Tuesday, September 26

Day haven’t been great or you can say my day was screwed up by myself. I was not in a good mood. I had my damn cramps which can make me roll around the dirty floor of my classroom. I am very stressed up by exams and some other shit stuff. I need to relieve stress or else I will go mad before I even take my first paper. Anyone wants to help me relieve stress or teach me how to? Fangs is going to be ah beng and I am going to be ah lian today. So we are going to talk Chinese or do some crazy stuff. ARGH! Ms Ferng is also PMSING today. Everyone around me is like PMSING la huh. I just want to scream shout or whatever. I feel like banging my fist onto the table and wall whenever I think about it. :((( Thanks to those who have put up with my attitude and all. Just bare with my attitude for awhile alrights? Oh, to those lucky classmates of mine, I wont be in school tomorrow so no one have to see my fcuk-ed up attitude.

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way

Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you sometimes
I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional[fade]

You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get use to it
No big deal
You can't change me why would you try?
I'm no angel but I can make you smile
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

Don't give up
I won't hurt you
Oh, sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel oh yeah
That's when I need you
Sometimes I get emotional[fade]

That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional

4:33 PM