I am missing school already. Missing everyone who have been there throughout the whole year. Everyone of them in class really left a great impact on me and stuffs they did really make me appreciate every single of them. Though I always whine and complain about every single thing I can find, I still do appreciate it ok. Though our class was broken to the 2 obvious main groups: the noisier ones and the quieter ones we are still quite united la. I got to mixed around between those two groups (:
Amanda
Since I was the first you wrote in your post. You shall be the first in my post too. (: Thank you for being there all these while. Your post makes me so sad. I really teared after reading it. I miss sitting beside you during lessons and seeing you talk to your ghostly. I miss saying that you are weird. I miss listening to you and eunice’s version of ‘breaking free’. I miss hearing the mmmmm tttttt vvvvv thing the three of you created. Those times we sat 4 together really make me very happy. Those talks we had during lesson times and me always being caught by teacher. I really miss those lunches we had outside school. We will just sit there for hours and talk and bitch. Though bitching is gay to you all, you are still in the bitching club. HAHA! I really would miss having you as my partner who always answers the teacher’s questions and I would sit there and stare outside the window seeing other people. Lol. I will miss those times we talk about CKb and deciding on which to buy and all. I miss those times you came over for studying sessions almost every night and you guys would leave near midnight. I miss eating cup noodles with you all and going opposite Macs to see Mohamud. I miss seeing how weird you are to drink 4 cans of drinks within 1 night. I miss seeing you sleep during lessons when you feel bored and you hugging your bag or jacket like some small kid. I miss listening to your sacarstic remarks on some people that make them irritated with you. I miss those pooling sessions when each and every one of you can pool except me. :( I can’t pool for nuts. I miss asking you down to swim with us and you ended in the pool with your shirt on. Lol. I miss your easy going attitude whenever we ask you out. I miss those times we came over to do anything with the kohkohpops. Those times really made my year a better one. I miss those outings we had to each others’ house, the prank calls we made during new year, those silly stuffs you brought to school to scare people. I miss your style of not bringing school bag to school and you leaving your wallets and handphones around. I miss seeing you coming to sentosa alone to meet us after our tanning. Lol. I miss those times we had night movies sessions and the time we went kim’s house for hotplate and the games we played. Thank you once again for bringing so much fun in my Sec 3 life and coming down for my band concert and helping me all these while. I will always remember you and we must still continue having all these outings and pooling sessions next year. Even if we drift, we would still go out and gossip hor. Oh and those late night conferences we had in the beginning of the year and kim ended up sleeping on the phone and me not knowing what were you guys talking about politics and soccer. I really MISS all those times. Too bad, we cant turn the time around. Take care girl. I will miss you for sure and I Love You loads. <3
Demelza
Hey girl. We are not going to be in the same class anymore. I would really hope that nothing drastic would change in our friendship. Those joy and laughters you brought into my life since Sec 2. Even those quarrels would end us up in tearing and all but we still made up and all. We started off as JELDS and the 5 of us bonded really well. We tell each other stuffs and we went out together. Those late night calls we had and I told you quite a lot of my stuffs and you told me yours. Those crazy laughters we had which is not to be heard outside. Haha! Those times that you called me to cry on the phone, those times that we both felt helpless not knowing what to do. I miss every single nonsense we had. Those dirty thinkings of yours, you and eliza loves to fantasize over some people which let me have a good laugh over it. Those advices you gave me, those encouragements and those talks are appreciated. I miss those times you came all the way down to Hougang to my house despite you living in Tampines. I miss having you around to laugh with me over some silly stuffs we suddenly thought of. I miss last year’s moon cake festival that we played with those candles and you guys formed your lovers name. Lol. Then we made the heart. I miss your silly ideas over every single thing. I miss going shopping trips with you guys. I miss asking you what are you going to wear and what we are going to wear out. I miss those ideas of us having ladies night and those times we talked about fake LV, Gucci, Prada. Demelza, have anyone told you how great you were? I shall be the one! Ang Li Ting! You were great and thank you for being there all these while. I really love you a lot. You helped me through my darkest moment in life till now who I am. (WTH. I am talking rubbish.) But I really thank god for having you as my close friend who tells me everything and we confide each other in every single thing. I really love you to bits, bitch. <33>
Eliza
My next block neighbour. We wont be able to be like now lending each other our notes, textbook and all. I really miss seeing you call or text me to borrow stuffs or go opposite to eat with you and all. I miss all those library dates we have, those time we go to NLB to study and end up doing nothing and those time we had late night study sessions. I miss those times we take unglam shots of each other and me making a big fuss over every single thing. I miss those time during exam, I would call you in the middle of the night to wake you up to study and testing each other over the phone which land me into knowing nothing feeling stupid and dumb standing beside you. I would miss hearing you whine and cry on the phone telling me about some stuff. All your emo bugs will come to me in no time and I end up being quite emo too. I will miss reading those stories you make and all. My shakespear wannabe who always create poems for us. You and your silly actions really brighten my day. I would miss complaining to you almost everything like very hot, very tired, headache, stomachache. I miss every single thing we did together. I miss teasing you and seeing you sleeping on the sofa downstairs in the clubhouse as if you were in your own bedroom. I will miss your q&a session on the phone and those phone calls. I miss telling you suffs and you telling me yours too. I miss hearing stuffs from you. I miss hearing you saying BAHNANA, DICIPLINE and all. I will miss you for those lunches we have after school and every single thing la. I miss that time we stayed over for music marathon in Millenia walk and home together. Oh my gosh, I wont be able to go home with you anymore. :( Eliza arh eliza, I will miss you belly belly much leh. I will no one to turn to when I am sad during lesson time. I will no one to tell stuffs to. I will really from the bottom of my heart miss you and love you loads. <333>
