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Secret`Love

Jasmine Koh
2nd August
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jkjm_91@hotmail.com

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Thursday, January 11

How it hurts just by the thought of it.

Lewis: I think you've changed alot of a sudden.
Vian: You are a total different person girl.
Wayne: You are no longer the same.

Those were what the three told me on the same night. How coincidental. I realised the change. I am scared of the changes I had in myself too. Dont you feel that having so much stress all of a sudden would still get you a same old me. I really regret for what've I've done wrong. Too wrong. I shouldnt get myself inbolved in such a mess to realise that I cant find a way out myself. 'Those who stand for nothing, falls for anything' Sorry, not my way of handling stuffs.

Vian was just being so free to keep on reminding me that 24th January is coming. 1 year had passed. What had happened on 24th January 2006 should not be remembered and mentioned! Lol. I just felt it so. She asked me if I have ever thought if history really repeats itself again. Whats my response. Sorry, but it would still be the same. Too complicated to understand. Too much complications in life makes me not being able to breathe.

Do you think I would still want myself to get into this mess?

Do you think I want such stuffs to happen?

Do you think that I dont want to be back to my happy self?

Think about it before you comment.

Everything's just so different now. Friends and all.

Everything/Everyone changed.

Nothing stays the same, of that I am sure.

Sometimes, I wish all of this had never took place.

Just trying to treat it as a bad dream I've got, but sadly its reality.


How a straight girl could turn crook so fast.
I was really shocked.
Whatsmore its her.
And its unbelievable she turned crook just for that girl who dont give us the x-factor.

SiJin is so slow in knowing some things! :D

L's having the operation this Saturday.
Hope everything's would be fine alrights?
Dont worry, take care! <3

Lewis, the fake Louis Vuitton been bombing my phone this few days when I am having lessons. Crazy guy.

5th Day of school and I already got caught for fingernails, socks and pinafore. Shit la, how to survive the whole year. And Vian the big princess' pinafore is going to be so damn big because she loves to look like a pregnant woman so I am going to look worse then a pregnant woman when I wear her uniform. Lol.

7th day of school I still got caught for uniform. Hello eh! My uniform already very long already leh. You want me to wear like cinderella and touch the ground is it? Like going for prom. Lol.



My Love

If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me
What would you do
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regulars
Tell me would you
Well baby I've been around the world
But I aint seen myself another girl like you
This ring here represents my heart
But there's just one thing I need from you saying I do
Because, I can see us holding hands
walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love
My love My love
And I know no woman that could take your spot
My love My love My love
And I know no woman that could take your spot
My love My looooooooveLooooooove My loooove My loooove
Now If I wrote you a love note
And made you smile at every word I wrote what would you do
Would that make you wanna change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team
Tell me would you
See what's the point in waiting anymore
Cause girl I've never been more sure that baby it's you
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you been waiting for
Just saying I do
Because, I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us on the country side
Sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love
My love My love
And I know no woman that could take your spot my
My love My love My love
And I know no woman that could take your spot my
My love My loooooooveLoooooove My looooove My loooooove

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