
Every memory of looking out the back door.
Its hard to say it; but its time to say.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promises
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promises
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.
if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
here in heaven.
Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day,'
Cause I know I just can't stayhere in heaven.
Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please,begging please.
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
tears in heaven.
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
here in heaven.
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill(climbin' up a hill)
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye
Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?(on a wing and prayer)
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye
the long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I'm never coming back again.
Blame it on the runny tap of mine that i can't attend school today. Life's been pretty simple this whole week. Just school and home. If you just look at my calender, the whole is week is empty. Yes, 1st of July till 23rd of July are all out except this week. Probably due to my sickness and common test are coming up.
isn't it sad
when we want seemingly impossble things
and we can't bear
that our dreams are unreachable?
isn't it sad that so few are really happy
and so many
feel like they must pretend to be?
isn't it depessing
when you can't tell anyone
why you feel this way
not even yourself?
isn't it sad
when no one speaks out
and says what's on their mind
for fear of being heard?
isn't it sad that comfort seems a myth?
that reality is so harsh?
that no one understands?
isn't it sad
that there's nothing we can do
to change it?
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
Ten to five atleast we tried
We're still alive but hope just died
As they close the door behind you
Whistle blows and tons of steel
Shake the ground beneth the wheels
As I wish I never found you
How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on
Miles and miles to go before I can say,
Before I can lay my love for you to sleep
Oh, darling ohI got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear
Me laugh again
Whats with you eh? You've got lots of comments of my things? Be it my clothes or bags. Call me a freak/bitch/slut/meano/asshole or whatsoever la huh. But i still have to say that at least my things are much better than yours. Yours ain't any better. So stop commenting on my stuff will you? It just irritates and you almost spoilt my day!
Didn’t tag along with them to Sentosa in the end. Mummy stayed at home too cause she was sick. Woke up at 8.30 surprisingly. You wont find me awake at this time normally but due to the noise they made, I woke up. Slack my whole day away. Received a call at 6 plus from daddy asking me to bring min and phat (?) no idea about their names to Far East and as you know I don’t know how to speak thai so it is like one duck and one chicken trying to converse. Damn funny. Called up a few people to join but all didn’t want to go so I went alone with them. And I’ve got $200! Cabbed down to Bugis st instead. The sales are like crazy la! Lots of things to buy. Bought a shorts. Walked around till around 10.30pm, daddy called to ask me to bring them to Clarke Quay to walk around and as you know I am a very dumb mrt-ian. I have no idea how to take mrt to Clarke quay so I kept on asking demelza. HAHA! Reached and its been years since I step into Clarke quay. Nice place. Walked around and they ate ice cream. I am so tempted to eat but due to my irritating cough, I gave it a miss. FYI: I take a very long time just to explain to them something cause they have no idea what am I talking about so my English is like broken till don’t know how many pieces. HAHA. There is a funny conversation.
Min: Is there any butches in Singapore?
Me: (thought she is speaking in thai) HUH?
Min: girl-boy.
Me: OMG! Yeah. HAHAHA!
That’s funny cause I didn’t expect her to ask me such a question. Walked around. Daddy came to fetch us. Before that they went out drinking when mummy is sick she still went along? Reached home around 2 plus.
Sunday
Had dim sum at Shaw house. Met Demelza at Far East. Bought bag and necklace. Demelza bought a tube. SIBEI NICE!!! Due to financial difficulties, I decided to buy it next week or something.
Gave school a miss even though i woke up in the morning. I wanted to call Eliza but i cant even talk. I am like voiceless. Har. Went back to sleep and woke up when Chloe came. She kept on hitting me. Amanda, Fangs, Eliza, Demelza, Livia, Hannah and Eunice came for the BBQ. We didn't eat much though cause everyone is busy talking and the person who bbqed is so slow! Only ate a few stuff. THe rest pooled for 3 hours. They were damn crazy making videos and all. Hannah told me something that is NOT shocking. HAHAHA! Pretty tired to go into details.
Talked to Sim ai. Sim ai ah sim ai! When on earth did u call me? Why am i so difficult to find?! HAHA!
