Dear Santa, wheres my present?
26th Tuesday
Study session with Eliza, Eunice and Amanda.
It was like so last time.
We werent even studying.
More like copying homework, playing around and listening to the latest gossips!
Being with them is fun.=)
I’ve completed most of the work except Chinese and Commonwealth essay.
Anyone wants to help me? I really need to get them done before school reopens and no one wants to help me. TSK!
27th Wednesday
Watched THE HOLIDAY with Demelza, Eliza & Livia at VivoCity.
It was great, I feel like watching it again. =)
29th Friday
Met up with Eliza, Eunice and Amanda at Hougang Mall Macs.
We planned to go countdown and they are going to wear like butch.
I think if I wear like them my mum wouldn’t let me step out of the house man.
Cousins stayed over.
I almost died sleeping in the same room as them.
BECAUSE they talked on the phone so loudly!
And the way she talked to her boyfriend I almost died.
Sibei ah lian style.
I practically blast the ipod to avoid hearing their conversation!
PLEASE DON’T COME OVER FOR SLEEPOVER ANYMORE! Thanks.
30th Saturday
Bugis st.
Bought my bag and I have yet to buy my top. =(
Just what am I to you?
I need to head to the gym soon.
Met with Bestfriend and walked around searching for somebody’s present. We walked from the starting of town to ending man. We were so choosy about all the stuffs. We started from choosing sports brand. Some over budget, some so ah beng, some so obiang, all so ugly, some no brand. Wah lao, like choosing husband like that can. Bestfriend kept on choosing this colour that make me laugh cause its damn ugly la. So bestfriend finally bought this shirt from 37 degrees and best friend still regret buying but we took so long just to settle on something. Now I must say guys stuff aint cheap and its like so hard to find. You don’t know what the person like and all. Lol. Was supposed to meet Serene and Angeline at 7.30pm and they end up meeting us at 8.50pm. I have never waited for someone so long before leh. 1hour 20minutes ! I wanted to call police and report missing case cause they didn’t answer our calls. And when Serene told us something, I got a shock. Cause the starting ‘I accepted… ‘ I thought it was someone whose name starts from E and ends with C. HAHA!
A fucked up day I must admit though it was quite fun in the starting. There was this bangla who almost touched me but didn’t in the end cause it was very open but Demelza, Serene and Angeline saw it.
We got pretty irritated in the beginning cause of those people who sprayed foam so we got rather heated up and went to buy. We sprayed like nobody’s business. I swear it was quite fun and then we were squeezing to the place in between luck plaza and paragon. We got high and all and we were trying to get as close as possible cause there were many banglas around. I don’t care if this is going to offend anyone or whatever and scold me for being a racist but if you were me, you would feel the same too. I think the government should just lock them up in their little india and not go out to party in orchard road. They were fucking bastards who should just go geylang or something or go home and touch your laobu la. After the whole countdown, we were trying to walk to Dhoby Ghaut and there were this group of banglas around us and there is this fucking bangla who fucking cheebye touched me and not that kind of swipe past like what some bastards did to serene, angeline and demelza. That fucking bastard fucking touched and thought he fucking choosing wife or what arh. FUCK HIM MAN. And still got people touched my front like pretend to fall or what and touch that kind of thing and then 1 of them pulled my top up luckily I was holding onto it otherwise I die . WTF, did he fucking realise that my jeans is fucking low till can see everything and he had to do that. I was fucking mega pissed till I cried like nobody’s damn fucking business. The whole way we 4 were cursing like mad and I feel like don’t know how many times. Its typical of Jasmine to fall, vian would say it cause I always fall when I am with her. And I couldn’t even stand up cause it was fucking slippery. All the vulgarities came out of my mouth. So we ask help from this 2 ah bengs and they abandoned their group of friends to escort and guide us to somewhere that don’t have so many people. This kind is real kind of ah bengs who are guys that don’t stand aside like some bastards and not help. They really helped us a lot and the way they were so angry when they heard that we were in some sort of trouble was damn funny. This ah beng was saying: wah lao, wah sibei dulan arh! They are damn funny. We need to find guys on the way to protect us all the way to the station because there were far too many banglas. I think a lot of people should learn from them. VERY COOL. Next time I want my boyfriend to be ah beng! I don’t mind sia, can protect you all the way and it is damn cool. Then you will see me blasting my phone’s music out loud like toyko drift or something and irritate people. And wear couple shirt. EEYER! SO SICK CAN! Then you will see my post with: Todaex sho borinz wox. Dar dar and I go gaigai then saw hiz broz. OMG. Some fuckers continued to spray foam and whenever they do that, you can see 3 middle fingers in the air and cursing. LOL! Girls shouldn’t try to act cool and go for countdown without guys around. SIBEI SUAY kind of thing. New Year Eve’s countdown at Vivo, we are trying to find guys to go or maybe we call ah bengs to go with us. =)
Lewis: I am so sorry I scolded you on the phone when you called so nicely to ask me to go down there to meet up with you guys but sorry, I wasn’t in the best mood and I have to thank you for everything. For the phone call till 5am with Vian and all. You really made me very happy, HOT AH BENG!