Fangs
YO YO YO! Thank you for being there all these while giving me advices and all. Thank you for bringing so much joy into my Sec 2 and Sec 3 life. You are quite quiet at times. I will miss your zi-biness. I will miss you asking me to shut up when I am not even talking. You really amuse me in one way or another. You made me sleep well last night for helping me over something. Thank you for telling me your so great idea on how to solve stuff. I really appreciate all those times you have made for me to listen to me. FANGS! Where is our pooling session?! You better tell me soon so we can gather together as one again. I will miss you next year. :( Loves <33>
Eunice
We are going to be in the same class again next year. Yes, I know that’s very bad cause we have no other friends like Eliza and Demelza with us next year. Never mind, we will start to discuss on our coffeeshop first. Please remember not to DELETE THE PLEDGE! Or else I will run after you with a parang. Anyway, I still miss those times we had so much fun as kohkohpops. Those time that we would irritate Hannah with our no future. We will tease eliza of her singing and you singing with manda. I wont get to hear it next year. :( Lets have a gathering session soon and you and manda can go opposite to see your mohamud. In future we will have study sessions with Amanda and Eliza be our tution teachers. (: Take Care and Enjoy your holidays! See you next year.
Seetoh
Hey ho! I don’t really talk to you much in school. :( But nevertheless, you and your nonsense in class sometimes make me laugh. You and your vain-ness. And your name has been changed by me to WAYNE. Haha! Lol. You are going to be in my class next year. Thinking back on our tennis session together and seeing you riding your bicycle over and your tyres died on you. Lol. It was damn funny. Thanks for everything! Take care and enjoy your holidays vain pok. See you next year!
Angeline
Though this year aint that great, but thanks for being part of my life. Thank you for once being part of kohkohpops and being our maid. Lol. Ok, that was funny but anyway, thanks! (:
KimberelyThanks for the fun times we had in the starting of the year when we are still with the kohkohpops. Thank you for everything. Take care and enjoy your holidays! (:
Kohkohpops
Thank you for those fun times you guys gave me. I really appreciate those times that we had actually really enjoyed each other’s accompaniment. Those simple times when there was no quarrels and all. Though things aren’t going really well right now, I still miss every single one of you. No matter what had happened, I still LOVE YOU GUYS a lot. And I mean it from the bottom of my heart. Really, truly. <333>
Chiochioarmani
Thank you for being there during music marathon. Though we had lots of conflicts and all but I am proud to say that we did well on that night and I think the teachers were too blind to see it. I really want to thank every single one of you for being there to help each other. You guys are going to be missed! I will miss seeing you guys playing your newly invented games, your uno card games and all. You guys were damn united and it is hard to find conflicts among your groups.
Serena, Ling Jia & Joyce
Yo! Your guys are like the police in class who often catch us using handphone, eating and doing all those funny stuffs. Though we always complain a lot because we are restricted to do lots of stuff, you all had the class in order and we can be called quite united. Without you all, we wouldn’t have people bothering to go and collect stuffs for us and get things done for the class. You all did a great job in running of the class. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! <3
Livia reminded me of posting results and me being retain last night. -___-''' Thanks arh! (Note the scarsm(?)) I totally forgotton about it until she tell me. Lol.
Thanks to:
Manda!
You rock girl! Seriously, thank you for sacrificing your dinner time to type out such a long tag that seems like composition to me. Thank you for being so great to even help me to analyse the person out for me. Unfortunately, we are still unable to track it down. Boohoo! Hope the spammer gets a life of her own. Maybe if she wants to return, then just welcome her by throwing dog poo on her face la. Maybe Gorilla poo since she likes Gorilla so much. ((: You’ve been great very great indeed. Your blog post is so saddening la. TSK! Make me sad only. But anyway, I LOVE YOU! <3>
Serene: How come you don’t bake for me? Haha! I still love you <3 Thanks for taking your time to check the dictionary and all. Haha! You’ve been great today. You can pool so much better then me. (: I think if I really type all out it is going to take lots of time but I still love you guys! <3333 Simai, Kensiew, Sijin, Livia, Amanda, Serene, Fangs.
THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!
I would really want to open my brains and see what is the damn shit there for? I dont even think I use it. I think I am pmsing these days. Yes, I am in the shittiest mood now. Dont ask why cause i dont even know it myself.
Serene is coming over for pool later. :D Lets break the table together. <3>
Dreams arh dreams. I've dreaming too much. I think I should not sleep so much. It seems so realistic but yet not. Suddenly i miss alot of people. As what Livia said, you will miss someone greatly when the rain comes. :( Hmm.. Rain, rain go away. You are making me think alot. I dont want think alot can? I want to .. I dont know what. Can 5pm faster come so I can go and pool (which is so fake) we are going to sit there and talk.
I just realised that there is no one at home. :( So hi noodles! I haven been eating it since 6463634 years cause i burnt the last pot and mum just got 1.