Ms Ferng kept on picking on me during maths lessons and she changed my seat to beside Jasmine Teo. I was like eeyer, BUT!! Now, i want to sit there! Someone, change me there. Please la, the scenery there is like so nice. When you look down, you can see so many people and you can some people going to bookshop. YES!! I WANT LA! Haha. I thinkEliza's bladder problem is contagious. I kept on going toilet today. And i was like so urgent till i told Jasmine Teo that i dont mind paying Ms Ferng $2 to go toilet cause i really need it. Took a bus home with Eliza, Amanda and Fangs. Came home and bathed and changed. Went Compass to meet them. They eat so slowly! Walked around and manda and i ate toast bread and soft boiled eggs again!!! Damn yummy*. Hahaha. Then home sweet home.
There is PE tomorrow! Shit! I can't do PE for goodness sake. I am totally hopeless. I can't even throw the basketball and shoot it into the net and when the ball comes near me i run away? Soccer worse, the ball is chasing me instead. So those that have the same standard as me which i doubt you can find it in my class, please put me into your group.
But you're never going to see me cry the last goodbye.
Eliza
2. Sport you did last?
Volleyball and i suck in it
3. Last movie you watched?
she's the man. (pretty long already)
4. What do people first notice when they meet you?
I am not them so i have no idea?
5. Do you like peanut butter?
Nah.
6. Do you read comics?
No?
7. How pretty/handsome is your crush?
Hmm.. no idea??
8. Do u like earthquakes?
Who likes?
9. Worst nightmare?
Fight and quarrelled with someone. :(
10. Favourite coffee place?
i dont take coffee but i think starbucks is nice to sit.
11. Wanna be happy?
DEFINATELY! Who doesnt?
12. Your current school close friends?
Eliza and Demelza :)
13. Most people would describe me as?
Attitude problem one.
14. One thing you hate about yourself?
find out yourself.
15. Fruits you hate?
All. i hate it!
16. Do you like to go out on a shopping trip?
YES!!! Shopping makes me go happy.
17. Favourite person(s) in the world?
Chloe. ;)
18. can you act?
Act what?
19. fav past time?
S L E E P I N G !
20. are you happy?
nah
21. fav song now?
the last goodbye
22. what time is it now?
8.41PM
23. first thing you do when you wake up?
smell my dirty pillow
24. where are you right now?
study room
25. what are the things you like to do now?
Talking to someone.
26. are you ok now?
Not really i suppose.
27. how many drinks before you get really drunk?
Good girls dont drink!
28. which foreign actors do you like right now?
Ehh...
29. what is love to you?
..Hmmm.. what is to you then?
30. are you missing someone?
currently? I am missing EVERYONE!!!
Check this website out: http://www.chowiz.com.sg/Default.aspx?School=PLMGSec
I was bored and I stumbled onto this website. The user id is your own IC and password is 70267026. Then you go under photos and you can see all the faces of pupils from Sec4 (2003). Damn funny. I was laughing at all the photos. Anyway, school’s been pretty alright I guess. Tomorrow is another day with subjects like Chinese, Maths, Chemistry and English (I feel like in Primary school cause those are the subjects we have when we are in Primary school.) And now after the high school musical craze in class, Eliza and manda starts to play the Harmonica?! Har, and there is something very funny that happened just now.
I got a miss call. Then I call back. That person didn’t pick up my phone so it’s a miss call. Then later the person called and I didn’t pick up so it’s a miss call. And this repeated for 4 times till we finally able to pick up the call. NO FATE TO TALK ON THE PHONE LA. HAHAHA.
And I dreamt of a lot of people. It is damn sweet. How I wish I could have that dream forever la! (or maybe i could try coma) Dreamt of D, F, T, W, S, T, R, C, L, V, D, S, L. If this last forever, I will be damn shit happy. You can see me carrying a smile whenever you see me. :)
The wishlist that I just make is nonsense la! I just can’t seem to save up and get it. HAHA!
The memories came crowding back and I tried so hard to fight them off as best I could.
Not my Monday BLUES! HAHAHA! I went school late and I was rushing like a mad woman. Before assembly started and before everyone settled down and when I just reached the hall was FABULOUS! Har. Assembly is still stuffy and hot kind and Gb girls are on stage. I pity them cause the weather is not being nice and it was so hot. School ended at 1.45pm cause there was o level’s listening comprehension so everyone have to be evacuated out of the school. Headed to the market opp. Chomps for lunch. All the stores are like almost close? Ate and talked. Headed home, was supposed to go library with Eliza but she said something like she’s tired so I called Serene and after that I called back eliza to ask her again, she agreed. Met Serene, Eunice and Amanda in library and I tell you Hougang Mall’s library is much better than Compass. I borrowed like 7 books?! HAHA. Then went down to Ya Kun(?) to eat half boiled egg. At first only Amanda and I wanted to eat then later Eunice wanted then followed by eliza then Serene. HAHAHA. We all ate in the end. Then, HOMED. :)
Things happen and yet we can't do anything to it.
