Monday, November 13

Eliza
Its been a rough night for you babe. Things that you had hoped weren't what you had in return. You are helpless, you don't know what is right for you, you don't know what to do, you don't have any idea what should you do next, you don't know how you should feel now, you don't know if you had done the right thing right from the start. Everything is really cramming your brains like crap. Everything is stuffing you up till you can't breathe. Anything, but for sure, I would be here for you. Anytime. I felt damn hopeless and useless on the phone. You were there for me when I wasn't in a great mood, you were there to encourage me all these while. You were the one who gave me advices and knocked some sense into me. You know what babe? I felt very lucky and fortunate to have you as such a great bestie. :D Honestly, I'd want to help you and give you all that you had given me but things ain't that easy. I do not know what's right or best for you. I do not want you to be pulled down by all these shit there is causing so much unhappiness in your life making you so miserable everytime. Sorry, I can't be the one to end it for you. Anyway, I hope things will get better next year. (: Cheer up! Sometimes in life, you got to make decisions.
ILU! <333

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