HOT AH BENGS: You guys or should know who you are, all those usuals. :Like Recoyl, Jeremy, Robin, Jere …. Thanks for being so concern and all. I really felt loved that you guys actually cared and bothered and all. Thanks for being so worried for me and want to go little india to whack those banglas up. I will try to meet up with you all soon I guess. I will try not to put people aeroplane*.
Angeline, Demelza and Serene: Thanks for being a wonderful company for today cause it have been real trouble if it werent for each and every one of you. Trying to protect me and all. Serene hugging me all the way out of the crowd being afraid of people to touch me and all. Thank you or everything. I really cant find any other way of expressing it cause you all went all out to help me out of that damn fucking place. I love you all. <333333
Bastard: I have really given everything up. Everything, I promised/hoped/wished that I am forgetting all these very soon. I am halfway through over it cause I deleted your contact, deleted all those messages, conversations, and stuffs. Sorry, I don’t even know what is your damn contact now. I am going to block you soon and that’s it. I am going to cut connection if you don’t understand. I think I was asking for too much. A reply back from you is so hard I guess. The reply is that kind of must well don’t reply kind. You should not reply and jolly well save your messages and not waste on such a fucked up bitch like me. I am trying to let everything go and by New Year, you are GONE! =)) I don’t even think you would be reading this but heck. Just go back to your ex girl or someone new. Don’t tell me you don’t bother about her anymore. Cause I can tell that you do. Thinking back, I feel like some 3 year old kid who can get lied to so easily. Too naïve Too dumb to actually believe. Sorry, I am so over that kind of life and I am so sick of everything. Thanks for making me feel that way.
Vian: HELLO SEXY BITCH! I love you a lot. Can we meet up soon. Thanks for the conference call. I appreciate it a lot. It shows who cares and all. You take care too! You should know what I mean. Some people are just fucking bastard. I am moving on, so I want my sexy bitch to move on and be happy like me. =) YOU KNOW WHAT! LET ME REMIND YOU WHAT YOU TOLD ME:
A LADY’S DROP OF TEAR IS AS PRECIOUS AS DIAMOND! <3
I was damn happy cause of some people’s message. Thanks for being there and all. Now my life is just purely friends, worry about my holiday assignment and maybe school’s starting.
I will move on soon. Just give me some time. Those who can understand, thanks, but to those who thinks that I am being silly to be sad over all these, please do me a favour and fuck off. I have never swear so much in my life before so today is quite a record.
Thanks to those who called countless times to remind me to switch off the gas or whatever and to lock the door and ensure that we are safe. Lol. Its been quite fun being home alone with Jessica cause there is no one to nag at us and all but its so quiet!
21st Thursday
Bused to Suntec with Jess.
Dinner at Swensens.
Cabbed home.
We were bored till we forced ourselves to sleep.
22nd Friday
Woke up at 6.40am (that’s very early in the morning. =( )
Brought Jess to school for registration.
Big bird is so boring.
We have 2 vice principle. (one is unknown and the other is Ms Mable Goh.)
