Saturday, August 12
There will be no tomorrow Haben been in a great mood for the past whole week. Something is not right. Carrying a fake smile wherever you go. Putting up with people who have severe moodswings pmsing at you not knowing that you aren't that great too. Its too much for one to take. If i ever explode at you, it meant that i can't control it anymore. Who knows whats better for yourselves? Seriously, i dont know. I dont even feel like leaving the house. Avoiding? Don't want to face reality? Yes, i am doing it now or else you would see me enjoying my weekend already. Cause i know that what is going to happen so i do know want another disappointment in life. Its too much to bear. Maybe it would be a great joy to some but have you wonder about the others? Maybe they are at the side suffering. This feeling sucks cause there is no other person who is suffering and having the same feeling as you? as usual how can i not be affected,maybe just puttin a front act. Just bare with my attitude.=)How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is
All I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've qot to take
Take a look at me now