History is repeating itself. DAMN IT.
Sinking into some deep shit.
Falling in that hole which used to be covered up.
'just stop it alrights, nothing is going to go right in life.
If you think your life is meaningless, what about mine?
Fcuk all those uncertainties.
If i could turn back time.
I see the pain in your eyes.
Bestfriend visited me today. HAHAHA! I am having cramps now. ARGH.
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye
Simai claims that the people in my class are scary and unfriendly? (REALLY BIG ?)
POA test tomorrow test tomorrow, i am going to be so dead.
I've got a little secret to tell you. :)
There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations. Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.
When did everyone lose thier way without anyone knowing?
Maybe that would be better for all.
Bring me the magic beans and lull me into a deep sleep.
Went suntec for dinner. Was supposed to eat at Guild house but the clever person never book so it was fully book when we went up. All was arguing if we should eat Swensens or Kenny rogers and I still can happily eating my ice cream. ZWe ended up in Just Noodles. I was the only one who ordered and eat the most. They were like match-making and pairing the small kids up and all I did was HAR. I sweared that I wont walk into millenia walk ever again but I stepped in. On the way, passed by the fountain and there was this guy proposing with the laser words. Har, damn sweet. Walked to millenia walk and suddenly, I felt very sad. All those memories we had there. It somehow make me miss music marathon which I dislike it initially. I miss those times and now there is no stage and it seems so bear. Walked in and guess what I heard from the sembawang CD shop? The song: I’m just a kid, beauty and the best, boulevard of broken dreams, reflection, stick with you, colours of the wind, just the girl and all the songs played by our class except for some. The place was like blasting, I think it was louder than our music marathon. What a joke. The watch shop that Daddy and uncle wanted to buy was closed so we were like hanging around and we went to the back stage there and I made the kids run and jump then I was trying to take photo but it turned out real ugly. Failed. Hahaha. Walked to coffee bean, then back to the main door. The adults went off to check out the pubs then the small kids were at the seats there. Tammy fell asleep. HAHA. Guess what my auntie asked? Why my friends and I never shared and book a room at Pan Pacific during marathon then I looked at her and asked if my daddy print money. Real crazy. Waited for them to walk back and we walked to candy empire and they buy chocolates like all were free. They just grab all the sweets. Damn funny. Wasted an hour to buy things inside candy empire. Crazy people. Came home after that. Tammy, Chloe, Keith and Uncle stayed over cause he wants to watch soccer.
Sunday
Woke up by all the small kids. They were damn noisy. I felt like I am in a zoo or something. Went for breakfast and down back to Millenia Walk to get their stuff. Wha, 2 days in a row. I broke my promise. That place really bring back lots of memories and it is like how good if we can turn back time. Saw Dawn and her mummy. Daddy and uncle bought watches, like not very cheap? And the whole day they are like keep on repeating how good and nice are their watches. Went up to Harvey Norman and stood at where we used to stand and think a lot. I just passed by and it was funny. I can feel as if that place is very familiar. Walked to Marina Square and I passed by the comfortable sofas and beds Eliza and I rested on. Sat in Long Johns and eat. You can say that my both days are like not that bad afterall. Came home, waited for Eliza and manda to come over to do project. We went over to NTUC to buy stuff and cook for Eliza and Manda. Our dinner consist of: Maggie mee with eggs, chicken soup and ribena. Feels like heaven. I cooked for both of them. :) and I think eliza have stomach ache due to my cooking. SORRY ELIZA! :( They left around 12 and I did my things and off to bed.
Monday
Felt like a freak bringing the project to school. Eliza helped me. Weather was not bad. Lessons was boring. I am so tempted to sleep. Lunch with Eliza and Demelza. Its been donkey years since we lunched together. Lunched at Hougang Mall’s KFC. Was joking and all the nonsense came out of our mouths. Shopped around at some cheap shop to get stuff for Pathlight carnival and we are practically enjoying ourselves. We just dump whatever we want inside the basket. After that went to buy stickers and we just pluck off the stickers like it is free. :)
I am afraid but i think the school have to offer a workshop on manners and all. HAHAHA.
