Friendster is freaky! The people there are like hmm.. Indescribable? Very weird and they go around sending you messages and all. Lol.
Vian: Cheer up babe! Just leave that 2 crazy people alone. What a time to ask you to make a decision and whatever decision you made, dont worry, I will be here, alrights?! =) I miss you alot and lets meet up soon! Before my school starts. =( Take Care, <3
Sunday, December 17
Saturday, December 16
Mum's in hospital since 13th December till now. Lots of stuffs happened and I dont know what the hell should I do? Sometimes, you would feel like screaming and just cut it. Everyone is stressing the fuck out of me. Thanks huh. Might be going to thailand afterall since we dont have to bother about accomodation and transport since daddy has it.
6:31 PM
Was on the phone with vian that night and we were talking about homeroom system like VS. And she said something like I am not surprised if you get detention everyday for either skipping classes or being late and all. See the way we both dilly dally? Lol.
Was telling Demelza that now the group of friends you have now are still studying but when we reach Sec 5, most of them would be in Army. Like Lewis, Recoyl, Jack and all. Just into army and all. Its going to be our batch all friends very very soon like in 2 years time.
6:25 PM
Hello boyfriend =)
Its been long since I touched the computer. Perth trip was alrights. Just ok kind of thing.
As what my mum had planned, we were supposed to leave the house at 7pm but at 7pm, we just left the house to look for dinner and I have yet to bathe and change. My mum is a great planner. =) Didnt bring my phone along cause it was of no use even if i brought it so i threw into the drawer after smsing. Cabbed down to airport and shopped around duty free. I can get discount for Mac cosmetics cause Aunt Joanna works there so aunt bought quite a number of things. Before we even board the plane, she spent $300+ Slackked around cause flight is around 1+ so I emailed Demelza and all. Watched step up, scoop on the plane. I didn't even sleep. How amazing. We rented Tarago(?) and it is so spacious. Down to the chalet and we ate at the Japanese cuisine. Went to Perth City. The stuffs there are not cheap at all la. Who the hell said it was cheap must be a millionaire or something. Its like same as Singapore? I rather buy it in Singapore then there cause its not nice? I think the clothes are obiang please. And it is so big that I cant even fit into the xs size? So for the whole trip I managed to get 2 tops, 1 jeans, swimwear, shades, pencil case. First time in my life I bought so little stuffs. Anyway, wanted to buy Eunice very very belated birthday present but I cant find stuffs cause I cant choose guys stuffs for nuts. I need Vian to bring me to shopping soon. HAHA! I didnt manage to buy any stuff for others. Sorry! The trip is like so long ago already and so many stuffs happened there is nothing much for me to write.
- I felt that I was in Hongkong or Japan cause I ate only twice fish and chips, beside that would be salmon or some hongkong restaurant.
- I gained lots of weight by the food i ate.
- I need to buy xxxxxlllll fbts and uniform when school reopens.
- I missed lots of people.
- I missed Singapore alot cause I get to eat whenever I want.
- I sleep wherever we go.
- I slept throughout the whole ride to Frementle, Bosselton, Mandula?
- I slept throughout margaret river.
- The long walk for the bosselton beach is very nice.
- It was very cold till I cannot tahan cause the temperature's like 10 degrees plus and some stupid people gave information of it being summer. PLEASE LA, i brought all those short shorts and sleeveless. Only 1 pair of jeans and 1 jacket. Tell me how to survive.
- I am still scared of kangaroos. =(
- The photos are nice.
- The video is nice too.
- Frementle boat ride is boring.
- The flight back having a banglah staring and sitting beside you is tortourous.
I need to head to the gym soon.
Wednesday, December 6
Its History Baby.
Dont learn from me because I've learnt my lesson and I regret like fuck.
Dont follow me for I might not know how to lead.
I skipped the process of liking you, I love you already.
Now I dont even feel like telling you that I am leaving.
But I still have to right?
Maybe that would be last time doing that. Being so silly and all.
Demelza: Thanks for uh.. wanting to shoot someone with your AK47. Thanks for everything and yes, I will buy a nice keychain not some obiang/orbit kind! Yes, I will miss you alot.As in yeah la. You should know. Loves, <3
Dont you feel the difference? I felt it.
There you go again.
Dont be stupid and take the wrong step like me or you will fall into hell.
