Thursday, September 21
If only you knew
I screwed my English Oral, bless me. I was talking nonsense. And Eunice best, the place is somewhere outside Carlton Hotel or something like that and there is a reindeer beside it for Christmas decoration, she told Mdm Zalena that it is a zoo?! LOL! She make Eliza and I laugh until can die. After coming out of the hall, I was like fuck! I really did really badly. Trust me. I can’t do talking for nuts. Whenever I talk, all that comes out are rubbish. So everyone around me have been putting up with my rubbish for 15 years! Many things just go through my mind during oral and I was on the verge of breaking down. All those stress are killing the shit out of me. I realized that I have no idea anything about accounts so on exam day, I am going to fill up my name and go to sleep. Please la, I don’t even know anything like balance sheet and all. The basics already cannot, don’t ask me to do it. What a day for everything. I think I need to go for counseling sessions cause I really cannot cope with my work.
Don’t lead me into temptation…