Anybody overseas?
Heard some dumb rumours but anyway, i am out of it. :) Was very tired and sleepy for the whole day.But i've got very HAPPY after school. Not the fact that school ends early on Friday. Heard a very shocking news at night which left me very shocked that kind and just shocked at the phone. It is damn shocking if you were the one answering the call. Har.
I saw you through that tiny window. :)
School was short today. Daddy didn't fetch me in the end and i brought the damn project home and i was so tempted to throw it in the dustbin la. Cause it was damn shit heavy and with the additional weights coming from my 3 thick textbooks. My wallet and textbooks kept dropping on the floor and i look like a freak trying to balance my stuff. Somebody wanted to come over and help me to carry and i was like by the time you reach, i think i've reached home but thanks. That call was shocking. Har. And as you know Jasmine's mega hot temper, by the time i reached home, i am like Fuck! why so hot?! HAHAHA. And mummy forgot to bring her hp out so there was this china caller:
caller: ni hao, wo shi zhong guo mei, wo ke yi gen xiao mao(?) shuo hua ma?
(Hello, i am china woman, can i speak to _______?)
me: wrong number la.
caller: (kept on repeating and i slammed her phone down)
I was thinking that if shes going to call again, i am definately going to yell at her. 'Fuck you la, call so many times. Tell you wrong number don't understand arh?'
Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Everybody here is sleeping tight
Ain't nobody gonna find us here
We'll disappear
There's a dancer in the arms of love
And he's dancing on the sky above
And the truth is that we'll never know where love will flow
Aim highShoot low
(Gotta aim high, shoot low baby)
Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Ain't nobody here to make it right
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay
If you had another night to give
I would have another night to live
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye
(The last goodbye)
Is it cloudy where you are tonight?
Are the neon lights shining bright?
Are you looking for a place to stay to get away?
(can't get away)
And the days are horses down the hill,
Running fast and there's no time to kill
And the truth is that we'll never know where love will flow
Aim high Shoot low
(Gotta aim high, shoot low baby)
Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Ain't nobody here to make it right
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay
If you had another night to give
I would have another night to live
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye
(The last goodbye)
If I could do it over
I'd do it all again (again)
And if I got one more chance
I wouldn't change a thing
Aim highShoot low
(Aim high, shoot low baby)
Ain't no headlights on the road tonight (tonight)
Ain't nobody here to make it right (make it right)
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay
If you had another night to give
I would have another night to live (night to live)
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye
Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
Ain't nobody here to make it right (make it right)
Cos we couldn't seem to find a way, for love to stay (...stay)
If you had another night to give (night to give)
I would have another night to live (night to live)
But you're never gonna see me cry the last goodbye
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I feel like giving MR SUN a MC to declare off from his hard work for a month cause he is killing us! The heat is so hot that i can't even enjoy aircon in the house cause it isnt that cold. Har.
Oh, please dont tempt Jasmine into going out for this whole month. She really needs to start her engines to studying and all. Har, she wants to save up for her vasace sunglasses and fragrances which will take about 10 over years for her to be able to save up for it. She will try to go out only when it is necessary. The only thing that she is looking forward everyday is CONCERT!!! :D
my familiar stranger
Today is the last day and the end of music marathon. Headed down to Millenia walk with Eliza and when we were there, it was so hot. So many.The closing was not that bad la. Ate lunch with Eliza, Demelza, Livia and Kim. We ate the convention hall there and Demelza and Livia left for Bugis Street. Was waiting for bus and we decided to roam around so walked back to millenia and we met ken siew, Vanessa seet/tay, Nicole, joyce, hazel and ilysa outside Long Johns. Eliza bought her drink and we went to take bus. Please la, the bus stop have no shelter therefore we ended up taking cab cause it was too hot. :D
Got a new/old phone. It was given to me by Uncle 3 cause he doesn’t know how to use the Motorola v7 and he gave it to me. It was less than 1 month la. Sentosa with family yesterday. It was weird. Played luge with marcus, keith and jes. My phone almost dropped out of the chairlift cause I was holding my phone, wallet and all in my hands and suddenly there was vibration so it almost slipped off and dropped. Ate dinner and came home. Grandpa is in hospital and he got discharged today. ;D
Eliza's version of hypocritical: Hippoppotamus. LOL!!