Ended at 9.30am so bused down to Hougang Mall.
Rented Dvds (Stick it, Shall we dance and Swing Girls)
Please be surprised cause I cooked lunch.
I should organize a party and then I cook. Haha! What a big joke.
I think Ambulance must be on stand by.
Vivo-ed in the night.
PS-ed after dinner.
Shopped for Christmas presents, everything were damn cheap.
Shopped like there’s no tomorrow and I still have yet to buy some people’s present. =(
Serene and Demelza were saying that luckily I didn’t go Gas Haus with them or else I will kpkb or kill myself there. Lol. *Drummer drummer drummer* :D
23rd Saturday
PS-ed with Demelza and Eliza in the night.
Bought stuffs again.
Grandma got hospitalised.
Christmas please dont come, I have no money.
I want to eat supper, anyone?! =)))
Where is Eliza?
Its been long since I had a proper breakfast or rather able to wake up in time to have breakfast. If I wasn’t wrong the last time I had breakfast was during class chalet. Seeeee… How many years back!
We were like the first shopper. Roamed around and headed down to Bugis. Was supposed to buy presents for some people but I have no freaking idea what some people wants. Till now, I have yet to get it.
Anybody wants to give me advance angpow money? Please put $28 in it so I can buy my top! I have no money to buy la. And I still want to buy wallet. $$$$ everything also $$$$ !
Day was well spent with Demelza <3
Best friend and best friend In law = GOOD :DD
Sentosa next Wednesday with LEDS.
Someone told me this:
Why does the girl always wait for the guy to make the first move? Why cant the girl just do it.
AND
How come when the guy says I Love You, he meant it but when a girl says it, it feels like she is saying it to just one of her girlfriends.
Tell me how come its like that. =)
Vian told me this:
Every girl wants a..
UNFORGETABLE
SPECIAL
MEMORABLE
SWEET
CHRISTMAS..
Dear Santa, will you make mine like that? =)
Vian: Cheer up babe! Just leave that 2 crazy people alone. What a time to ask you to make a decision and whatever decision you made, dont worry, I will be here, alrights?! =) I miss you alot and lets meet up soon! Before my school starts. =( Take Care, <3
Was telling Demelza that now the group of friends you have now are still studying but when we reach Sec 5, most of them would be in Army. Like Lewis, Recoyl, Jack and all. Just into army and all. Its going to be our batch all friends very very soon like in 2 years time.
Its been long since I touched the computer. Perth trip was alrights. Just ok kind of thing.
As what my mum had planned, we were supposed to leave the house at 7pm but at 7pm, we just left the house to look for dinner and I have yet to bathe and change. My mum is a great planner. =) Didnt bring my phone along cause it was of no use even if i brought it so i threw into the drawer after smsing. Cabbed down to airport and shopped around duty free. I can get discount for Mac cosmetics cause Aunt Joanna works there so aunt bought quite a number of things. Before we even board the plane, she spent $300+ Slackked around cause flight is around 1+ so I emailed Demelza and all. Watched step up, scoop on the plane. I didn't even sleep. How amazing. We rented Tarago(?) and it is so spacious. Down to the chalet and we ate at the Japanese cuisine. Went to Perth City. The stuffs there are not cheap at all la. Who the hell said it was cheap must be a millionaire or something. Its like same as Singapore? I rather buy it in Singapore then there cause its not nice? I think the clothes are obiang please. And it is so big that I cant even fit into the xs size? So for the whole trip I managed to get 2 tops, 1 jeans, swimwear, shades, pencil case. First time in my life I bought so little stuffs. Anyway, wanted to buy Eunice very very belated birthday present but I cant find stuffs cause I cant choose guys stuffs for nuts. I need Vian to bring me to shopping soon. HAHA! I didnt manage to buy any stuff for others. Sorry! The trip is like so long ago already and so many stuffs happened there is nothing much for me to write.
Dont learn from me because I've learnt my lesson and I regret like fuck.
Dont follow me for I might not know how to lead.
I skipped the process of liking you, I love you already.