I think I should go and find something to do, or go and disturb someone. Haha!
Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
I think I need to really start on my work and start studying and all. Get my engines running or else I will really struggle like someone who is about to drown next year. I cant understand maths, the one ms ferng just taugh. It should be transformations if I am not wrong. I don’t think many concentrated cause she taught 2 classes at a go. I better start studying next Monday? I don’t even think I will know how to do my holiday homework la. I can just bang my head and die or as what Eunice said, shout yahoo and jump down the building. I really need a tutor or something la. Maybe study session again? I think Manda and Eliza will ask me to go and sleep, so kiasu for what. Oh, maybe I can ask Eunice to do maths with me since she started it already. She can count her apples and I can try to figure out what the hell is transformation which in a million years impossible for me to be able to figure it out. Life is so boring. This holiday can kill me first.
Its killing me slowly. :)
Bus-ed down to Serangoon Gardens alone at 9 plus and was supposed to go to secret recipe to buy cake for Eunice but in the end I didn’t buy cause it looks like left over and all so walked over to Mrs Han’s house to look for Demelza and Eunice and as usual they were taking their own sweet time playing games and all. Waited for them outside. Demelza and I walked around the whole garden’s to look for cake. Deli prima was closed, ntuc cake was weird and we went to coffeebeans in the end. We walked up and down and I bet the people there were thinking that we were some morons losing our way. All the jokes we talked about sure make me laugh like some mad woman. I embarrassed myself in gardens but heck la, not like I go there often. Oh, maybe I do. Eliza came to meet us after that. We were like crapping non stop. It was meant to be funny but eliza was too tired to laugh at it. We saw carina there too! Haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE LIU!
You are like 1 year older as what you said, 1 year nearer to death day. Yeah, I think I am closer to death than you so don’t worry. If die, I would be the first. You better remember Kohteoliuang and not anyhow open venture with some other people in future. And do not erase that pledge even if you have no space in your phone. Hope you enjoy your day! :)
Here we lay face to face once again
Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend.
And I'm wondering who will be to first to say what we both know
We're just holding on to could have beens and we should be letting go.
It feels like your a million miles away as your lying here with me tonight.
I can't even find the words to say
I can find a way to make it right.
And we both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretending
And I can't hide the tears cause even though your here
It feels like your a million miles away.
Was it me, or was it you that broke away?
For what we were is like a season
Love is change and every time I think about it
It tears me up inside.
Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry.
We can try to talk it over but we walked that road before
While our song is playing its last note
We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.
Emotionally strong? Friendster is quite right. its been so easy to control now.
These months, i've dreaming far too much. Having dreams like reading messages, phone calls and blogs. Damn stupid. And quarrels would be the last one i would want to have.
Haha. Serene just told me something that made me laugh. Damn funny but i cant say it out. TSKK! So hard to keep it la cause it is damn shocking oh well, maybe not. Lol.
My flight to Perth is confirm. Its going to be a short trip cause all of them cant stay for long. I want to go to Brisbane to stay for 3 months instead. :(
I miss all those late night conferences.
I miss all those outings.
I miss all those pool-ing.
I miss all those late night swimming with a bunch of people whom you would not expect to swim with you though it was not that often.
I miss all those lunches we had when we oftenly take up 4 tables.
I miss all those jokes we used to share about some people and laugh at it.
I miss all those times we used to share.
I miss all those times we are preparing for concert and time we use to gossip.
I miss all those bitching sessions.
I miss all those heart to heart talks.
I miss crying on the phone to some people.
I miss all those dinner and gatherings in my house.
I miss all those times when we tried studying in groups.
I miss all those late night study with Eliza, Eunice and Amanda which I cannot do it next year.
I miss all those times when they come over and do nothing but just PLAY.
I miss all those times when I have to crack my head of what to do in the pool room when everyone is pool-ing cause I cant pool for shit case.
I miss sitting in macs and fooling around when everyone is trying to study.
I miss those gym-ming sessions.
I miss those times we just sit in the club house and stare at each other when we are supposed to study or do some work.
I miss those times when we are talking about our KOHTEOLIUANG coffeeshop.
I miss those recesses when Eliza, Demelza, Eunice and I sat together to laugh and joke about everything.
I miss all those late night talks very much.
I am missing practically everything in my life that has happened for this short year which left me nothing for next year cause it was too packed with activities. Nothing would be able to exchange or get me all those listed above.
I am going to MISS Demelza Ang Li Ting and Eliza Teo Kai Leng very very much.
KohTeoLiuAng Pledge
We, Eliza, Eunice, Demelza and Jasmine,
Pledge ourselves that we will open coffeeshop
despite our craziness, differences, levels of intelligence and nakedness,
that we WILL open the coffeeshop and be listed
and promise to eat lunch once every month together.
If one betrays the promise, we’ll have fungi mouldy butts.
And we will be shaving bald.
I think the pledge is hilarious. School was different today. We didn’t have any lessons. Eliza, Eunice, Demelza and I were wanderers. We went down to the field and took lots of photos and some are quite unglam especially those we took in the toilet. Lol. And I have potential to be ah lian sia. I have never laughed so hard and badly for SOOOOOOOOOOO LOOOOOOOOONNNNNG! How I wish I could turn back the time and allow the 4 of us to appreciate it.