When you're not here something's missing; my smile. :)
Rushed down to Millenia walk and I missed bus 72 and 70 therefore took 103 to Serangoon station and met Jasmine Teo at City Hall and I’ve no idea how to get to the free shuttle bus cause I am meeting her there an called Eliza. Amanda told me but I still went to the wrong place so I am like practically circling and going up and down the escalator and in the end met her in the station. Melinda was there already and she wanted to meet me before she go off and cause I was late for prac therefore talked a little and went off. Settled the songs and last minute the thing cannot play and luckily they have lots of back up. Didn’t practice much though. Dragged Seet to dinner with me and we walked around the whole suntec. Walked up and down. Damn funny. Demelza and I bought chocolates for our group and they don’t want? Complained what very fat, eat later sore throat? VERY HEALTH CONSCIOUS! Met Demelza at BK after the walk in suntec. We two were crapping like some mad woman. I think the person wanted to chase us out cause we were quite noisy. I cant stop laughing cause demelza loves to create nonsense. Went back and got ready. To me, I think we did not that bad and quite satisfied and tan was complaining that we did bad and wanted to pull us out but mrs tng gave us another chance to pick two nice ones. She helped us a lot. Hannah came and talked to her and her expression was funny. Whenever she hear the wrong tune or whatever then she would like frown? HAHAHA. Demelza was like saying that we gave in our best. :D Went to suntec to meet mummy. Back to millenia walk to meet eliza. Mrs Lee and some other staff members sangs lots of old songs and Eliza and I knew every single song and we felt damn old. Stayed and intended to go home after that but she wanted to stay over so we stayed. Talked to Hannah on the phone. Went to washroom and I don’t know which bitch which I swear I almost wanted to rush out of the toilet and killed her went to off the light. I hate people offing the light when others in the washroom. Serene and Demelza came back from esplanade after hearing something and serene almost stayed with us but in the end they went back. Eliza and I just roamed around and Jas Teo, Vanessa Tay and Nicole stayed over too. So the whole place only have: Jas teo, Vanessa, Nicole, eliza, fangs, sihui, emeline, jenny and Beatrice. Jas got called by ms low (not ms Adeline low) is the crazy one, to go toilet with her and the whole group went along behind them and I swear she is the freakiest teacher. She sang some old Christian songs that is so scary and she freaked me out. Then I was asking eliza why she have bladder problem and that teacher replied: Yes yes yes, she have bladder problem. Damn scary and I cant help but dragged eliza out of the toilet cause its damn scary. Went back to sit and hear the teacher’s performance and that ms low sang until she like open her own concert like this. Very horrible. And Mrs lee, ms young with another 3 person sang amazing grace in the midnight? Damn scary. Watched the ex batch perform and Fangs even wanted to go on stage to sing with them. She was asking us if we wanted to go and she even stood up. HAHAHA. In the end, we didn’t. Eliza and Emeline fell asleep on the chair and Jas Teo, Vanessa and I went 7-11 to get supper. I think they are quite funny cause we passed by this wall which have lots of signs and there was one that looked as if it is going to start a fire any time and it will burn marina square followed by suntec followed by millenia walk then city link and everywhere and Singapore will be burnt down. Walked back and we got locked out and we tried walking through some ulu place and I swear it is damn scary. There was no one and when we walked inner the security guard suddenly open the door then he led us in. FCBC old girls were performing and the three of us look as if we are going for picnic. We left the place halfway through ms yoong’s performance. Left the place around 5.20am with eliza, fangs, sihui, emeline and jenny. Walked and we were waiting for city link’s door to be opened. We were shouting in through some holes. Waited like around 10 mins and the security came to open and there was no one. We were the FIRST! The whole place was very EMPTY! Thinking that there wont be people taking MRT in the early morning is so wrong. Its like quite crowded. Except the line back to hougang. Everyone was occupying lots of space. All of us put our legs up and lie on the seats. Everyone slept until Kovan station. Emeline, sihui and fangs left. Eliza and I took bus home. Bathe, slept all the way till 3pm and missed serene’s performance. Thinking no one would go with me to the night one I gave it a miss. I should have gone ok. So much of us planning to go supper after her performance. HAHA. Sorry, another time perhaps. :D Heard from manda that they did well. I MISSED IT!!!! ARGH!! I might not be ableto make it for Hannah’s performance cause I would be having tution in the evening. I would try to rush.