Now I dont even feel like telling you that I am leaving.
But I still have to right?
Maybe that would be last time doing that. Being so silly and all.
Demelza: Thanks for uh.. wanting to shoot someone with your AK47. Thanks for everything and yes, I will buy a nice keychain not some obiang/orbit kind! Yes, I will miss you alot.As in yeah la. You should know. Loves, <3
Dont you feel the difference? I felt it.
There you go again.
Dont be stupid and take the wrong step like me or you will fall into hell.
And you said nothing at all. :D
Dinner with Eliza, Eunice and Demelza at Punggol Nasi Lemak tonight!!! I was craving for it last night and so I went to sms eliza in the middle of night, lets go and makan nasi lemak on Tuesday. I was soooo bored last night cause Demelza slept early and vian was in her granny’s place so I had no one to talk to. And so I was surfing online till I heard the radiation and I thought they were bored or something but it turns out to be Yiling messaging me to not go for band today cause there aint many things to do. So I happily smiled to my phone like I won a million dollars. Then around 4 plus, someone called. I thought who so free don’t want to sleep then come and call me and it was Wayne.
Wayne: Sleep already?
Me: nopes, sleep already still can answer your call meh?
Wayne: uh, ok. Want to go ECP to watch sunrise?
Me: huh? Use what to go there? You got car to fetch me huh or you want to cycle me there?
Wayne: Eh! Cycling is a great idea. I cycle to your house then we go off from there.
Me: Crazy huh. I think you by the time you manage to cycle me there its already sun set and then you think you can balance with me so heavy at the back?
Wayne: Can, why cannot.
Me: I wonder who is the one who fell down that time and somemore HURT himself and being the very nice me have to help him to clean his wound and he screamed like some bitch. I wonder leh..
Wayne: Wont la, this time wont.
Me: what makes you so sure?
Wayne: I don’t know.
Me: uh, don’t know still come and ask. Go and sleep la, and stop thinking/dreaming about your sunrise thing.
He is damn shit funny and so I went to sleep at 6? And woke up at 1 plus and headed down to the new ikea with family. Bloody crowded. Parents were saying that Singapore have lots of boss who have nothing to do to bring family out everyday so I said, you too! Lol. The new ikea is full of AH SOHS, AH PEKS, UNCLES, AUNTIES, PRATA MAN, DRUG ADDICTS, CHICKEN RICE SELEER, ROJAK SELLER! HAHA! That was random. But its true, the whole place like so degraded, so market like but still I <3 the poached salmon and chicken wings!
I feel like eating Swensens ice cream cake!
Bestfriend: HELLO MY BESTFRIEND! I love you a lot alrights. We no need anyone hor. You are all I needed. :D Anyway, I hope things will be alright soon! We are going to have so much fun when I come back. (See if I even die on the plane) Sleepovers!! And please give me some good news when I come back alrights?! Please babe! =)
Anyway, me and demelza plan to assassinate someone! HAHA! She is going to help me plan and we are going to do it on the 18th. HAHAHA! Yeah, then you can see her hmm.. future boyfriend taking my life. Chasing me with a chopper but I don’t care cause I don’t like her. HAHAHA! You suck la. I hope you die on the plan crash and never to return. TSK! Ok, I will die with you. Don’t worry be happy! (:
And guess what? I told my parents that I don’t want to give birth in future and then even if I ever give birth I wont want a son. Because look at Marcus and Keith arh, I shake head. I cant even tahan them for like 3 minutes and I already want to throw my whole damn laptop in their faces already. Then my dad say if you give birth to girl then have the same character as you also die. Dead end sia. HAHAHA! Last time I told kohteoliuang that I want a son then a daughter so that can take care of the sister! Like what vian and her brother. :D
Last night I dreamt that I have another operation, which would be the 3rd operation in my life, and I died. (((: What a dream.
On the phone with Demelza now and we were saying that we should have studied hard in Sec 1 and I wouldn’t have to go to NA and go to some shit gathering which in the end land me in some depressing shit. Anyway, everything is a HISTORY so we shouldn’t talk about it and we should look forward to the future but you look at me this kind no future one huh, can just look forward to my death day.