Did I mention that all my messages in my phone is gone for good? 1 button, sayonara.
The school treated us Macdonalds today. It sounded so tempting right? But when the food comes, wah piang. You wouldn’t want to eat it already, you would much prefer canteen food. Chicken burger came plainly. Cheese burger w/o cheese. Milo in packets? The food was cold, hard, gross. We were complaining a lot and kohteoliuang promise that in future our coffeeshop wouldn’t have such food. We would have quality control and all. :)))
Last assembly in school was alrights but Mrs Lee’s prayer was damn long. The four of us were fooling around when praying and it was damn funny. I will miss those times we share together.
Demelza & Eliza:
I will miss you guys so much. All those fun, shopping, lunches, times we spent together are really going to be missed so much. <3>
I AM MISSING...
Gave school a miss on Monday. Many things happened in school and I missed a lot but I think it is better for me not to be in school or I will go crazy. I was quite upset on Monday night and I was complaining to everyone and I wanted to screw the school up. It was to the extend of fucking the educational system. Seriously, its quite fucked up. I thought everything had been settled, no changes till sec 5. And the system happily separate those who wants to take n’s or skip. I am going to take my damn n’s and going to be so freaking alone cause Serene, Eliza and Demelza are going to skip it. The reason of me going to school would not be friends anymore. No more such nonsense, I would really miss every single of them. Including Amanda, Eunice, Fangs and Seetoh. All those gatherings, lunch-ing, pooling… No more such stuffs in future. Truthfully, everything would change, everyone would drift.
Tsk! Eunice, you wouldn’t end up in ITE bishan la. More like I end up there please. Look at my results. 9 points for N’s. Haha! What a joke man. I think I would get 18 points instead.
I wasn’t feeling very good that night and ready to quarrel with anyone. And I think I offended many that night. Sorry. Thanks HANNAH! You’ve been great la. (: I just read the cheers note. Replayed melody over and over again? More like history repeating itself nonstop. Lol. Esplanade at night was great. Those long walks and the band who played was nice. Ate so much at those stalls beside DXO. LEDS: We must go there someday to ton(?). But I can gurantee we cannot make it. We sure complain so hot, so tired!
Overslept. Was supposed to go jogging in the morning and maybe meet up with those going for badminton. Rushed down to downtown east. Cabbed there. Played and all. Was quite fun. I hate people swimming below me in the lazy river. I kicked a few ass’ head. I felt damn irritated when people try swimming below you. I think LEDS should go together some day and we can call one other big group of people. It would be damn fun. But I tell you I would be so embarrassed to go with LEDS and others cause you can see how fat I am. Like my stomach, thighs and all. Sibei fat can. So embarrassing.
I’ve been cabbing far too much and I am facing serious financial difficulties now.
V: thanks for everything for being there and all. Especially attempting to skip studying and buy dinner for me. But too bad, I wont let you in and accept it even if you come cause your o’s is so freaking near and you still playing a fool. Haha.
Anybody for doing my holiday homework together? Study group again?
You know that I am not the one.
I’ve been thinking a lot.
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight.
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be.
Than here in my room, dreaming about you and me.
Disturbing?
Haha, enough of that. Jasmine have been playing far too much. Soooo tiiirrrreeedddddddddd!
Serene
Heartbreaker leh you. Now its my turn to encourage you! Dont be so mean can. But still its your choice eh. (: Sweetest thing <3
Livia
Yo! Expectations can lower not? No suitable ones when your expectations so high! Lol. <3
Eliza
Your very sentimental and sweet guy! Somehow i think the person we match make for you is not right for you. :( I shall go and find others for you! <3
Demelza
Found your fling? Holidays approaching already leh! Lol. You are being kicked out of the match making list cause we have no suitable guys for you. Standard too high la! <3
Got character, i like.
Volleyball tournament in Hall due to the haze therefore we are not allowed outdoors. Our class did well yet we didn’t win but its alrights. 3D1 and 3E1 did Normal proud :)) Ex Best friend’s class didn’t not win and we were cheering like some mad woman. I even suggested to S to open champagne and celebrate in Hougang Mall tonight. But she is really very cool la. I really salute all those that participated cause apparently I can’t even hit the ball over. The ball is very hard and painful. The only thing I can do is run away from the ball. It is so obvious that there is difference between normal and express. Whenever the two streams compete all the express classes will support express and normal will support normal. Even though the normal did well. Hell to why the school combine the whole cohort to do post exam activities together.
Movie was boring. Some old days kind of shows. I almost fall asleep on demelza’s lap in the starting. Everyone was like laying on the floor to sleep though it is dirty and looks like it haven’t been washed for 4653498 years. We were talking about how our parents met and all.
Demelza: Through badminton, dad was the captain and her mum was the vice captain. So cool hor.
Me: Through some chalet’s bbq? Weird la.
Eunice: bible college.
Checking of CCA points was a disgrace. I think I better buck up and start going for cca or else I will really die. 
