Thursday, February 8

Whats with me?
I am just feeling so numb and sick of everything.
No one stays the same.
Everyone/Everything also changing.
I cant take all the changes coming at one time.
Its really killing me.
I dont know whats wrong with every single damn on person on this fucking world.

-: are you free to meet up on valentine's day?
me: hmm.. what time? for what?
-: lunch?
me: nopes, my school ends at 2pm.
-: oh ok. what about after that?
me: dinner huh?
-: sorry cannot, my school ends around 1 plus & then I would be free till 5pm cause I am going back to school to meet my friends.
me: then forget it. by the time we meet up would be already 3 plus 4. Anyway, Bye.

I am mean. This is what I said. Someone told me that I ought to be shot. Whatever la, look at it please. Lesser than 1 hour, must well not come down right? I mean waste your time, energy, money to travel all the way down just to meet me. Why not stay in your school or go out with that person? Seriously, its no point. And I no need you to come down. Even if I meet you, I will be rushing like crazy so must well not, save my energy too. =)

Valentine is coming in 6 days time. :D