Wednesday, June 28
Words without action, MEANINGLESS.Its so true, just by continuing repeating yourself is tiring so why dont you just do it? This is so random! I am supposed to be in my dreams now but here i am blogging. Mood got worse just now. I cannot take it. I dont know why but i just can't seem to understand life, people's feelings, mood, thinkings. Sometimes i just wonder, whats the xfactor that leads life on? During holidays, my mood is like happy everyday sort but after school started its just blues, everyday sort. What led me to this state? I have no idea. Just don't feel right. What you called friends, har. What can we say about that? I have no idea too. I have no idea about everything thats why i said i dont understand life. Friends are people whom i see everyday in school. Just that. Close friends? How many? Can they be there for long? Anytime? Will they be there forever? Seriously, people come and go. None will stay. Life is seriously complicating. School, worse. School has no freaking thing that will make your life any better maybe only friends. and thats all. Boring kind. They said that life is beautiful with hopes, dreams and your loved ones. Hopes? Do i have any? Dreams, i always dream but it is just dreams, none would come true. Trust me. No matter what happens in life, everything will still get back to the same old track. Wrong path, wrong direction. Everything will be just so wrong. Maybe all that happened around many aren’t what we wanted or expected. All you had hoped or wished are like so perfect and all but it ain’t happening to you right now. Yeah, that’s right. Maybe too much of hoping and wishing doesn’t help at all. Talking about the wrong path, who doesn’t take a wrong path? Well, it is the path that you thought it would be your oh so perfect plan. Wrong path, wrong direction. Living in our own world thinking that everything is perfect, feeling like a princess and all. After realizing, it would be too late. You crashed down from like some 100 storey building. Some day you would just wished that you were never there, you just hoped so badly that you could just go missing or not being on Earth at all. You can close your eyes to something you don’t want to see but you can’t close your heart to something you don’t want to feel.
Lies,deceit everything filled with. Falsehood.