3 Pathetic marks Lol.
Once again, Mr Eng didn’t fail to scare me. He talked to Kim only and didn’t even say he wants to see me la. Then I got panicked and teared. Walked out of hall to sit outside to talk and all. Mood was rather bad. Went to find Mr Eng with Demelza, Eliza and Amanda. When he showed me retained 3D2 2007 I almost fainted. I couldn’t breathe! Then he showed another piece, laterally promoted 4D2 2007! I cant even speak. I almost screamed I think. I cant really remember. I was damn happy. :))) Thanks to the great bunch of you guys to cheer me up every single day telling me that things are going to be fine and all. Really great. <3
I know one day things would be different. Back to where it supposed to be. The reason was dumb and silly. You should not even have said it out. It made you sound so stupid.
I really want to laugh. I don’t know why. Maybe someday I will realize that maybe life is just like that. Nothing is perfect and none of the things you feel is actually true. Things don’t go according to how you want it to be. Just stop it alrights.
Serene
Whoots, tomorrow’s Friday!!! Hahaha! Good luck for your surprise date. I am so not going to spy you la. No time and not so free to do that. Call me after that alrights?! (: Eh, and don’t be so mean can. Don’t like turn people flat down leh, later he cannot take it.
Livia
I don’t know what to say to make you feel better but I know it takes time cause I’ve been through this. It sucks. You have to face it bravely. Don’t think too much since we can’t do much. Try to enjoy your holiday to recharge for next year. I will miss you and your laughters. I hope our classes will be near each other. I will be here for you whenever you need eh. I love you <3
Eliza
I remember la. Still owe you all swensens. Why don’t I treat you to movies instead. We watch on hmm.. I don’t know when. Since you are going to watch final destination 2 tmr with Demelza we watch it next week hor. (:
Demelza
Eh, your library fines very terrible leh. Hope you can clear it eh. Swensens when I have money la. Seriously very broke already. I have not talked to you for a very very very long time. :(
Leo
The Bottom Line
You're closer to a proud existence and miles away from old unproductive habits.
In Detail
Are you ready for a progress report? It's good news! You are looking very good today ... are you're one step closer to a bright sunshiny existence and miles away from the unproductive habits of your past. It is a good day to look in the mirror and flash yourself a great big smile -- then reach around and give yourself a nice pat on the back. Treating yourself to a nice dinner, new pair of shoes or silly, meaningless (yet oh-so-cool) gadget is not out of the question. You deserve it!
Today's post exam activities were not bad la. Had grooming course first. You tell me how to learn from someone whose make-up look like wayang? The teacher's make-up really look like wayang la. Her lipstick is like DAMN RED RED KIND! Damn scary. And her walking style aint that great. Lousy la. But it was overall fun seeing her making up for Kimberley. But the cosmetics she use arh, very lousy leh. No brand like that kind of cheapskate(?) one there the colour all look so obiang! The way she apply make up also not very professional. Like duck hands duck legs? (translate from chinese, i dont know how.) The colour activity was not bad at least I know I am a WINTER kind of person. I match Winter colours and i am the only person in class that match with Winter. I think the grooming course was so-so only la. I think mindpower skills is much better. The instructor was great. He speaks so loud that even from the first level you can hear him. By the way, my class' at 4th level. Yeah, imagine how loud it is. I've learnt quite alot of stuff from the course. Though i am like going to fall asleep at the last part. Talked to S and S in the canteen then dragged the heavy/bulky speakers home with Eliza. :( I am so tired!
Thanks to all those who have been there. You know who are you all la. Thanks for everything! <3
i know that one day you will turn around and walk back to where you used to belong.
Serene
Eh, dont try to act to be my mum hor. I think i change position with you la. I be your mum la. And i want to meet my son-in-law. Dont think too much alrights? Dont be scared for Friday! Remember i am just a phone call away. <3
Livia
Nato la. Where got conference. Where have the conference gone to man. Haha! Take care! <3
Demelza
Thanks for the concern, i will take care! :) <3
Eliza
Cheer up! Hope things would be alright for you tomorrow and the other days. Dont think too much and patch back with your mum la. You can vent your angers on me la. :) anything, i am just a phone call and a street away from you. <3
Melinda
Haha! London bridge is not for the nursery rhymes silly! :) Meet up soon.
Ken Siew
No problem. Its your password, if she wants it, she will get from you. Shh.. I won't tell. :) You take care too!
Hannah
Hey babe! Shopping after your o's! Dont get too stressed up! You can still come back and visit us! :) I will make sure Eunice make a day free for you. Lol.
Eunice
You are responsive at last for once! haha. Make a day free for hannah's after o's shopping hor! I'm not weird! Go and study your maths then you can be KohLiu's coffeeshop's finance manager la. We kicked the two others out alr. Lol.
Last night, finally talked to Mr W. after 230597 years. You better not blackmail me hor.
I owe Sim Ai chocolates and i need to get it before she comes after my life and whack me up.
Shermaine (Sim Ai's friend) connection like quite big eh, she knows quite a lot of people and she told me about someone. Whoots, i think that someone is far too well known about her negative stuffs not only in our school and that school and somemore is some other schools! HAHAHA!
Mass class ponning tomorrow! :)
I've just realised I've got tons and tons of books, uniforms, speakers to bring home. My books can pile up to form another mountain. I wonder how the hell am i going to drag all these stuffs home. As usual, i am still lazy. How i wish the school start some delievery thing so they can deliever all the way into my house. Then I no need to bring it home myself. This service would make me very bery happy! :)) I am still a lazy aunty la. Haha.
