Saturday, March 17

Was hearing Put That Records On and it just hit me so badly.
I didn't expect myself to be that way.
I used to think Eliza used to be a bit mad over some stuffs.
I guess I am going to be worse then her.
Its true, no one can do anything even myself.
Mummy, please confiscate my IPOD.
I really need you to do that cause all the bloody songs are making me fucking sad.
I think Jay Chou is the Emo-iest singer I ever known.
It just make me think alot of last year.
I didn't treasure and appreciate last year.
I didn't appreciate those who were around me.
I didn't realise that last year was one of the best years I had.
Always thinking it was a bloody mistake for god knows what.
I don't even care about how others felt then.
I really missed last year damn badly.
I dont mind giving up anything just to turn back time.
I wont mind all those quarrels and all.
Its just that let me go through that year again.
I will learn and know how to appreciate.
Its too late for everything.
Its too late to talk so much.
Nothing is going to change.

Last year, I miss. <3

Sorry.