I think this is going to be my last post before I leave.
To everyone: Hello! Take Care alrights. You should know who you guys are. And yeah, update me through emails or messages? Yes, I am going to miss every single one of you damn badly. Luckily this trip aint going to be so long like my last trip to Australia when I stayed there for like uh.. 3 bloody months? :DD Loves, <3
Nights baby, I miss you but anyway, it isnt going to make things any better by saying it. How are you? Is your life getting better? Are you alrights? I want to dieeee already. See you in like hmmm.. maybe 10 years later if i even remembered your name and maybe remembered you. :)
Bye humans. I am going to lock my letters up in the cupboard. Be prepared to receive a call or email from Eliza to take my last words to everyone. =)
<3
Source taken from ah liu's blog. Haha!
Its damn funny. She wants to be Grade 8 by the time she gets married so she can play for her husband. And i suggested we shall hire Terence to be our teacher! Hahaha!
I am so dead. I haven started on my holiday homework. Anybody wants copying homework session? Contact me! I need serious help in my work. I dont understand my Chinese. I need help in every single thing related to studies. Lol. Really, any kind souls want to teach me not? But be prepared cause you will die from teaching me within minutes. Oh, for the whole holiday, I studied Bio only. And its only from the N level books.
Being random, Demelza just told me shocking news that someone confirm not straight already. Hmm..Lets see about it.
I am having serious stomachache since last night and I am hungry now. All day long I think about FOOD FOOD FOOD. Hopeless crap.
Dear Santa,
How are you? I am very bored. Can you find someone to entertain me? Since Christmas is once a year, lets be kiasu and want lots of stuffs. Lets celebrate christmas together. :D Lets make this christmas so memorable (my ass la). Lets just spend Christmas eve out with friends and Christmas day be a good girl to go for family gathering hor. Nevermind, I've Serene and Demelza to spend Christmas together. Provided that they do not have any family plans or else I can really go and celebrate myself man. Anybody wants to join? =))
I am going to meet up some people before I leave cause this might be the last time I going to see them. And my left eye just twitched not long ago. So KOHTEOLIUANG dinner/supper session in chomp chomp can a not?
Vian just said that I like to put people on plane? Meaning I always last minute dont turn up kind? Really meh? You also another one hor. You not only put aeroplane still out boat put ship put train arh! Lol. I try not to already alrights?! =)
4 more days and bye Singapore!
I felt damn shit today so I called my hotline! ALT D and she happily sleeping in her dreamland.
Serene is out with her girlfriend.
Eliza is out with her lovers.
Demelza is out with best friend in-law and relatives. ((:
Livia is in her grandparent's place.
[See i'm so updated in their life]
Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do I love you
I need you
I want you ..the way I do
Wednesday
Back to school to put in hours to get back my 3 years CCA points. Imagine 9.30am to 4.30pm. That long. It was very fun though there was only 3 of us and I am not even close to them but I was sociable hor! We packed the uniforms, stands and ShuPei and Yiling were dismantling the metal shelfs. They were damn strong, it was so heavy and hard and dangerous. They were saying that they need macho guys around. We were trying to find people to come and help us but as you see who the hell who would be so nice to come over and help us. I couldn’t help them in any way and what worse I was screaming and shouting cause the dust is flying all around and I cannot stop sneezing. The shelvings almost dropped on me and luckily they caught it or else Bye bye Jasmine. You are dead. We washed up lots of stuffs and I choked up the sinks and flood the floor. Haha! We had so much fun. =)
Thursday
Pretty girls, glamourous gowns, neatly set hair, nails in glamour, heels, bags and all. A night for PL graduates. Everyone was so pretty and gorgeous. You can never imagine them being your fierce and rough seniors. Even the unexpected wore gowns and they are seriously damn pretttyyy. Some were ultra mega drop dead gorgeous. Met up with Demelza, Serene and Eliza at PS and trained down. As were early, we settled down in Cartel to drink and there was this ultra mega cute waiter. His hair was cool and we were trying to create chances for my dear Eliza but in the end the manager came over. TSK! But after finding out some things, Eliza is not ever going to be with that person. Lol! Went up to their cocktail and met Hannah and my unexpected pretty Ms Ferng. She was very pretty in her gown and make up but heard that she was being her usual self, bitch, who don’t allow people to cross wear inside. And they had to buy skirts. Lol. Vivian Lim is so pretty. Like princess/mermaid or whatever you call. She is so so so so pretty. See, I am praising you bitch! =) And she was so mega dao, she passed by me and I smiled so happily and she =) like that only hor. Then I was so angry, I wanted to pull her gown down. Just joking. Found Hannah and we went to talk to the dao princess.
