Monday, December 25
Christmas Eve
Met with Bestfriend and walked around searching for somebody’s present. We walked from the starting of town to ending man. We were so choosy about all the stuffs. We started from choosing sports brand. Some over budget, some so ah beng, some so obiang, all so ugly, some no brand. Wah lao, like choosing husband like that can. Bestfriend kept on choosing this colour that make me laugh cause its damn ugly la. So bestfriend finally bought this shirt from 37 degrees and best friend still regret buying but we took so long just to settle on something. Now I must say guys stuff aint cheap and its like so hard to find. You don’t know what the person like and all. Lol. Was supposed to meet Serene and Angeline at 7.30pm and they end up meeting us at 8.50pm. I have never waited for someone so long before leh. 1hour 20minutes ! I wanted to call police and report missing case cause they didn’t answer our calls. And when Serene told us something, I got a shock. Cause the starting ‘I accepted… ‘ I thought it was someone whose name starts from E and ends with C. HAHA!
A fucked up day I must admit though it was quite fun in the starting. There was this bangla who almost touched me but didn’t in the end cause it was very open but Demelza, Serene and Angeline saw it.
We got pretty irritated in the beginning cause of those people who sprayed foam so we got rather heated up and went to buy. We sprayed like nobody’s business. I swear it was quite fun and then we were squeezing to the place in between luck plaza and paragon. We got high and all and we were trying to get as close as possible cause there were many banglas around. I don’t care if this is going to offend anyone or whatever and scold me for being a racist but if you were me, you would feel the same too. I think the government should just lock them up in their little india and not go out to party in orchard road. They were fucking bastards who should just go geylang or something or go home and touch your laobu la. After the whole countdown, we were trying to walk to Dhoby Ghaut and there were this group of banglas around us and there is this fucking bangla who fucking cheebye touched me and not that kind of swipe past like what some bastards did to serene, angeline and demelza. That fucking bastard fucking touched and thought he fucking choosing wife or what arh. FUCK HIM MAN. And still got people touched my front like pretend to fall or what and touch that kind of thing and then 1 of them pulled my top up luckily I was holding onto it otherwise I die . WTF, did he fucking realise that my jeans is fucking low till can see everything and he had to do that. I was fucking mega pissed till I cried like nobody’s damn fucking business. The whole way we 4 were cursing like mad and I feel like don’t know how many times. Its typical of Jasmine to fall, vian would say it cause I always fall when I am with her. And I couldn’t even stand up cause it was fucking slippery. All the vulgarities came out of my mouth. So we ask help from this 2 ah bengs and they abandoned their group of friends to escort and guide us to somewhere that don’t have so many people. This kind is real kind of ah bengs who are guys that don’t stand aside like some bastards and not help. They really helped us a lot and the way they were so angry when they heard that we were in some sort of trouble was damn funny. This ah beng was saying: wah lao, wah sibei dulan arh! They are damn funny. We need to find guys on the way to protect us all the way to the station because there were far too many banglas. I think a lot of people should learn from them. VERY COOL. Next time I want my boyfriend to be ah beng! I don’t mind sia, can protect you all the way and it is damn cool. Then you will see me blasting my phone’s music out loud like toyko drift or something and irritate people. And wear couple shirt. EEYER! SO SICK CAN! Then you will see my post with: Todaex sho borinz wox. Dar dar and I go gaigai then saw hiz broz. OMG. Some fuckers continued to spray foam and whenever they do that, you can see 3 middle fingers in the air and cursing. LOL! Girls shouldn’t try to act cool and go for countdown without guys around. SIBEI SUAY kind of thing. New Year Eve’s countdown at Vivo, we are trying to find guys to go or maybe we call ah bengs to go with us. =)
Lewis: I am so sorry I scolded you on the phone when you called so nicely to ask me to go down there to meet up with you guys but sorry, I wasn’t in the best mood and I have to thank you for everything. For the phone call till 5am with Vian and all. You really made me very happy, HOT AH BENG!
HOT AH BENGS: You guys or should know who you are, all those usuals. :Like Recoyl, Jeremy, Robin, Jere …. Thanks for being so concern and all. I really felt loved that you guys actually cared and bothered and all. Thanks for being so worried for me and want to go little india to whack those banglas up. I will try to meet up with you all soon I guess. I will try not to put people aeroplane*.
Angeline, Demelza and Serene: Thanks for being a wonderful company for today cause it have been real trouble if it werent for each and every one of you. Trying to protect me and all. Serene hugging me all the way out of the crowd being afraid of people to touch me and all. Thank you or everything. I really cant find any other way of expressing it cause you all went all out to help me out of that damn fucking place. I love you all. <333333
Bastard: I have really given everything up. Everything, I promised/hoped/wished that I am forgetting all these very soon. I am halfway through over it cause I deleted your contact, deleted all those messages, conversations, and stuffs. Sorry, I don’t even know what is your damn contact now. I am going to block you soon and that’s it. I am going to cut connection if you don’t understand. I think I was asking for too much. A reply back from you is so hard I guess. The reply is that kind of must well don’t reply kind. You should not reply and jolly well save your messages and not waste on such a fucked up bitch like me. I am trying to let everything go and by New Year, you are GONE! =)) I don’t even think you would be reading this but heck. Just go back to your ex girl or someone new. Don’t tell me you don’t bother about her anymore. Cause I can tell that you do. Thinking back, I feel like some 3 year old kid who can get lied to so easily. Too naïve Too dumb to actually believe. Sorry, I am so over that kind of life and I am so sick of everything. Thanks for making me feel that way.
Vian: HELLO SEXY BITCH! I love you a lot. Can we meet up soon. Thanks for the conference call. I appreciate it a lot. It shows who cares and all. You take care too! You should know what I mean. Some people are just fucking bastard. I am moving on, so I want my sexy bitch to move on and be happy like me. =) YOU KNOW WHAT! LET ME REMIND YOU WHAT YOU TOLD ME:
A LADY’S DROP OF TEAR IS AS PRECIOUS AS DIAMOND! <3
I was damn happy cause of some people’s message. Thanks for being there and all. Now my life is just purely friends, worry about my holiday assignment and maybe school’s starting.
I will move on soon. Just give me some time. Those who can understand, thanks, but to those who thinks that I am being silly to be sad over all these, please do me a favour and fuck off. I have never swear so much in my life before so today is quite a record.