Friday, March 16

Band camp was short.
It used to be 3 days 2 nights.
But nevermind, its so much better because I can be back HOME again.
I tihnk the previous band camp was so much funner cause maybe we slept with our section and then we played so much. I missed every single one of them I swear. Its really those fun times that made me happy. HAHA! =)

First day of PT really drained me out. Seriously shagged like some crazy bitch and then I got burnt but when I checked it today, there wasn't any difference. Tsk! Band practice at night is so cool, it is so different. Colder and darker. Cam whoring with juniors was madness. We do crazy stuffs. We set our sleeping bags on the tables and slept on it. It was so much better then sleeping on the tables. I listened to music till I feel asleep. I've got calls in the midnight, I forgotton to silent my phone. Firstly it was L then it was some person who called and dont talk. It really pissed me off big time. Cause its 4am in the morning, I need that sleep so badly and you come and spoil my sweet dreams. Whoever that person is, please kindly go to hell.

Next day PT was cancelled cause the gate to the track was not opened! Yayness, but then we woke up for nothing. Whatsmore I washed my face and brushed my teeth and I went back to sleep again. Some of us slept and missed breakfast. Lol, Jolene is a sleep indulgent girl. She couldn't wake up. Be it 6am or 10am. Lol! Mini syf was alrights. It was held in the NEW CONCERT HALL. We were the first to perform and when we were on the stage waiting, I almost fell asleep. I remembered yawning before palying cause the speech the teachers gave was very long. My fingers got so numbed till I screwed the running notes. The rest of the concert and workshop was being me the usual self sleeping so comfortably. Lol.

Met Demelza for dinner at Chomps. =)



I can’t turn around and look at the past
There’s no way to change it, no looking back
No more trying to fix what just didn’t last
Hearing his hateful words, but I won’t react

I can’t give him the glory
Of showing him how much he hurt me
It’s my turn to tell the story
He’s just too ignorant to simply see

That he’s not my everything anymore
He’s a bad memory I want to erase
No more crying all alone on the floor
I’ve found someone to take his place

So here’s to the long lonely nights
When my broken heart wouldn’t go away
Now I’m going to make it right
Here’s to all the times I prayed

For an answer to this endless sorrow
When it was hard to make it through
Now I can see a brighter tomorrow
Now I can say I’m over you