More midnight calls ! :)
I think I am real mean. Yes, that’s jasmine for you. But I don’t really bother about it. No time to bother. I really need entertainment now, and kensiew is trying hard to entertain me. She suggested talking through tagboards. Haha. I can’t sleep cause I passed my tired time. Argh! Serene’s and Livia’s party was alrights. A bit screwed but starting was quite fun. Dancing was damn funny. Livia was my partner and they were doing the train thing so she was standing behind me. Dirty dancing was damn touchy! HAHA! I tell you I cannot stop laughing. Cause it feels damn weird. HAHA! They started to drink after I left. I so wanted to drink la. HAHA! Serene was not talking well on the phone. Like talking nonsense. :) But I still love her! <3 I love my 4 prettaye ladies lots! And Demelza was damn hot! :))) Towned today was boring, not in the mood la. Tomorrow is going to be I don’t know where. Suggestions? (ok, I think I shouldn’t agreed to talking on the tagboard of kensiew’s cause I feel like a dumb ass!) I feel so dumb now.
Oh, I heard some hot news from sim ai. I think this girl knows more than me now.
28 have gone.
Results are disappointing but I have improved so much this term and got myself a 59.7% so it is not that bad at least I pass but still promotion is not confirm. Haiya, 90% retain hor. I PASSED MY MATHS! Eliza too! And she said that both of us are MIRCALE BABIES! HAHA! Sometimes, Eliza just make you laugh for no reason and I know that she is very proud to say announce to the whole world that she passed her maths cause she told me she would get 20/100? ELIZA AH ELIZA! Demelza called me Ah min for no reason! HAHA! Its been long since my relatives called me that. (mind you: my chi name is called jia min which sucks!) Mr Eng talked to me and he ask weird questions like what I like to do, what I do when I am bored… And I told him I like shopping, blah blah blah… and he suggested I should go shopping for my whole weekend ! And I decided to walk home after the party! :))) The school asked pupils to vote for their favourite PE shorts and definitely I would choose FBTs to be the ideal PE shorts man. Who the hell is going to choose basket ball shorts? That kind of people who choose are like crazy and mad. The shorts are like so long and hot kind? Can kill me. So if the school ever chooses the damn basket ball shorts I am so going to rebel and wear fbts every lesson and get punish for all I care. I can’t wait for party tomorrow, maybe that’s going to be my last party man! Maybe my last day surviving ah. Oh! Mr Eng mentioned something about cutting myself (that word very sensitive hor!). Please la, you think I even have a pen knife? Lol. I am going to drink after party!! :)
Someone called missed call my last night for like 7 times when I was sleeping. If you are the one can tell me not cause very irritated to think. THANKS!
Reading past entries and this is how i typed:
yOu ThInK yOu So CoOl aRh? i ThInk yEw sUx.
Haha! Those were the times. =)
I cant walk away when the pain keeps calling.
English: 71.1
Chinese: 60.5
Literature: 30/50
These are the only subjects that i can pass man. If you see my results tomorrow, confirm all fail one. I seriously hope that i can pass my maths and get a 20 for social studies. Livia and i talked to Mr Eng on the way out of school and he told us to talk to him after we take all our results. Damn!
Far-east with Livia. I have like so many things to buy but i have no money! I need to go shopping soon!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA TAN! :)
Did i mention i miss DEMELZA ANG! I haven been talking to her for like 2359872528 years! :))
The party
Venue: Tropical Garden (the condo beside Tamasek Poly)
61 tropica tampines ave 1
Time: 6.30pm-10pm.
Date: 13th Oct.Friday!! :D
Heart to heart talk to Serene was great. We confessed some things and all. It really make me feel so much better and I am much of a happier person now. More heart to heart talk lovely! I didn't know I had so much things to say. Seriously, i cleared and understood what I was thinking and all. Once again! THANKS! <3
Today's kind of not bad. Shopping! :) And the radiation on the damn speaker is so noisy but my phone does not show anything. DAMN LA! Side tracking: I miss talking to ex-clique at least talking to them makes me happy. Emo songs are playing on and on and on. Why at this moment? Cos apparently, Jasmine hates chiang chiang chiang music. I feel like hanging my speakers outside and blast it to let the whole wide world knows how am i feeling. Lyrics are damn self related? I dont know what i want la. Lets go out and scream!! Lets run until we fall off the track.All those questions just shoot in like bullets into my brains but hell! I dont have a answer to every single of them. Someone answer please. I feel like screaming all the vulgarites out but once again, mind your language young lady. You want to know what i want to do now? GET IN TROUBLE! haha. Dont ask me why cause its like damn entertaining to get in trouble at least you wont get the whole world time to think about other stuffs. :)))) So who wants to get in trouble with me? Baby, lets get random tonight. Outside is damn hazy. I feel like in some dream. Sometimes when you are irritated and theres such weather you really want to breakdown and scream. So to those people whose life is like 80% outside, sick, travelling... Take care alrights! Especially Eliza! Take care babe! :) So much for wanting to go tanning when the weather just can suffocates you that kind. Lets just put wednesday and thursday aside and let FRIDAY arrive. Please leh, friday like my most look forward day to be with ex-clique. Ok, maybe i can clique with Eliza and Demelza. Serene and Livia no time for us. I'm gonna be your number one. (DAMN RANDOM LEH,JASMINE!) I am so bored till i feel like pulling the curtains down or ka jiao people from their dream land. I shall not be mean and just do things like starring and the computer, opening my ears to hear to the songs and hiding my handphone for a thousand years. I am starring at this photo and thinking back how life use to be so carefree with no worries. I miss those times. ok, i found this friend to disturb/ka jiao/bitch/gossip! HAHA! Amanda Tan! ENTERTAINING PLEASE! So i am going to leave this random/emo whatever shit world to talk to her!