And you said nothing at all. :D
Tuesday, December 5
Currently, my computer is uhh.. crashed? So I have to use my dad’s laptop. Anyway, my mum is so kiasu. Our flight would be at 1am and so we have to be there around 10pm? But her great and oh so accurate estimation brought it early till leave the house at 7pm. Wah lao, mummy you think you stay Jurong arh? Jurong 1 hour reach already la. So everyone have to listen to her and leave the house at 7pm. HAHA! I sort of quarreled with her over 2 stuffs. One is about my dirty pillow <3 and the other is about my shirt. I want to bring the pillow onto the plane then she complain say what your pillow so big, so embarrassing to bring in onto the plane blah blah blah. Hello mummy! Not like I am going to see my future husband or see president then don’t want to embarrassed myself. Even if its so, I like their problem? My business leh. Haha and she doesn’t allow me to bring my section shirt. She said that it is so guyish and then so ugly blah blah. My shirt is so nice hor, so many people wants to rob me of that shirt and you come and complain and it is designed by vian you want her to come and beat me up for insulting her design? The shirt is big only what, nice to wear. Not like I am going to wear that for prom. Tsk!
Dinner with Eliza, Eunice and Demelza at Punggol Nasi Lemak tonight!!! I was craving for it last night and so I went to sms eliza in the middle of night, lets go and makan nasi lemak on Tuesday. I was soooo bored last night cause Demelza slept early and vian was in her granny’s place so I had no one to talk to. And so I was surfing online till I heard the radiation and I thought they were bored or something but it turns out to be Yiling messaging me to not go for band today cause there aint many things to do. So I happily smiled to my phone like I won a million dollars. Then around 4 plus, someone called. I thought who so free don’t want to sleep then come and call me and it was Wayne.
Wayne: Sleep already?
Me: nopes, sleep already still can answer your call meh?
Wayne: uh, ok. Want to go ECP to watch sunrise?
Me: huh? Use what to go there? You got car to fetch me huh or you want to cycle me there?
Wayne: Eh! Cycling is a great idea. I cycle to your house then we go off from there.
Me: Crazy huh. I think you by the time you manage to cycle me there its already sun set and then you think you can balance with me so heavy at the back?
Wayne: Can, why cannot.
Me: I wonder who is the one who fell down that time and somemore HURT himself and being the very nice me have to help him to clean his wound and he screamed like some bitch. I wonder leh..
Wayne: Wont la, this time wont.
Me: what makes you so sure?
Wayne: I don’t know.
Me: uh, don’t know still come and ask. Go and sleep la, and stop thinking/dreaming about your sunrise thing.
He is damn shit funny and so I went to sleep at 6? And woke up at 1 plus and headed down to the new ikea with family. Bloody crowded. Parents were saying that Singapore have lots of boss who have nothing to do to bring family out everyday so I said, you too! Lol. The new ikea is full of AH SOHS, AH PEKS, UNCLES, AUNTIES, PRATA MAN, DRUG ADDICTS, CHICKEN RICE SELEER, ROJAK SELLER! HAHA! That was random. But its true, the whole place like so degraded, so market like but still I <3 the poached salmon and chicken wings!
I feel like eating Swensens ice cream cake!
Bestfriend: HELLO MY BESTFRIEND! I love you a lot alrights. We no need anyone hor. You are all I needed. :D Anyway, I hope things will be alright soon! We are going to have so much fun when I come back. (See if I even die on the plane) Sleepovers!! And please give me some good news when I come back alrights?! Please babe! =)
Anyway, me and demelza plan to assassinate someone! HAHA! She is going to help me plan and we are going to do it on the 18th. HAHAHA! Yeah, then you can see her hmm.. future boyfriend taking my life. Chasing me with a chopper but I don’t care cause I don’t like her. HAHAHA! You suck la. I hope you die on the plan crash and never to return. TSK! Ok, I will die with you. Don’t worry be happy! (:
And guess what? I told my parents that I don’t want to give birth in future and then even if I ever give birth I wont want a son. Because look at Marcus and Keith arh, I shake head. I cant even tahan them for like 3 minutes and I already want to throw my whole damn laptop in their faces already. Then my dad say if you give birth to girl then have the same character as you also die. Dead end sia. HAHAHA! Last time I told kohteoliuang that I want a son then a daughter so that can take care of the sister! Like what vian and her brother. :D
Last night I dreamt that I have another operation, which would be the 3rd operation in my life, and I died. (((: What a dream.
On the phone with Demelza now and we were saying that we should have studied hard in Sec 1 and I wouldn’t have to go to NA and go to some shit gathering which in the end land me in some depressing shit. Anyway, everything is a HISTORY so we shouldn’t talk about it and we should look forward to the future but you look at me this kind no future one huh, can just look forward to my death day.