Vian: Why are you here?
Jasmine: Why cannot?
Vian: orh, where you going later?
Jasmine: I don’t know, jalan jalan?
Vian: Hiao hiao right. Going down to Jack’s pub?
Jasmine: Hiao your head la. Nope, you think I am his girlfriend arh, go down his pub for what? Crazy.
Then off to Suntec with DES. We were being retarded ass on our way. Eliza and I took off our heels and walk bare footed cause my legs were aching like shit and I had bloody blisters. Wah lao, next time cannot wear heels our already. Can die and we took lots of photos on our way. It was very enjoying. Ate at Just Noodles and some things happened and Demelza and I did something stupid. Reached home around 11? Eliza told me that there are a lot of flashers, molesters in Hougang area these few weeks. And she didn’t dare to go home. So girls staying in hougang, don’t hiao hiao wear tube and all. You must wrap yourself up to be like mummy. Lol.
Friday
Met up with Demelza, Eunice, Hannah and Rachel at Vivo. Ate and headed down to Singapore Conference Hall. VS concert was alrights I guess. The turn out was not very great and the audiences were not as much as our concert. When Demelza and I saw Angeline, Lena and Yuxuan giving sir flowers we laughed cause they gave lilies. It meant ‘Dare you to love me’. Haha! Their band was better in terms of independent because they are able to tune and do their warm up without Sir. Which we can’t. Alumni band was so powerful. Eunice and I were crazy over Terence. He was the soloist for lots of performance and then he played his solo so well for the Sentosa concert. I was so shocked by his performance. He looks so damn cool when playing his alto sax and Eunice was saying that he is a bonus+commission+ I don’t know what. And I laughed like nobody’s business. Demelza was saying that Eunice is there to choose date only, not to enjoy the music. Lol. And when they had this solo part it was another soloist playing and the two of us were making noise like, wah lao, so lousy, we want terence la. Lol, Eunice best. She stared at him throughout the whole song. She was like, I am staring, I am still staring, I am staring. Make me want to laugh leh. We went to find terence after that and guess what, once I see him I kekenanpuseng (?) 180 degrees turn and I burst out laughing. The expression me, Eunice and Demelza gave was priceless. Damn funny, shant elaborate or vian will kill me. But he is still cool la. And Eunice was fantasizing him playing his solo for her after the concert. Supper at Lau Pa Sat and we were so shit scared when we reached cause everyone was snatching business from each other. I totally panicked sia. And when Demelza and I went to buy drinks, I heard them saying what 369 gang is there then I almost fall hor. Very scary. Hannah and Rachel had to rush home so left the three of us and guess what. There was a cat nearby and I got so freaked out and I kept on screaming and the two of them sat there and laughed at me. It was so scary la, I swear if the cat ever is going to come near me, I will jump up onto the table. The walk to the MRT station was damn fun. We had so much fun and we almost got banged down by cars. The three of us were thinking of going for saxophone classes so Eunice can play for her husband in future. Lol. And forever in love by Kenny G is going to be our wedding song. I am so into Jazz all of a sudden and Livia is going to lend me this CD which is saxophone solo? =) Reached home 12 plus. I was so scared when I was in hougang interchange. What if there was no bus and I had to bloody walk home alone. So freaky.
I’ve been talking on the phone every single night to wee hours like 5 6 plus. I talked to Ms Vian Lim to 6 this morning. And to Demelza every night. But midnight talks are so fun.