I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonderI don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon
I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you
Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
Cause i'm
Cos I couldn't love you any less
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon
Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
We got too serious to wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me
It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon
1.Cigarette: Sucks!
2. friends: Ex-Clique!
3.Relationship:huh? nothing.
5. Power rangers: OMG! i have a yellow rangers' costume when i am pri 1 and i wore around the hotel in thailand.
6. Marijuana: Drugs?
7. Crack: Eggs?
8. Food: Supper! I am hungry again!
9. Love: Aww...
10. War: I want a war with someone!
11. Car: my red sports car! (provided i can go to u, aiyah, maybe i cant even make into ITE.)
12. Gas Prices: Expensive?
13. Halloween: Ghost?!
14. Bon Jovi: radio
15. Religion: anything?
16. MySpace: nah. dont have.oh, maybe i have one but i dont use it.
17.Worst fear: When someone leaves.
18. Marriage: my wedding in cambodia KOHTEOLIUANG coffeeshop.
19. Fashion: models?
20. Brunettes: ?
22: Work: ee, dont ask me this at such a time.
23: Past time: SLEEP! on the phone
24: Football: wah, damn boring leh.
25: One night stands: nah.
26: Pet Peeve: Die, damn!
.27. Pixie Stix: dont have?
28. Vanilla Ice Cream: So milky? (this is so nonsense)
30: High school: Amanda and Eunice singing breaking free.
31: Pyjamas: Beauty sleep please.
32. Wood: paper? forest?
33. Surfing: beach!
34. Pictures: i prefer photos la.
35. First Love: Hmm..
Don't speak, seal your lips,
please don't say a word
maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me
but I don't want the truth to haunt my memory
It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
the flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
What can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years and I'll take the tears
I sit and reminisce, of times that we once shared
you gave me more than love
but never thought I cared
my feelings were all for you
althogh it didn't show
I only told you the day you let me go
It's never too late to relight the fire
it never stopped burning for me
The flame, it never died inside of me
How is it now that I can tell you, I love you
How is it only now that it's too late
what can I do, the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I'll take the tears
Now I realise that your not mine
but I'm hoping the pain will ease in time
although your leaving, I won't say goodbye
because I know your here with me inside
How is it now that I can tell you i love you
how is it only now that it's too late
What can I do the love that we had is torn in two
so you take the smiles from all of our years
and I 'll take the tears
Whoots! Todays the last day of exams so no more papers for me till next year? Bye Papers! But somehow, i missed studying. I dont know why. And for your information my eyes are damn red and swollen due to NOTHING. I cried last night for no freaking reason. And then when i message i cry, i talk i cry. KNS! I don't even know why la. Like some fcuked up bitch crying over nothing. There's no school this monday! :)) Outside is very hazy and i feel like wearing dont know how many mask then can walk out of the house. Take care people!
Vian: I am making shoes to sell, wanna buy?
Jasmine: Hmm.. Okies, but how come the whole saxophone section people all so clever arh? Jolene makes jewellerys, you make shoes. I think next time i sell tissue paper only la.
Vian: Sure! I will buy from you! Got printings anot? Got fragrance anot? I want nice nice ones leh.
Jasmine: yeah, i print your boyfriend photo and spray your perfume on it.
Vian: Ass you man.
I think is damn funny. And vian's handmade shoe is nice:)))
It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes
My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle
If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name
My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)
My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here
'i wished that the slow song would never end.
Things haben been going well. Maybe my whole year hadn’t been even going well. Thinking back hurts a lot . If you are going ask if I can turn back time when would it be? : I am going to be greedy and ask can I fast forward my life? Its been real painful living sometimes. I decided to tear my diary cause it just fucking annoying seeing some stuffs that don’t carry meanings. So there you go, a new life. I cant be bothered by how you think and feel. Really, I am too tired to accommodate all of you all and your thinkings.. Just think or do whatever you want. What ever happens, just let it be. Thanks for once being there. I am not here being emo or what but when its time, you just have to say it. Maybe that would make everyone’s life easier. The story have closed its chapter, sadly but beautifully. :)
I love this pretty lady here. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! You have been truely a great friend being there and all. I really cannot wait for our papers to end so we can enjoy ourselves and party next friday! It is going to be a BLAST! All the best for your papers and other stuffs too. Thanks for the note. :)) I love you*Bitch. :D
1 year close to being a lady
1 year being more mature
1 year older
But no matter how old you get, you will still be my CLOSE ONES!
I bet Nicole wants to kill me now. Everyday without fail, I would ask her if she is studying a not then ask her questions.
Nicole says:
YO JASMINE TELL ME CHAPTER
Nicole says:
JASMINE U DUN TELL ME CHAPTER THEN WAD PG I CANNOT HELP U LIKE DAT
I bet she was damn pissed off. HAHA! But thanks for helping me and taking the time to solve, scan and email it to me! :)) But she was real nice to actually entertain me with my nonsense. THANKS ONCE AGAIN!
