Sunday, May 14
You will never change even if we thrashed things outWell, things have definitely changed for the past week. I am supposed to be able to adapt to it but part of me doesn’t want to have any changes. All these changes are making many life’s miserable and hard to live. We have talked to you and all. If you can’t accept what we say about you. I think that there is nothing we can’t do to help you anymore. Our limits are there. We can’t force you to accept. We tried hard to accept you for who you are. But sadly we cannot make it. Well , you live not to accommodate others but isn’t it sad to lose this friendship? All have been around you for quite a period of time and we have build the friendship up though there were some conflicts and arguments here and there. You are like now living in your own fairytale world thinking that all is perfect around you including yourself. Well, having a girlfriend doesn’t means that you have to give up your friends. You just cannot survive on just your girlfriend to make you happy. You should know that it won’t last lon.g. There is definitely a good bye. You have to face the reality. You still need your friends to be around to support you. Even if we can’t clique with your girlfriend or whatsoever. You still have to continue the friendship with us. What you treat us as when your girlfriend is around? I know that everyone definitely wants to give the best to your loved ones but is it worth it ? Losing a golden friendship gaining a relationship that would end sooner or later. SO what if you cannot clique with that group? I used to not clique with them too. But as time past, the time you spent with your friends, the friendship would be built up somehow. But you didn’t even tried. You are like 24/7 with your girlfriend? She seems t o much more important than your friends? What did you asked us when you were just attached? Do you even remember? Was it just a passing remark or was it from the bottom of your heart? Did you even once treated us as your close friend whom you trusted and tell everything to? Or did u treat us as normal friends whom you can just gossip or just vent your angers you are not happy about your girlfriend? I am not trying to ask you to break up with your girlfriend or what (you would not be so sacrificial to do that la huh?) But can’t we still be like last time? Talking, gossiping, joking and all. Don’t you feel lost or lonely without the accompinent with your friends? Let me tell you, if one doesn’t have friends they wont live happily even if they have their girlfriends. The memories that you would keep are just some random shots or things about us. It is not because we are what. It is just that you wouldn’t want to co operate. As Kim had said that time. It takes 2 hands to clap, one hand doesn’t want to clap, I cant do anything to make it clap. I don’t want to force that hand to clap knowing that it is not willing to do so. The decision is up to you.
Waiting for that hand to clap. It sounds like some childish post or whatsoever you would want to name it. But I just wanted to voice out my opinions. If you are not happy with what I said, just leave. This is not totally what I felt. I have many to voice out but I think you wouldn’t be bothered to read and find out how we feel. I wouldn’t want to waste my time to post so much knowing that you wouldn’t give a shit about it.
If you really wouldn’t want to solve things out, its ok. Just a pity. Take care, we wouldn’t be there when you have problems so you have to take real care for yourself. Stay happy. :D I would just keep this friendship as a passing fragment.