Thursday, October 27

Regretted going to school today. Overall, it wasnt the least bit nice. Had assembly in the class and Mrs Teo came in. Did the Safari at PL survey, and we checked our report book, had some changes and I am very satisfied with the changes because my results are better. She talked to us abit, and she wanted to teach us to play Heart Attack. Went for NYAA talk, was super late i think. Had Chinese lesson and i think it was nicer. Listen to music. Su Lao Shi brought up had laptor and played music for us. after that was recess, for the past 2 times, only 3 went recess together. Me, Livia and Serene. Quite a big group right?! Talked and heard things which i nv hear before. I was quite dissapointed, sad and unhappy. Talked to Serene at the staircase and headed to hall for Christmas Service after that. What the hell la? Have Christmas service when November haven come?! Somemore talk about the New Year. My school very kanchiong leh. I wasnt in the mood for that stupid 'Christmas Mood' la. My mood was so fucked up until can die arh. Came home with Eliza and mum cooked steamed salmon for me.. =)

I am very confused at this point of the time. What should i do? I think we need to sort things out as soon as possible or it will lead to many misunderstanding and all the shit. The whole world doesnt seem to understand what everyone is feeling right now. Why is this so? Will this come to an end? I am afraid that the end isnt what i hope to be. Will anyone sacrifice an afternoon for this? I dont think so. Nobody out there seems to realise and understand, only us who are in it concerned about the current situation. I have no idea what to do to make all the things back as one. Can someone please guide me along? Can someone counsel me? I seriously NEED COUNSELLLING.

Hope this isnt going to end it in a way that will hurt everybody. Let us continue it and add in better memories which we will be satisfied with. Clear it up soon ?!

7:04 AM