Serene gave us this note:
Your my best friend
For ever to the end
I thank you for coming into my life.
You helped me stop scarring myself with a knife.
Always lending a hand
When i fell and couldn't stand,
Im so glad you would help me with my problems,
Even though i thought i was troublesome.
I love you, love you like a sister
So that you get it, i can say it with out a whisper.
Aint it sweet?? Aww. :D
Took a nap and god knows how long I have overslept. When the alarm rang, I threw the phone to I dont know where. I was really very tired kind.
[tell me how should the story ends...]
What hurts the most
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6lvi8A7GWmQ&mode=related&search=
No promises
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_D1byxgewgw
Showed serene thats when i love you video and she was saying that it is sweet. In future she wants her boyfriend and her to take lots of sweet photos. Then i was like yeah lor, so sweet. Then she said wait till i get boyfriend then say. HAHAA!
Chinese paper was another killer. The comprehension was damn difficult. I didn’t understand the questions and passage. Almost 85% of the questions is based on your own views and all. Can’t even find the answer in the passage. And my answers even have han yu pin-yin? Bless Jasmine man. She is going to suffer a horrible death. :) Chemistry also can come and kill me now. I just realized I have 18 chapters to cover today. Lets burn the whole night la. People only burn midnight oil I burn my night away instead. Chem is going to end at 10.45am tomorrow! :))
Happier stuff would be this Friday night’s dinner/celebration.. , Serene and Livia’s birthday party. Exams please pass faster can not? Torturing my sleep leh. I am so going to have a really unhealthy lifestyle. Cant get to sleep and wake up at some ungodly hour and eating supper at 4am? I need to shop for clothes, bags and shades and not forgetting movies. I think I change my name to Ms. Nomoney already. HAHA!
I am going to survive on Maggie mee again cause no one’s home to buy food for me or cook for me. :)
Seriously, I think I have major fcuked up attitude problem but I DON’T CARE! :)
Thanks for the morning call. I almost overslept! My phone got bombed this morning. HAHA! :D
Sigh, there's chinese paper tomorrow. But on a lighter note, we will get over and done with by 11am. :)) So lets start talking chinese now.
Ni hao, wo yao si le.
And I am so deprived of:
-movie ( please la, i dont even know what are they showing in cinema now! )
-clothes ( no clothes to wear out, next time wear uniform hor. No need to worry. I must really get clothes for 6/10 , 13/10 , 14/10. Wallet is going to have a big big hole. )
-ice cream (mini magnum! I haven been eating you for a very bery long time :( )
-Chocolates (Orange droste roll!)
I cant wait for exams to be over. 6th of October :))) We are so going to enjoy the night cos I dont think there would be any more nights for us to hang out so happily :D
Serene was very happy last night for I don’t know what. And when I told her something then she replied: I am happy cos like all my kids grown up already.
LOL! Serene ah serene! Thanks la. :)
Serene and Livia plan to open party in my function room to celebrate their birthdays next Friday or Saturday. (13/09 or 14/09) Livia wants to wear dress. HAHA! Sure livia, I buy dress for your birthday alrights? :) Its quite fun I guess. All those friends and all.
Livia: you, Demelza and eliza can invite people leh.
Jasmine: orh, who am I going to invite man? All having exams or o levels or something. No friends to invite la. :))
My lovely babe! I really miss those times when we are in the same class. Ex-clique don’t talk as much as last time already. Argh! Our chalet!!! HAHA! Our upcoming shopping trips! :D I cannot eat any more already la. So fattening hor. Later fat until cannot walk then need to sit wheelchair arh. HAHA! Yes, I need gym very urgently too or else you can see all the fats accumulating in my body. I LOVE YOU BABE!
Demelza
My dancing queen! You did well tonight alrights?! <3>
Eliza
Next block neighbour and my singer! Thank you for everything. You’ve been real crazy with me at times and I really appreciate it hor. Lets have more library dates and more shopping trips! I LOVE YOU! <3>
Livia
YOYOYO! Wear dress on Friday leh. HAHA! Even if you wear skirt I don’t mind. That’s such a big fat joke.Ok la, you wear tuxedo hor. HAHA! I miss those times that we joke and make fun of ms wong. I LOVE YOU! <3>
Fangs
Thanks for all those advices you gave. Really appreciate it for the time you took to talk to me. :) And telling me your love life. HAHAHA! Loves, <3>
Eunice
Hey eliza’s scarecrow! I think you should be farmer instead hor. Cos I was viewing all those past photos and I saw last year’s racial harmony photos and your costume looks like farmer so you can consider being a farmer instead. Or you can lend it to eliza so she no need to buy clothes. HAHA! KOHTEOLIUANG coffeeshop in Cambodia hor. Loves, <3>
Seetoh
Hey! I seldom talk to you leh. Die, I don’t know what to say to you. But you’ve been a great friend hor. I think I need to talk to you more so I can write something for you in future. Loves, <3>
Amanda
Manda! I think you must be selling the ipod till you get sick la. Get well alrights?! I know your little secret hor. :) CKB!! I bought another fragrance alr. Silky girl one. HAHA! Loves, <3
Ok, if i continue, there will far too many. But really thanks who have been there and all. I really appreaciate everyone of you. I will love you all hor! <333
Sa Rang Hae Yo! <3>