Tuesday, December 5
Currently, my computer is uhh.. crashed? So I have to use my dad’s laptop. Anyway, my mum is so kiasu. Our flight would be at 1am and so we have to be there around 10pm? But her great and oh so accurate estimation brought it early till leave the house at 7pm. Wah lao, mummy you think you stay Jurong arh? Jurong 1 hour reach already la. So everyone have to listen to her and leave the house at 7pm. HAHA! I sort of quarreled with her over 2 stuffs. One is about my dirty pillow <3 and the other is about my shirt. I want to bring the pillow onto the plane then she complain say what your pillow so big, so embarrassing to bring in onto the plane blah blah blah. Hello mummy! Not like I am going to see my future husband or see president then don’t want to embarrassed myself. Even if its so, I like their problem? My business leh. Haha and she doesn’t allow me to bring my section shirt. She said that it is so guyish and then so ugly blah blah. My shirt is so nice hor, so many people wants to rob me of that shirt and you come and complain and it is designed by vian you want her to come and beat me up for insulting her design? The shirt is big only what, nice to wear. Not like I am going to wear that for prom. Tsk!
Dinner with Eliza, Eunice and Demelza at Punggol Nasi Lemak tonight!!! I was craving for it last night and so I went to sms eliza in the middle of night, lets go and makan nasi lemak on Tuesday. I was soooo bored last night cause Demelza slept early and vian was in her granny’s place so I had no one to talk to. And so I was surfing online till I heard the radiation and I thought they were bored or something but it turns out to be Yiling messaging me to not go for band today cause there aint many things to do. So I happily smiled to my phone like I won a million dollars. Then around 4 plus, someone called. I thought who so free don’t want to sleep then come and call me and it was Wayne.
Wayne: Sleep already?
Me: nopes, sleep already still can answer your call meh?
Wayne: uh, ok. Want to go ECP to watch sunrise?
Me: huh? Use what to go there? You got car to fetch me huh or you want to cycle me there?
Wayne: Eh! Cycling is a great idea. I cycle to your house then we go off from there.
Me: Crazy huh. I think you by the time you manage to cycle me there its already sun set and then you think you can balance with me so heavy at the back?
Wayne: Can, why cannot.
Me: I wonder who is the one who fell down that time and somemore HURT himself and being the very nice me have to help him to clean his wound and he screamed like some bitch. I wonder leh..
Wayne: Wont la, this time wont.
Me: what makes you so sure?
Wayne: I don’t know.
Me: uh, don’t know still come and ask. Go and sleep la, and stop thinking/dreaming about your sunrise thing.
He is damn shit funny and so I went to sleep at 6? And woke up at 1 plus and headed down to the new ikea with family. Bloody crowded. Parents were saying that Singapore have lots of boss who have nothing to do to bring family out everyday so I said, you too! Lol. The new ikea is full of AH SOHS, AH PEKS, UNCLES, AUNTIES, PRATA MAN, DRUG ADDICTS, CHICKEN RICE SELEER, ROJAK SELLER! HAHA! That was random. But its true, the whole place like so degraded, so market like but still I <3 the poached salmon and chicken wings!
I feel like eating Swensens ice cream cake!
Bestfriend: HELLO MY BESTFRIEND! I love you a lot alrights. We no need anyone hor. You are all I needed. :D Anyway, I hope things will be alright soon! We are going to have so much fun when I come back. (See if I even die on the plane) Sleepovers!! And please give me some good news when I come back alrights?! Please babe! =)
Anyway, me and demelza plan to assassinate someone! HAHA! She is going to help me plan and we are going to do it on the 18th. HAHAHA! Yeah, then you can see her hmm.. future boyfriend taking my life. Chasing me with a chopper but I don’t care cause I don’t like her. HAHAHA! You suck la. I hope you die on the plan crash and never to return. TSK! Ok, I will die with you. Don’t worry be happy! (:
And guess what? I told my parents that I don’t want to give birth in future and then even if I ever give birth I wont want a son. Because look at Marcus and Keith arh, I shake head. I cant even tahan them for like 3 minutes and I already want to throw my whole damn laptop in their faces already. Then my dad say if you give birth to girl then have the same character as you also die. Dead end sia. HAHAHA! Last time I told kohteoliuang that I want a son then a daughter so that can take care of the sister! Like what vian and her brother. :D
Last night I dreamt that I have another operation, which would be the 3rd operation in my life, and I died. (((: What a dream.
On the phone with Demelza now and we were saying that we should have studied hard in Sec 1 and I wouldn’t have to go to NA and go to some shit gathering which in the end land me in some depressing shit. Anyway, everything is a HISTORY so we shouldn’t talk about it and we should look forward to the future but you look at me this kind no future one huh, can just look forward to my death day.
I think this is going to be my last post before I leave.
To everyone: Hello! Take Care alrights. You should know who you guys are. And yeah, update me through emails or messages? Yes, I am going to miss every single one of you damn badly. Luckily this trip aint going to be so long like my last trip to Australia when I stayed there for like uh.. 3 bloody months? :DD Loves, <3
Nights baby, I miss you but anyway, it isnt going to make things any better by saying it. How are you? Is your life getting better? Are you alrights? I want to dieeee already. See you in like hmmm.. maybe 10 years later if i even remembered your name and maybe remembered you. :)
Bye humans. I am going to lock my letters up in the cupboard. Be prepared to receive a call or email from Eliza to take my last words to everyone. =)
<3