I think this is going to be my last post before I leave.
To everyone: Hello! Take Care alrights. You should know who you guys are. And yeah, update me through emails or messages? Yes, I am going to miss every single one of you damn badly. Luckily this trip aint going to be so long like my last trip to Australia when I stayed there for like uh.. 3 bloody months? :DD Loves, <3
Nights baby, I miss you but anyway, it isnt going to make things any better by saying it. How are you? Is your life getting better? Are you alrights? I want to dieeee already. See you in like hmmm.. maybe 10 years later if i even remembered your name and maybe remembered you. :)
Bye humans. I am going to lock my letters up in the cupboard. Be prepared to receive a call or email from Eliza to take my last words to everyone. =)
<3
Sunday, December 3
[Eh jasmine! TERENCE! HAHA! His damn good looking from far. WE keep starring. Jasmine please note that its not only me hor. When he sat down you also still starring. HAH! But when we see him face to face, we ran away and laugh. Until now still talking abt terence. Tsk you jasmine! But still cute la. I'm gonna take saxaphone classes with demelza and jasmine. I hope we cant pass man! I wanna play for my husband. And he cant play the trumpet for my pet elephant. HAHA! Just kidding.]
Source taken from ah liu's blog. Haha!
Its damn funny. She wants to be Grade 8 by the time she gets married so she can play for her husband. And i suggested we shall hire Terence to be our teacher! Hahaha!
10:35 PM
I cant get to sleep because my timing's screwed. Anyway, I am busy writing my last words to everyone. Lol! Even my enemy has it. -__-''' I am going to lock it in my drawer and if anything happens to me during the trip, Eliza will be passing all those letters to everyone. :D So contact Eliza if i were to pass away. =)
I am so dead. I haven started on my holiday homework. Anybody wants copying homework session? Contact me! I need serious help in my work. I dont understand my Chinese. I need help in every single thing related to studies. Lol. Really, any kind souls want to teach me not? But be prepared cause you will die from teaching me within minutes. Oh, for the whole holiday, I studied Bio only. And its only from the N level books.
Being random, Demelza just told me shocking news that someone confirm not straight already. Hmm..Lets see about it.
I am having serious stomachache since last night and I am hungry now. All day long I think about FOOD FOOD FOOD. Hopeless crap.
Dear Santa,
How are you? I am very bored. Can you find someone to entertain me? Since Christmas is once a year, lets be kiasu and want lots of stuffs. Lets celebrate christmas together. :D Lets make this christmas so memorable (my ass la). Lets just spend Christmas eve out with friends and Christmas day be a good girl to go for family gathering hor. Nevermind, I've Serene and Demelza to spend Christmas together. Provided that they do not have any family plans or else I can really go and celebrate myself man. Anybody wants to join? =))
I am going to meet up some people before I leave cause this might be the last time I going to see them. And my left eye just twitched not long ago. So KOHTEOLIUANG dinner/supper session in chomp chomp can a not?
Vian just said that I like to put people on plane? Meaning I always last minute dont turn up kind? Really meh? You also another one hor. You not only put aeroplane still out boat put ship put train arh! Lol. I try not to already alrights?! =)
Saturday, December 2
I'm sorry.
4 more days and bye Singapore!
I felt damn shit today so I called my hotline! ALT D and she happily sleeping in her dreamland.
Serene is out with her girlfriend.
Eliza is out with her lovers.
Demelza is out with best friend in-law and relatives. ((:
Livia is in her grandparent's place.
[See i'm so updated in their life]
Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done
Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do I love you
I need you
I want you ..the way I do
Friday, December 1
This is going to be a long post. So don’t bother reading. =)
Wednesday
Back to school to put in hours to get back my 3 years CCA points. Imagine 9.30am to 4.30pm. That long. It was very fun though there was only 3 of us and I am not even close to them but I was sociable hor! We packed the uniforms, stands and ShuPei and Yiling were dismantling the metal shelfs. They were damn strong, it was so heavy and hard and dangerous. They were saying that they need macho guys around. We were trying to find people to come and help us but as you see who the hell who would be so nice to come over and help us. I couldn’t help them in any way and what worse I was screaming and shouting cause the dust is flying all around and I cannot stop sneezing. The shelvings almost dropped on me and luckily they caught it or else Bye bye Jasmine. You are dead. We washed up lots of stuffs and I choked up the sinks and flood the floor. Haha! We had so much fun. =)
Thursday
Pretty girls, glamourous gowns, neatly set hair, nails in glamour, heels, bags and all. A night for PL graduates. Everyone was so pretty and gorgeous. You can never imagine them being your fierce and rough seniors. Even the unexpected wore gowns and they are seriously damn pretttyyy. Some were ultra mega drop dead gorgeous. Met up with Demelza, Serene and Eliza at PS and trained down. As were early, we settled down in Cartel to drink and there was this ultra mega cute waiter. His hair was cool and we were trying to create chances for my dear Eliza but in the end the manager came over. TSK! But after finding out some things, Eliza is not ever going to be with that person. Lol! Went up to their cocktail and met Hannah and my unexpected pretty Ms Ferng. She was very pretty in her gown and make up but heard that she was being her usual self, bitch, who don’t allow people to cross wear inside. And they had to buy skirts. Lol. Vivian Lim is so pretty. Like princess/mermaid or whatever you call. She is so so so so pretty. See, I am praising you bitch! =) And she was so mega dao, she passed by me and I smiled so happily and she =) like that only hor. Then I was so angry, I wanted to pull her gown down. Just joking. Found Hannah and we went to talk to the dao princess.
Vian: Why are you here?
Jasmine: Why cannot?
Vian: orh, where you going later?
Jasmine: I don’t know, jalan jalan?
Vian: Hiao hiao right. Going down to Jack’s pub?
Jasmine: Hiao your head la. Nope, you think I am his girlfriend arh, go down his pub for what? Crazy.
Then off to Suntec with DES. We were being retarded ass on our way. Eliza and I took off our heels and walk bare footed cause my legs were aching like shit and I had bloody blisters. Wah lao, next time cannot wear heels our already. Can die and we took lots of photos on our way. It was very enjoying. Ate at Just Noodles and some things happened and Demelza and I did something stupid. Reached home around 11? Eliza told me that there are a lot of flashers, molesters in Hougang area these few weeks. And she didn’t dare to go home. So girls staying in hougang, don’t hiao hiao wear tube and all. You must wrap yourself up to be like mummy. Lol.
Friday
Met up with Demelza, Eunice, Hannah and Rachel at Vivo. Ate and headed down to Singapore Conference Hall. VS concert was alrights I guess. The turn out was not very great and the audiences were not as much as our concert. When Demelza and I saw Angeline, Lena and Yuxuan giving sir flowers we laughed cause they gave lilies. It meant ‘Dare you to love me’. Haha! Their band was better in terms of independent because they are able to tune and do their warm up without Sir. Which we can’t. Alumni band was so powerful. Eunice and I were crazy over Terence. He was the soloist for lots of performance and then he played his solo so well for the Sentosa concert. I was so shocked by his performance. He looks so damn cool when playing his alto sax and Eunice was saying that he is a bonus+commission+ I don’t know what. And I laughed like nobody’s business. Demelza was saying that Eunice is there to choose date only, not to enjoy the music. Lol. And when they had this solo part it was another soloist playing and the two of us were making noise like, wah lao, so lousy, we want terence la. Lol, Eunice best. She stared at him throughout the whole song. She was like, I am staring, I am still staring, I am staring. Make me want to laugh leh. We went to find terence after that and guess what, once I see him I kekenanpuseng (?) 180 degrees turn and I burst out laughing. The expression me, Eunice and Demelza gave was priceless. Damn funny, shant elaborate or vian will kill me. But he is still cool la. And Eunice was fantasizing him playing his solo for her after the concert. Supper at Lau Pa Sat and we were so shit scared when we reached cause everyone was snatching business from each other. I totally panicked sia. And when Demelza and I went to buy drinks, I heard them saying what 369 gang is there then I almost fall hor. Very scary. Hannah and Rachel had to rush home so left the three of us and guess what. There was a cat nearby and I got so freaked out and I kept on screaming and the two of them sat there and laughed at me. It was so scary la, I swear if the cat ever is going to come near me, I will jump up onto the table. The walk to the MRT station was damn fun. We had so much fun and we almost got banged down by cars. The three of us were thinking of going for saxophone classes so Eunice can play for her husband in future. Lol. And forever in love by Kenny G is going to be our wedding song. I am so into Jazz all of a sudden and Livia is going to lend me this CD which is saxophone solo? =) Reached home 12 plus. I was so scared when I was in hougang interchange. What if there was no bus and I had to bloody walk home alone. So freaky.
I’ve been talking on the phone every single night to wee hours like 5 6 plus. I talked to Ms Vian Lim to 6 this morning. And to Demelza every night. But midnight talks are so fun.